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Ano ba tong nangyayari?
Di maintindihan ang sarili
Naiinis na di mawari
Tuliro ngunit di mapakali
Di makatulog sa kaiisip
Sa isipan ko ay di ka mawaglit
Maya’t maya ikaw ang nagiging laman ng isipan
Pakiramdam ko ngayon ako ay nabubuang
Nangungulila sayo
Kailangan ko ang pag-ibig mo
Nangungulila sayo
Kailangan kita sa buhay ko
Napakalungkot ng araw pagwala ka
Pakiramdam ko ay pinagsakluban ng langit at lupa
Walang ibang nais kungdi makasama ka
Ang lungkot ay naglalaho pag andyan ka na
Pwede bang wag mo akong ngitian
Dahil naglalaho lahat ng inis na aking nararamdaman
Pwede bang wag mo akong tawanan
Dahil nakakalimutan ko ang iyong mga kasalanan
Naaadik ako sayo
Ikaw ang kahinaan at kalakasan ko
Adik na ako sayo
Dahil puso ko ay nabihag mo
I love my boys. They’re the best! They listen to me bitching about life, crying about my relationship, and screaming about random shit I think about… and the best part is they neither expect nor want anything back. They’re the ones who will ask me to play laser tag when im sad, not hand me ice cream. they make me laugh when tears are starting to fall, not hand me facial tissue. and did i mention they are the best ones to shop with? it’s grab and go.
for everyone |
You’re so beautiful!
I feel so relaxed and content when I see you.
I feel so comfortable when we talk.
I love it when you open up to me and show me everything about yourself…
You know… like the time you accidentally…. 
I love to tease you. You’re fun to tease… haha!
You’re so kind to me even though I feel like I’m making you cry.
You’re so sweet to me…
I feel so ashamed not telling you that I appreciate the things you do for me.
You make me feel loved and appreciated.
I love you.
I adore you!
You’re so beautiful…I’m not the brightest crayon in the crayon box. I have done a few things not many people have. I do as I please in life.
I’m far from perfect. I’m just another person in this world.
We are in love, haven’t you heard how we rocked each other’s world? :p
I’m SORRY..
It was my fault.
Well, what do I expect?
I’m used to it. Used to feel how was it to be thrown away, to be rejected.
It’s just that I thought that w/ all the kind of pain I went through, I’m already numb. But definitely I’m wrong.
It’s realizing that I don’t need certain people in my life, the bullsh*t and the drama they bring.No one cares
What you give
You know you gotta live like you wanna live
When it’s time
To be free
You know you gotta be what you wanna be
I can’t remember when was the last time i felt this way before to someone special as you
It’s like coming back to my teenage years, feelings overwhelm me
You’re someone who has scored a flat one in my heart.
The greatness in life is falling in love, and i think i’m finally falling for you.
Is this a dream? or would i wake up one day forgotten? I hope not, i hope this ends in reality.
As long as you want me i would reciprocate the same feeling of wanting me to stay.
I cannot fathom my future without knowing you… or even touching you and seeing you smile.
This is foolishness I’m feeling, help me i felt so helpless cause
you have made everyday more meaning to every gulp of an air you upbeat me.
If god has it’s own way of finding me like you, then i pray to god he would let me meet you one day in this lifetime.
I would await the day until we finally meet… until the day, you would call me yours and i would call you mine…
I wouldn’t let you go… cause i’m your keeper of all your angels…iloveyou!!!mwahhhh 
The lag of lethargy runs deep
With unresponsiveness
Something deeper than a lack of energy
The hum drum of the day to day
One step closer to the end
And I have to wonder
The next step of the journey
Broken and shattered as it is
This life of mine
Does not belong to me
For who can say that “this is mine”
When no one thing is permanent
But the memories we create
From stale thoughts
And moldy emotions
left over from a host of yesterdays
hearken back to a time
When the sky was cloudless
The rain was warm
and we danced and laughed as children do
So we step lightly upon tomorrow
With a hopeful heart
Nearly broken at the promise
Of a better day
To be remembered.
Love is as much of an
object as an obsession,
everybody wants it,
everybody seeks it,
but few ever achieve it,
those who do will cherish it,
be lost in it,
and among all,
never…
never forget it.
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly’s erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down..
Don’t dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won’t last.
Do you run through each day?
On the fly?
When you ask “How are you?”
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You’d better slow down.
Don’t dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won’t last..
Time passes much too quickly
When we’re together laughing.
I wish I could sing it to you, oh no,
I wish I could sing it to you.
Mostly I’m silent.
Never think about words to say.
When I kiss you, I feel a thousand different feelings.
I’m covered with chills all over my body.
And while I feel them, I quickly try to decide which one
I should try to put into words, oh no,
Try to put into words.
Mostly I’m silent.
Only the beginning of what I want to feel forever.
Only the beginning.
Only just the start.
I’ve got to get you into my life.
Got to get you next to me.
Only the beginning.
Only just the start.
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,’Hi’
You’d better slow down.
Don’t dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won’t last.
When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift….
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.
File this story under the heading: “If life were not so bitter, revenge would not be sweet.”
After seventeen years of marriage, a man dumped his wife for a younger woman. The downtown luxury apartment was in his name and he wanted to remain there with his new love, so he asked his wife to move out and said he would buy her another place. The wife agreed to this, but asked that she be given three days.
The first day she packed her personal belongings into boxes and crates and suitcases. On the second day, she had the movers come and collect her things. On the third day, she sat down for the last time at their candlelit dining table, soft music playing in the background, and feasted alone on shrimp and a bottle of Chardonnay.
When she had finished, she went into each room and deposited shrimp leftovers into the hollow of her curtain rods. She then cleaned up the kitchen and left.
Her husband returned with his new girl, and all was bliss for the first few days. Then it started; slowly but surely. Clueless, the man could not explain why the place smelled as it did.
They tried everything. First they cleaned and mopped and aired the place out. That didn’t work. Then they checked vents for dead rodents. Still no luck. They steam cleaned the carpets and hung air fresheners. That didn’t solve the problem. They hired exterminators; still no good. They ripped out the carpets and replaced them. But the smell lingered.
Finally, they could take it no more and decided to move. The moving company packed everything and moved it all to their new place. Everything. Even the curtain rods.
I like the story because of the humor. But revenge is always a poor option if we want to be healthy and happy.
The problem is… we can’t carry a grudge and carry love in our hearts at the same time. We have to give one of them up. It’s a choice we make.
Some resentments are large; they’ve built up over a long time and will not be easy to part with. Some have been fed by years of pain and anger. But all the more reason to give them up.
When we’re tired of the anger and resentment and bitterness, we can choose a better way. We can be forever unhappy, or we can be healthy. We’re just not made to carry a big grudge and a heart filled with love at the same time.
But I still chuckle at the story.
i walked the same corridors,
ate the same food,
sat in my spot in the library
as i always do…
but there is something new…
You weren’t in the view…
I think I’m over you..
I feel like I’m so over you…
Though you gave me those moments,
moments I wanted to last for a life time
Those moments I wanted to remember
I never want to be back there
I dont want to be back in those arms.
Can I say now I don’t love you anymore?
Can I say now that you’re not in my dreams?
Can I say now that I don’t think of you each time I open my eyes?
Gathering all my courage, Maybe I can
Maybe life is better without you by my side
Maybe living without you is what I always needed.
Bye my sweetest lover..
Bye my sempai
Bye to the person who used to be my everything
Good bye..
Hope that one day,
Maybe that someday
We’ll meet again
and when we do,
I’ll say to you
YOU are never the boy I dreamnt about
I was wrong when I said I love you
u chAngE 4 twO rEasOns. . .
eIther u LearN enOugh dAt u wAnt tO. . .
oR
u’vE bEen hUrt enOugh dAt u HAve 2
every
tears
thats
touches
my
lashes
says
i
miss
u
so
much
it
hurts
i
am
loosing
a
friend
whom
i
valued
so
much
should i lived the promised?
i loved him with all my heart
i gave him my trust for he said that he loves me
i want to do all the best just to make him happy
i can say that i have made everything just to make him stay.
he’d promised that he will never change no matter what.
that he will love me til the end
that im his only princess forever and ever
but he choosed to leave me?
i feel that he was happy being with me
that he cared for me because he loved me.
that he treasured the times that we spend together
but the question is til when?
his goodbye is saying thank you and i love you
that thank you for everything because of you i still have my life
he had hurt me for how many times but i became wake of all his sorries.
is that true that when someone is saying goodbye to you he’d already fall with someone too?
i’ve promised that i will loved him no matter what
that nothing will change
that im always here for him
that i will not stop loving him even if its already hurt.
should i let the saying goes: “promises are made to be broken”.
or should i lived the promised? i loved him with all my heart
i gave him my trust for he said that he loves me
i want to do all the best just to make him happy
i can say that i have made everything just to make him stay.
he’d promised that he will never change no matter what.
that he will love me til the end
that im his only princess forever and ever
but he choosed to leave me?
i feel that he was happy being with me
that he cared for me because he loved me.
that he treasured the times that we spend together
but the question is til when?
his goodbye is saying thank you and i love you
that thank you for everything because of you i still have my life
he had hurt me for how many times but i became wake of all his sorries.
is that true that when someone is saying goodbye to you he’d already fall with someone too?
i’ve promised that i will loved him no matter what
that nothing will change
that im always here for him
that i will not stop loving him even if its already hurt.
should i let the saying goes: “promises are made to be broken”.
or should i lived the promised?
I didn’t want us to burn out
I didn’t come here to hold you
Now I can’t stop
I want you to know that it doesn’t matter where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
I want you to know you couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you’ll find another that doesn’t always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn’t keep this love alive
You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know that it doesn’t matter where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
I want you to know you couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone
I’m already gone
Already gone
You can’t make it feel right when you know that it’s wrong
I’m already gone
Already gone
There’s no moving on
So I’m already gone
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they’re haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
I want you to know that it doesn’t matter where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
I want you to know you couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone.
want you to know
one thing.
You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.
Well, now,if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.
If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.
But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.
| I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
Write, for instance: “The night is full of stars,a The night wind whirls in the sky and sings. I can write the saddest poem of all tonight. On nights like this, I held him in my arms. He loved me, sometimes I loved him. I can write the saddest poem of all tonight. To hear the immense night, more immense without him. What does it matter that my love couldn’t keep him. That’s all. Far away, someone sings. Far away. As if to bring him near, my eyes search for him. The same night that whitens the same trees. I no longer love him, true, but how much I loved him. Someone else’s. He will be someone else’s. As he once I no longer love him, true, but perhaps I love him. Because on nights like this I held him in my arms, Although this may be the last pain he causes me, |
I thought you felt the same way.
When we held each other I prayed you would stay.
I loved the way you looked at me.
I guess it just wasn’t meant to be.
I thought you loved me undesirably.
Didn’t you know you were my everything.
You were all I thought about.
In my mind there was no doubt.
Now I see your not in love.
It wasn’t something from above.
You’re with her now and you’re happy.
I’m the one who’s mopey and sappy.
That’s ok though because if I had to pick the one to suffer
I’m glad it was me. I love you more than ever.
My love for you will never go away.
But to tell you that I would never say.
It’s so hard to let you go.
But it’s now time to move on slow.
So this is my goodbye.
My darling, my love, my only one.
This is the last time I will cry.
one simple hello and that’s how it started
we never expect too far
something happened and its so strange feelings
it just pops in, then something really childish
we did try to hide , but true colors show
a teeny boppers were like
such fancy feelings that grows
teeny grins though we’re not
it just slips out and cant hold it any longer
such actuations…noting it was just a passing scene
sometime before we neglected each others company
putting things in a normal set-up
friends as commonly called
enjoying much we go on
seeking life’s pleasure, putting aside everything
for we can’t have it just plain
as months passed by, i thought its forgotten
with the many depreciations and demarkations made
for it seems a tireless wait for something to come
and it so happen that we were just plain normal beings
without much care of whom we are to be with
knowing it was only a first hello
then, there would be nothing to count on
unknowingly by chance we had a word
just a simple glance of friendship and camaraderie
talking life as it was
suddenly, something strange is going on
talking much becomes intimate
that we are able to decipher the code
not knowing a sheer chance of having it all the way
abruptly things began to fall one by one
now, it was mutual feeling we had in us
not knowing for how long it will last
knowing that only you and me understands
as often said: actions speaks louder than voice
and that’s how it happens with just one hello at a start
my hart & me
here iam again
trying to hide in my own sanctuary
hoping to find the peace i wanted
on my heart and me
i sit back, trying to recollect
of all the things that came flashing back on me
just then i remember… all of those hurts and love
that i have….
all of the pains that my heart feels
mesmerizing over it makes me feel lonely
only to find out , i was lost
only to find that iam like a soldier losing his fight
only to find out that iam all alone
i thought i could hold back those memories
i thought i could temper my woes
and heal those hatreds in me with the passing of times
i thought i could be in temperance with my heart and me
and thought i could be better
but then again…
it came up once again
bringing me to a stupor
feeling aghast… i sit back once again
feeling my heart and me
is there such thing as perfect love? …
Everyone loves to give himself totally to someone; To have a deep soul relationship with another; To be love thoroughly and exclusively; But God says: “No, not yet, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled and contented with being loved by Me alone; With giving yourself totally to Me; To have intensely, personal and unique relationship with Me alone.
I love you my child, and until you discover that only Me is your satisfaction to be found; You will not be capable of the perfect Human relationship that I have planned for you. You will never be united with Me exclusive of anyone for anything else. Exclusive of desires and longings. I want you to stop wishing, to stop planning; And allow Me to give the most thrilling plan ever existing..one that you cannot imagine. I WANT YOU TO HAVE THE BEST.
Please allow Me to bring it to you . You just wait, don’t be anxious, don’t worry. Don’t keep looking off and away from Me…
Or you’ll miss what I want to show you I want to see in flesh a picture of your relationship with Me and enjoy materially and concretely;
The everlasting union of beauty, perfection and love I offer you myself. And then..when you are ready I’ll surprise you with a love far more exciting than any of you dream of, You’ll see; Understand that until you are ready, AND THE ONE I HAVE FOR YOU is ready, I am working even to this minute to have both of you ready at the same time. Until you are both satisfied exclusive of Me;
And thus…perfect love and dear one I want you to have this most wonderful love. Knowing that I love you utterly.”
Hidden Mystery In the deepest depths of you and me
In the deepest depths of we
Lies the most beautiful jewel
Shining forth eternally
Within that precious jewel
Within that priceless piece of we
Lies a time that is beyond all time
Lies a place that is beyond all space
Within that sacred source of radiance
Lies a love beyond all love
Waiting WaitingEver so patiently
Waiting for you, waiting for me
Waiting patiently for all to see
The beauty that is you inside of me
The beauty that is me inside of thee
In the deepest depths of you and me
In the deepest depths of weLies the love and wisdom Of all Eternity
I miss you.
I know we’ve said our good-byes,
and I know we’ve gone our
separate ways,
but I still miss you
I wish that people were like chalkboards,
and we could wash our memories clean.
But we’re not.
And we can’t.
Yet despite the anger that I feel sometimes,
I still miss you.
We were happy once,
and I remember those times.
I remember how we smiled and laughed,
and how you held my heart
in your hand.
I remember the tears and the fights
and how I took my heart back,
bruised and slightly wilted.
But still, somehow,
I miss you,
and I just wanted you to know that
>>>>How do i sAy gOodbye to SomeOne i nEvEr haD? Why dO TearS Fall 4 Someone whO wAs nEveR mIne? wHy iS it Dat i MisS SOmEone I wAs neVer wIth & wHy dO i LoVe SOmEone Whose lOve wAs nevEr MINE…?!?< <<<
>>>>I don’t want to admire you anymore
i did my best to forget you
just to ignore d’ pain inside
but i didn’t make it,I failed
WHY?!
why did we meet
only to make me feel this way?
why did we became friends
only to bring close to u as i am today?
why did we i learn to like u
only to show me how it is to be left in the rain?
why did i learn to love u
only to realized that it would bring so much pain?
how i wish that i never fell inlove w/u
for i know i’d be living in blue
u may not notice coz i choose to live in u
but the truth is deep inside i slowy die.
i’ve tried to neglect this feeling
& admit to myself that i can do nothing
that u’ll never learn to love me
coz a friend is what u want me to be.
i wonder why god above allow this to happen
why this thing have to occur again?
it has been always a one sided love affair
which make me feel thar nobody seems to care.
I guess our friendship won’t last forever
coz for u, we aren’t meant for each other
but u’ll always remain in my heart
even if we’re already far apart.
Now, i still dont think i’m ready to set u free
though i have to accept
the fact that u don’t love me
i’m awareb eventually, i have to say GOODBYE……
and yet i keep on asking myself…
WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYY?!?
i Until now,you’re still here
bothering and confusing my mind
and making my heart beat
faster than before
I hate myself for dreaming of you
that someday you’ll love me too
and hoping that we’ll be together
When the ryt tym come
I am hoping 4 ur attention dat hurts me a lot
cause i know ders someone in ur heart
how i wish i didn’t met u before
cause i didn’t know how to handle myself
how to control this feeling that grows
but still i will just pretend
that i didn’t like u anymore
But here in my heart you have a space
cause i never forget you and i never will.,.. 
i learned
I have learned that no matter how happy you are, things still might not last. Both partners have to give and take equally or the relationship will not work.
I learned what love truly is and what love truly isn’t. I’ve gained experience on how to have a better relationship now.
I learned that love cannot truly conquer all, both people have to be commited and willing to compromise in order to make things work. If one person is pulling the relationship it will fail sooner or later.
becareful who you give your heart to
not stay somewhere where your not happy
not let them talk me into something i don’t want to do
just because someone doesn’t verbally tell you how they feel doesn’t mean they don’t love/care about you.
keeping feelings and thoughts inside is not a good thing
never let someone make you into something you are not
There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved.
You can’t “fix” people only support them. What you see is what you get.
“It’s not what you always say that counts…but what you don’t say.”
how to truly love someone
* how to be a friend and lover at the same time
* to truly be happy, you have to first be happy with yourself
* communication is the key
* get to know someone first before jumping straight in
* you can’t change a person or be changed unless its wanted
* don’t look for love…let it find you
* when you give your all and it still don’t work…you can walk away knowing that you tried
* just because one person did something (cheat,lie, etc) doesn’t mean all are going to
* when you truely love someone you want them to be happy even if that means walking away
* time heals all wounds…and scars can be covered
* when you really love someone…the material things don’t matter…money house car,etc..as long as you have each other and love
It’s been a while since we broke up
but until now my heart is screaming your name out
I don’t know how to move on
Coz the love you’ve shared with me is so hard to let go
Every night I pray to the Lord above
that if i’m lucky enough he’ll answer my prayer
and that prayer is to bring back the times we’ve shared together
As days goes by I kept on thinking of you
and how i wish that you’re thinking of me too
I wanna let you know that I still love you
and will do my best to share the love i have for you one more time..
I missed the times when you express how you feel to me
for those are the times that you prove that your love for me is real…
And now that you’re gone
I told myself that i’ll close the door for a while
til someone will found the key and open that door one more time..
And before I go, i want to say that I hope that you’ll find the right one who’ll fulfill that empty space in your heart..
Have I told you that after all these years we’ve known each other you became my angel?
an angel who will always be in my heart forever…
MY LAST GOODBYE
the dream wer we are supposed 2 live..
now has come 2 an end..
lets not live wid a lie..
wake up! coz its time 2 say gudbye..
d shadows of d past..
are still chasing u and me..
but lets face d reality..
you and me is now fantasy..
our feelings had changed..
our love had faded..
d moments dat u and me spent 2geder..
will just be a memory 4ever..
let dis drim end..
let us set each odr free..
let dis be my last goodbye..
..You Understand….
You understand my words,
When I can’t say what I mean.
You understand my frustration,
When I can’t make reality of a dream.
You understand me as a woman,
As I strive for my goals.
You understand what tears are for,
When life takes its’ toll.
You understand what it means,
When a promise has been broken.
You understand how vows,
Without sincerity can be easily spoken.
You understand the value,
Of keeping family close to your heart.
You understand that best friends,
Never grow apart.
You understand all that I am,
And everything I am not.
You know that friendships grow stronger,
When one is in a tight spot.
You understand everything about me,
And the special dreams that I hold.
You understand my thoughts,
Without a word being told.
You understand my spirit.
And smile as it unfolds.
You understand this love,
My gift for you to hold.
You understand the importance of true,
Friendship between a woman and a man.
You understand that being with me,
Is a challenge for most any man
i thought i was strong enough;
i thought i could control my emotions;
i thought holding back is the best thing to do;
i thought you feel the way i feel for you..
coz that’s what you showed me;
that is how you made me feel,
we took it nice and slow..
it was amazing,
it felt like something real..
but now this dream has come to an end;
this feeling i have to get over with..
i thought i was strong enough;
but i’m hurting down deep..
A friend is someone who cares about you. The one that you can count on in times of troubles, pains, and sufferings that occur in your life. The one that you can trust with all the secrets of your life. A friend is someone who always finds time to listen to all the stories you tell and the one that is always concerned in everything that you do. These traits I found in you, that’s why I really trusted you, and for all of these, I know nothing to repay you but to simply be your friend. And we share the laughter for years admitting to each other that we enjoy being with one another.
But lately little changes are slowly taking place, I just woke up one morning that my feelings for you have changed. To describe it I don’t know of a way, its just that I have this weird feeling that I always want to see your cute face, to hear your sweet voice, and feel your gentle touch. And when it’s already my chance to see you, my knees began trembling, my heart pounding faster than ever, my mind began to mix up. “What shall I do? Will I put face powder on my face? What? What now?” Asking myself as if I was crazy. Then you suddenly appear right in front of me smiling. “Oh my! What shall I say?” I said to myself. And nevertheless I was speechless. No words to say, no stories to tell, nothing. But I managed to keep my feelings hidden.
I wanted that moment to last forever but unfortunately, the day is about to end, and nothing can we do about it, so we just bid goodbye to each other, and hope to see one another sooner.
That night, I was wondering under the dim moonlight. Dreaming about you and I, walking hands in hands, talking sweetly about sweet nothing… “Oh My!” I said to myself. “What’s this happening to me as if I was bewitched by somebody? Is this love? What can I do about it?” That night I slept with a smile in my lips.
On the next day, I see you wearing a blue cold face. I asked, “What’s Wrong?” while cheering you with all my might, but inside I too was dying. You told me it’s because of a girl you like most but despite the things you have done for her, she just can’t learn how to love you. My tears started to stream down my cheeks. You thought I understand you and that’s what causes me to cry. “No, you don’t understand,” I wanted this to tell you, “I was crying because like you, I really felt something special for someone and that’s you, but whatever I do, you just can’t feel that I love you too! And now you’re telling me you’re in love with somebody! What about me? What about my feelings for you?” These words I don’t have the guts to tell, so I just chose to be quiet and it’s all a secret for me to keep.
I spent that night crying endlessly. I can feel that boundless woe blanketing my lonely soul. “What shall I do now?” Will I let you know about my feelings for you?” These question rolled out of my mind. But after that, I remembered that I valued our friendship too much that I can’t stand to loose it just because of this stupid feeling they called LOVE.
That was my first decision, but I realized that I couldn’t be your friend without thinking about my feelings for you. “What will happen to me now? Now that I can’t hide my feelings anymore? … … Now I know what to do…” I sadly whispered to myself. I know it will take a long time for me to do this but I know it’s a must. Many hours passed and I spent it all by crying, for I promised to myself that, that will be the last time that I will cry just because of you. However I was wrong in this.
The next day I met you, I know I have practiced every word that I shall tell you. But I just stop myself from crying the moment I saw you drawing near. But I wipe it all dry for I have a very important message for you. But before I have the chance to tell you these words, you greeted me with a cheerful smile and a warm “Hi!” Ignoring this I told you, “Farewell,”. You asked me “Why?” Once again my tears began to fall because of the deep pain that I’m hiding inside but I know I must continue. ”Farewell my friend. For I am not worthy to be your friend. For a long time, I have betrayed our friendship.” I said. “Betrayed?” I can’t remember any time that you betrayed our friendship!” You said. But in your face I can see that you’re so confused. I must finish I know for ‘this is the only way to forget your love,” this is my heart instructing me for it too was hurt. I took a deep breath and said, “No, you don’t understand. I have betrayed it. I have promised that we will be friends forever but suddenly I felt that you already had a special place in my heart. I’m sorry. And now I’m leaving with all our happy and sad memories. But before I go, I want you to know that I LOVE YOU … MY DEAR FRIEND.” After this, I run with all my might even though I heard you shout, “Wait!” I can’t stand any single moment that I can hear your sweet and gentle voice because underneath that is the fact that you could never be mine… …
luv can wait
wen i was a kid, i used to believe that
soulmates never exist..but as time passes
by, my perceptions suddenly change.. guys
are juz pain in d ass..but i admit, some
gurls cant live widout dem.. how does a
gurl handle different kind of guys?
player? ballers? haters? most of the guys
dont give sum gurls d ryt treatment dey
nid to have.. some guys juz take
advantage..treating deyr gurl as a
display..a trophy.. someone hu will make
dem standout and will make dem say..’pare!
chic ko! ayos ba?’ wid dat pogi pose tag
with a sexy wink.. do girls notice? or juz
ignoring all the things that have been
alredy seen by deyr naked eye? some are
foolish..some are not.. but please dont
tolerate.. wen will u learn? how will you
move on? how will u let things go? things
are not oweiz wut it seem to be.. you also
hav to spare sumthin for urself.. dont juz
give.. coz remember dat u also hav sumthin
to take.. if u think dat a guy deserves
it.. oh well..think agen.. you hav to luv
urself before anyone else.. if u think
that you’d be losin ur oder haf.. well..
ur absolutely wrong..for guys: please dont
enter a gurls life if u juz mean to break
their hearts.. always remember dat “dont
hurt gurlz coz God counts every tear dat
is fallin from deyr eyes” for gurlz: there
is sum1 rili meant for you..in the ryt
tym.. ryt place.. in god’s tym.. you’ll
juz forget u ever cried..den ul juz
realize dat its worth the long wait..you
dont hav to be in a hurry..der are a lot
of guys dat ull meet.. guys dat myt hurt
you..guys dat will possibly make u
cry..but bear in mind dat youll be meetin
d wrong ones before gettin into the right
one..you have to live ur lyf d way it shud
be..dont make men d center of ur lyf.. der
are a lot of things to be focused on.. as
u walk thru lyf.. u will realize dat it
wud be fun livin widout d excess
baggage..but the feelin of bein in love is
one of the most beautiful experience ur
lyf will ever encounter.. being
foolish..blinded..stupid..is not an
exemption.. you hav to control ur heart
and giv mind some space..its not bad to
shed tears.. youre only showin urself dat
u know and u have felt how to be inlove..
its all about riskin.. but if u think dat
uve given ur best..but still nuthin
happens.. you’re smart enuf to figure wut
to do..its easier to let go dan to hold
on.. love never gets tired.. sometimes we
only hav to take sum rest..
someday..somehow..someone.. will let u
forget all d bad things dat happend in d
past…and dat sum1, might be d one dat
will giv u d eternal happiness ur heart’s
been longin for…
i met u this morning
u said hi and i said hello
then love at first sight grow
together with sunshine’s glow
it was hot at twelve
as hot as our heart had felt
no one can break us together
even the strongest man ever
but days have ups and downs
after reaching its peak then goes down
realizing that your love was untrue
sunset in me went through
nter> this whats inside my head that time….errr, too long ago though…it was written during my nursing 106 lecture (bored s klase hehehe)… y am i writing it now? y am i still thinking about it?… do we always have to come to the sunset of our lives? is it that all the relationship does have its own phase of the day? y does relationship always have to go up and down…
no matter how much u both tried to make things better… there will always be something that breaks the spell of eternity…guess its being human…needless to say, all of us were born as an individual that we tend to still think more of ourselves before others…y do we love this person? y do we fight for our love? partly, yes, its because u wanna have a happy life with that person ur falling inlove with…but didnt u realize that by doing that, u r thinking about ur own personal happiness…not actually the happiness of ur other half perse (although it will come next) masaya k ky u cannot let go…masaya k kaya u cling to him/her…
on the other hand… y do people tend to hurt the ones they love…or the other way around, the people who loves them? if somebody falls inlove with you (eloquently speaking) please do try to avoid burst of all the emotions coz this will not help at all… everything will just end up in chaos…u r lucky if ull find a peronality that tends to talk things over before she/he freaks out as well… simple things, we are sometimes making it big for a discussion or an urgument… ego sometimes go way beyond its limit…we become egocentric that even though we know we are already wrong, we tend yo insist that we r right… hay buhay….
how i always pray that relationships do stay always in the flamming hours or the day… i always pray that there will be no rain nor storm (thought sometimes necessary to make love grow more thought storm isnt really relevant at all), i pray that there will be no sunset when it comes to love…i do pray that everything will be just perfect…that theres no such thing as being HUMAN…(imperfections)will that happen…a big fat dream as i call it…(bullocks! oppss…pardon me!)
in every relationship, (cliche) love,respect, honesty, prayers ….and so on and so forth..blah blah….are the keys to make it successful…easy to say than done…it takes guts, powers and perceverance to make it a reality…kailangan super hero k hehehe…
ive got loads of things on my mind right now… naguguluhan s word n PAG-IBIG… hurt but still madly inlove…wrecked but still complete…sobbed but elated… selfish but altruistic,hached off but pleased..at marami pang iba…..hay naku, y is it that when we fall inlove we often does goes both extremes…nakakasira b ng bait?…
all i know is that…its lovely to be loved and beloved…no matter what consequences it will take…
IT HURTS!!!!
hey i think weve passed the point
wer we r put outa joint
by wAts goin on in r respective worlds..
seems just one thing
one thing remains
wAt we feel will always remain
u excite me beyond
my horizon..
r u surprised when
i let go?
man i live 2 breathe and flow.
the way u r
the things that u do
they stir the very depths of me
id love 2 release myself and love u
hurts to say I’m sorry
It hurts to say I never cared
It hurts to say I’ll always love you
It hurts to say I enjoyed the life we sadly shared
It hurts to know I’m not the one
It hurts to know I can be better
It hurts to know you’ll find someone else
It hurts to know we won’t always be together
It hurts when I see you angry
It hurts when I see you walk away
It hurts when I see you so depressed
It hurts when I see you cry each day
It hurts to know it’s over
It hurts to know I destroyed this love
It hurts to know I did something so stupid
It hurts to know I injured my angel from above
It hurts so bad to be so alone
It hurts so bad to live in a world without you
It hurts so bad to live with this weight upon my shoulder
It hurts so bad to try to figure out what I’ll do without you
It hurts to remember our days together
It hurts to remember when it was just us two
It hurts to remember our time spent with one another alone
It hurts to remember all the times I wanted to say “I love you too”
It hurts for me to beg and plead
It hurts for me to cry
It hurts for me to get back up
It hurts for me to even try
It hurts when I see you crying
It hurts when I see your face
It hurts when I realize there’s no second chance
It hurts when I look at you and realize someone will take my place
It hurts to see you fall apart
It hurts to walk away
It hurts to hear your painful tears
And it hurts to know you’ll be out of my life someday
a feeling of intuition wrap around me.
familiar glimpse of a new man
myt have married to the girl next to him
d 2 are destined to be 2geder, may not in dreams.
presently as wat iv recalled
they meet through cellular fons, seems to be
as dat moment they started as frends
sending some sweet messages, makin their hrts fully free!
little by little they got to know each other
conversation of laugters i see wen they meet
then they continue sending messages on air
until they feel the so called luv..
though distance and time break em apart
love led them to feel theyre both sum1
absolutely the boy is as happy as me
coz the boy with a magical s2ry is me!
It’s been so long
since I’ve felt your loving touch
I need you right now
and it’s just way too much
So many memories
so many happy thoughts
you left me alone
so that’s all that I’ve got
I spent so many nights
trying to find what went wrong
i finally figured out
that it’s been me all alone
I should have been there
should’ve stayed by your side
now I’ve stepped into the light
where i can no longer hide
and i still offer my love
wether you accept it or not
like a fly in a web
you still have me caught
when i see you now
it brings tears to my eyes
it’s so hard to believe
you’re no longer mine
So i live on
without your love
it’s a life of regret
and I’ve had enough
meant
I TREATED YOU AS A FRIEND;
LEAVING YOU TO A CORNER,
CRYING ALONE; FACING THE WORLD WITH FEAR,
STILL I INSIST TO BE APART FROM YOU.
YOU WERE COMING TO ME;
PLEADING TO GIVE YOU TIME;
BUT TIME THAT IS SPEND WITH YOU
IS NON SENSE AND WORTHLESS FOR ME
YOU SEARCHED FOR ME, BUT I SEARCH FOR MY LOVE;
YOU ASK FOR MY ATTENTION, BUT I’M BUSY ASKING MY LOVE FOR ATTENTION;
YOU GAVE ME EVERYTHING, BUT MY WHOLE LIFE IS NOT MEANT FOR YOU;
YOU ARE NOT FOR ME THAT’S ALL I KNEW!.
NOT UNTIL YOU WALK AWAY FROM ME,
TELLING ME YOU JUST REALIZED,THAT YOU SHOULD FORGET ME;
I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE JUST FINE;
BUT IT WAS JUST MY CONCLUSION, FOR THIS HEART WILL NEVER BE FINE..
I MISS YOU!, I REALLY DO!
NOW I WANT TO HOLD YOU, YOU’RE BUSY HOLDING YOUR LOVE
NOW I WANT TO SAY I LOVE YOU, BUT YOU CAN’T SAY TOO!
WORST!, I WANT TO STAY WITH YOU, BUT YOU SAID THERE’S NO SPACE FOR ME, FOR SOMEONE IS MEANT TO STAY.
I LOVE YOU
I love you as the ebbing tide loves the shore
As the verdant trees love the sun
As the dewdrops love the rain
I will love you
Till the sun grows cold
And the starts grows old
Till the waves no longer reach
The fringes of the earth and kiss them
Till the sun no longer rises in the east
Nor sets in the west
Till the winds no longer woo the leaves
And the doves no longer coo
I will love you
Till the foams in the open sea keep bubbling
Till the bamboos keep on swaying
To the music of the lenient winds that blows
Till the pathos I bear causes my heart to bleed
Till the running blood in my heart freezes
Caused by you indifference
Till this young heart of mine is numb
With pain and longing
Till it no longer knows woe
I will love you
Until the times comes
When the tender memory of you departs from me
Unto the last breath of my life
When the advent of death is hither
To wrap my whole being with his mighty arms
Then la me down in my cold sullen grave
Where there will be nothing
Not even a wooden cross to remind you of me
I will love you
Till the lowly ashes mingle with the dust
And my shadows vanishes with the mist of time
Till my soul reaches the inaccessible beyond
But till then my heart throbs
The undying love I have for you
Love that is
Infinite…
Noble…
Sublime…
How hard is it to say these special words,
To someone you care about a lot?
You’d go up to any heights for her,
Even if there’s a big risk of getting caught.
How hard is it to say that you just fell in love,
The moment you looked into her eyes.
You know you’d be there for her,
To wipe that tear off whenever she cries.
She Brightens my day
I love it when I see her smile,
She lights up my darkest hours
She’s always worth my while
How hard is it to say how much I adore you?
I was just hoping, wishing something would come true.
She’s really one of a kind,
I’m hopin’ some day you could be mine
When the right time to say GOODbye is HERE..
Hey! Are you satisfied with that Love?
When you feel down and he’s not around…
When you feel ugly and he is not there to appreciate..
When you feel the world is heavy and he doesn’t offer his shoulders…
When you want his hugs and you only get to hug your pillows..
When you need to share your laughs with him and he prefers to laugh with his friens..
When you tell him..honey, i love you..and he answers..the words are corny…
When you want him to call you love and he calls you by your name..
When you want to be alone with him and he prefers to watch tv..
Girl..enough is enough!!
I think, the right time to say goodbye is here..knocking at your heart..
Would you dare open it?
MeN R sImpLy “UnPrEdIcTaBlE”
There are so many things i really cant understand about men. they keep on saying that women are so unpredictable when its them who really are. for a moment, they look so serious, a few more min. you can see them hanging around with their frend telling funny stories. then later see them in corridor, pretend taht you accidentally bumped unto them and they wont even react!!!
why do they still have to try to hide themselves using humors as their front or an excuse when in fact, they jst cant say wat they truly feels…? true that its good to have a good sense of humors to have a sense of balance. i totlly agree with that!!! but cant they understand that too much of it makes people perfectly imbalance more so to them…why isit that some men continually infuse jokes thinking that they’re really funny wen in fact they’re not? worse!, they dont even know that theyhave said or done something wrong which are’nt funny at all. and even more badly they dont know how to admit their mistakes. the words “i’m sorry” were strangers to them. confront them and they’ll give you an answer of “oh! its just my way of making of making people close and warm.” which is the stupidest answer i have ever heard…DAAHHH!!! how can u make people feel close nad warm and comfortable when you’re alraedy building a gap and you don’t even notice it? how can men become so dense wen it comes to matters like this? ask them again and they’ll say “:its nothing. i didnt do anything wrong. theres no big deal.” “oh come on!!!” everything is a big deal. you were born in this world pissing off people and that’s a big deal!!! how can you guys be so insensitive?!!
do you really find fulfillment with what you’re doing? are you happy with it? do you like mush when people say you’re concieted? does it add uo to your pogi points? if that is so, “ang babaw nyo nman!!!”
but you know wat? i still bliv that you are not really like that!!! you’re just afraid of showing who u really are… most especially to women.
boys be TRUE!!!
