sad

Seeing the rain pour,

………………….

 
I wish I could tell you everyday
How I love you so much
How happy I am to love you with all of me
But I can’t. I just can’t.

Every time I tried not to think of you
My mind keeps on reminding me
I have to, I have to..
Though it hurts a little.

You’re so preoccupied with your past
But what can I do?
I’m dying every single moment you feel pain
The ghost of your past that haunts you
Stabs you with wounds that can’t be cured with love alone

Life comes in many shapes
You think you know what you got
Until it changes

Someday you’re gonna find the answers
To all the things you’ve become and all they’ve done
At your expense
Someday it’s gonna make sense

emotionally disable

when i first saw you
it felt like i was staring through medusa’s eyes
i was petrified by your beauty
i was mesmerized by your smile
like a picture in the magazine all i can do is stare

my heart has been broken in two
and crying is all i can do
emotionally disabled again
i am broken once again

i try to grasp all the strength left in me
even ask god why he did this to me
i dont deserve to be hurt like this
all i ever wanted is to be loved and to live in peace

i am weak and i am so stupid
committing the same mistakes again and again
regretting those things i wish i never did
they only bring sadness and pain

i will be ok someday
and i will smile like i never did
but that smile is not for you
its for someone that i love and loves me in return

new

I can not take the pain away
Agony grows stronger day by day
A life of loneliness and sorrow
With every hope to see you tomorrow

This is the price I pay for such a love
But I promise you this, I will never give up
As our days leapt by, my love for you grew
I want you to know.. I miss you too

in pain 

he is my closest friend sa work
he is the nicest person i’ve ever met
lagi syang nandyan when i needed help
kahit kelan di sya nagsawang makinig sa magulong lablayp ko

everyone thought, more than friends kami
yeah, one time i wished that was true
i like this man, his attitude, hi loyalty and everything about him
kaya lang i’m afraid to love him co’z he seems to be so fragile

then last month he told me, he is not really ok
his one great love is getting married
i know he was devastated
i offered my friendship, but he rejected

in this time of pain everything is unbearable
beyond word, beyond someone can fill and endure
life would seem so worthless and useless
life would seem to slowly fade into a blackhole of darkness

i wish i would just walk away without remembering anything from you
i wish i would just walk, and every step i make would lead me to forgetting you
i wish every minutes that i spent without you would lessen what i feel for you
i wish that longing for you would just like be dreaming for something that money can buy..

i did what i’m suppoesd to do…. you are worth more than this world can buy..
you are worth dying for, you are worth a person’s life
you are worth one’s life, for if God give me one chance to be with you
I’ll give everything, but He didnt.. i wish God would just take me away to stop this pain

i once told you i’m going away from you
for even if i’m away i can feel the pain.. i can feel you..
Oh God , why did you give me this girl..
why did you let her breathe into me.. and be the reason why i’m slowly dying..fading..
forgive me LOrd…give her back to me…lead her back to me..i’m waiting…crying..

this is so much that a player can bear..i wish i’m just playing the game..
i wish i’m just a robot.. that if i wish to terminate one of my programs i can do it…
but this fucking heart just can’t do it…
this would just be one of my ungranted wish to Him.. to just cease me..just cease me..

Blame it all to you my angel for being so real..
blame it all to you for being so imperfect..
blame to you for being who you are….
i hate it….for letting me see the real you..God knows how i hate it..
how i did fall for being who you are..

Gosh why cant i say no to you..
while you always say No to me..
Everything is blurry and its hurting my eyes..my soul.. my heart…
Please make it better, clearer…coz i need you to hold me harder..

come back to me…i’m losing my senses..
come back to me while i can still feel you..
please…just forget what reasons you have..
just let me feel i’m worth it…jet ‘aime..
you know i would always feel the same…

———–15 mins worthless shit, cant stop thinking…
i’m going crazy.. and you don’t even care…

Sitting infront of the computer,
thinking what does really matter.
Is it the smile I see in you,
or the smile I see in me?

Maybe you could show me how,
to love a man with all I got,
Maybe you could also show me,
to forget that man who’s been living in my dreams.

be u

in real life you will experience to be someone whom you are not. .specially when you are doing this for someone you love. .sometimes you are trying to please him, do anything that you think can make him happy, you are trying to do everything just for him to get you noticed but seems its not enough. .it even came to a point wherein you are taking all for granted the things in your life. .including your family, friends, and career. .even your own time with your self. .its better to lose the love you wanted than to lose yourself in loving without being wanted. .i just learned that.

Anna: Why do relationships have to be so hard?


Peyton: Because being alone is even harder.


TRUE. tagos.. last thing you want to be in this world is to be ALONE. Kahit sino ka pa, lalaki, babae,mayaman, mahirap lahat na.. ang pagiging mag isa sa buhay ang huli mong hihilingin na mangyari sa buhay mo.

“You never did tell me…” he murmured.
“What?”
“What your greatest problem is.”
“I’ll give you one guess.” I sighed, and reached up to touch the tip of his nose with my
index finger.
He nodded. “I’m worse than the Volturi,” he said grimly. “I guess I’ve earned that.”
I rolled my eyes. “The worst the Volturi can do is kill me.”
He waited with tense eyes.
“You can leave me,” I explained. “The Volturi, Victoria… they’re nothing compared to
that.”

journey

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 know your place here
and you know mine
When you need me,
I’ll help you out anytime.
To see you hurt,
to see you cry,
Will make me sad
and want to sigh.
And if you agree
to always write,
a note or two a day
will be alright.
If a broken heart
needs a mend,
I’ll be right there
until the end.
If your cheeks are wet
from drops of tears,
don’t worry and
let go of your fears.
Hand in han
friendship is sent,
we will be friends
hopefully till the end.
♪ And this girl’s got a lot of dreams
She knows that tomorrow’s not what it seems
She might not solve a mystery tonight
But this girl’s gonna be alright ♪

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There’s vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don’t make no difference
Escaping one last time
It’s easier to believe
in this sweet madness
This glorious sadness
that brings me to my knees..
 ”But once I hold on,
I won’t let go ’til it bleeds”

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There’s vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don’t make no difference
Escaping one last time
It’s easier to believe
in this sweet madness
This glorious sadness
that brings me to my knees.. 

hiM aNd my sTuPiDity

Don’T eVEr make ME believe that you like Me the way i am to you.
iVe liked yoU since the Time my eyes set yours, and i Know thAt You DoNt.
its bEen awhIle That i thOught its all over and Then, you came baCk,
mAkiNg Me realiZed that i stiLL LoVE YoU so mUCh…
i ThoUght the feeLIng HAs GoNE Together with the time im Not with YoU..
but Then, iM Just keeping it…
_______Just to KnOW thAt i Dont WanT To let Go OF the FeelIng.
BecAuse Deep InsIDe ME,i Know That IM FoolIng MySeLF because i know that iT Hurts A lOt If I LEt Go…

 ^_bRokEn_hEartE_gUrL_^
You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?
You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day
I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl…No…No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl
Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would’ve walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain’t gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you

i just wanted to let you know
my smile is always sparkling
and my heart will always glow
even though you may not be here
right next to me
i do not fear
what may come to be
you are my man
and i will always be by you
i’ll do what i can
be strong for us to
no matter what people may think
no matter what strangers may say
my heart will never sink
you’ll always have my idolatry
i love you more then ever
i shall never close my eyes
you are my lover
and true love never dies
so remember this when you think of me
let it run through your mind
let it have alacrity
i will never be someone else find
i am yours eternally
no matter what people think
i am yours finally
our love shall not sink
it will not go down like titanic
i know that will not be
i will not panic
our love is at float between you and me
we will not go down
those violins will not play
no one will make us drown
your my strength for each passing day

stranded between being happy and sad

i’m happy because now i finally made a decision on my own.. I admit that im the one who left HIM… but i know i did the right thing for the both of us.. i’ve been lost for awhile and my past days was a complete mess.. but here I am picking myself up from where I left things off. im glad to have my friends behind me at this time. Loads of thanks to you guys.. same to those people who is willing to help me in their own cmple ways…I’m happy on how CATH is progressing really fast, but i can’t help to be sad too..

the person whose been there for me everyday,the one who never failed to encourage me, have decided to forget me..haha! I don’t know how many times we’ve tried to say our goodbyes already, but we always end up talking again. Although this time, I’m afraid he might be really serious about it. (but isn’t that d thing i want?) i think he finally decided to leave me for good.. (can’t help to cry? haha!)

It’s really hard even just to think about it, but we both know that it’s something that we must do. I don’t want people to judge him, we love each other but there’s nothing going on between us.at first we simply decided to stay as friends, but the more that we talk and hold on, the deeper our feelings become for each other, and the harder it is to let go. so even having friendly relationship with him is not acceptable. (haha!)

I’m not sure how I’d move on and go through life without him by my side (i know i can do it! ds is wat i asked for!). For the past few months, he’s been my constant company. He’s the only one who ever really understood, and I can even say that he knows me more than anyone else. He’s not just a friend, but a sibling as well as someone who loved me for everything that I am good or bad. My alter ego.

i know i will have a hard time moving forward. and i’m not quite sure if i’m ready.Well, there’s no such thing as a “sure thing” in this life anyways.. I guess I must try to do so, and give my best shot, otherwise I might get stuck forever.according to James Baldwin

Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up.

…so i must grow up after all the things i’ve been tru.. now i know there’s no such thing as

FOREVER, but there will always be a NOW and NEVER (srili ko ng kowts yan haha!)

smyl..:p

new

But when all the lights abandon you,
When all the smiles they give shall fade,
When what you made of yourself disappear,
Turn yourself around and come back to me,
I will always be here, thankful that you have learned,
And gone back to what you were before. At end….end….end
happy

I feel you in the morning
When at first I awake
Your thought is with me
With each decision I make

You’d been around forever
Since the first breath I took
Now I have to go on alone
But for love, I need not look

Cause by what you bestowed
In our short time together
Will last in my heart
Forever and ever

Although you’ve left
And now walk above
I’m never alone
I’m wrapped in your love

Enjoy now your long waited reward
Feel peace that your love continues on
What was taught to me, will be taught to mine
Cause you live on in me even after you’ve gone  

stuck

Just hold on to me for a while
Let me breathe pour down your spine
Give me that love that I want
Tease me the way a lover should have

Caress me when I fall to sleep
And take my songs upon my dream
I couldn’t imagine those unworthy lies
But then i realize you’re the one that I belong to

May be time would explain what we’re going through
Each step will be memories that we’ll always hold on
I’m glad I stayed by your side
Love has been kind to me all along

Years may pass, as we break those translucent glass
The long wait will be over
Soon we’ll be together
And that hands your holding to
Will be mine.
 

I’ve been staring at the night sky for some hours now not because I’m worrying about something or thinking about someone. Not because I’m lonely and not because there’s nothing else to do. I’m here sitting at the doorway, my chin up, gazing tirelessly into the space above where the stars dance around the moon that stands out majestically. But I’m not fascinated by the moon. I like stars better. The moon is romantic as you see it but back in elementary they thought me that the moon’s light isn’t really her own. She is just reflecting the light of the sun. I was disappointed to know that. And it bothered me a lot.

The stars. Yes, the stars. They are what amuse me. But it’s not like I check on the internet or the Britannica just to know and memorize their names. Their virginity in my eyes is sacred. I don’t want to know their age, their distance form the earth, their brightness, and all that crap. I’m afraid that I might learn something ugly about them. I’m afraid to feel the disappointment I felt when I found out that my Beautiful Moon was faking her light, stealing it from the sun. They say she reflects. It was the same for me.

The stars somehow captivate me. Their dance, their enticing twinkles, piercing the velvet night skies. When I look at them, it seems like there’s a song that they sing. Yeah, there must be a song. It’d be boring to dance without muisic. They flicker, they twinkle, they shine, and every move they make is like a butterfly in my stomach. I am fascinated. Their beauty is exceptional.

Exceptional. That’s what I believe they are. There are questions to which I answer and it all makes sense to me. Why do some stars fall? Are they tired of dancing with the music that only they can hear? Are they bored looking down on us mortals? Or are they just so kind to fall because we want them to so that we could ask our selfish wishes? Selfish wishes. We wait for them to fall only to ask for what we’ve always lusted for. And when our wishes are fulfilled, we stay awake for another night waiting and wishing for another star to fall. That’s what we do. We don’t even consider if they ever get tired. Oh, well, irony, I guess. They have to fall only to give joy to most people. Ironic when the stars are those that dance the nights away yet we long to see the Beautiful Moon who cheats us by stealing the Sun’s (a star) light.

Another question, why are there no stars during the day? Is it because it is already so bright they think we don’t need them anymore? Is it because there’s already the blazing Sun? If it’s so, then the Sun must be their queen. Well, the only reason why the Sun is brighter is that it’s nearer the Earth. So it’s nearer the people. Yeah, you must have people to be a queen.

Another thing- the rain. Where are the stars when it rains? Are raindrops really the tears of the stars? If it’s true, then it’d make sense to me. We expect joy, contentment, and endurance from them. So when they cry, they hide. Like most people do. They don’t want us to see them suffering. We look up to them so they shouldn’t bring us down.

STARS. They are what amuse me the most in the skies. There must be millions of them, but for me, they’re all the same. They are my stars.

I’ve decided that when I die, I’d visit each one of them.

july 1

pAst s nOt aLwayZz a pAst..
bcUZ pAst cAn b uR fUtUre..isNt it?
Words can’t possibly explain
anything close to what I feel now.
I can’t even seem to find any words to
describe the magnitude of how I feel for you.
Even though I can’t hold you close to me,
You’ll always hold a special place in my heart.
And you know I just can’t stop thinking about you.
YOU are perfect in every way..
Happiness describes every moment we share
there are 70 ways to win a man’s heart:1st LOVE him.
Quote from Dr. House
I’ve found that when you want to know the truth about someone that someone is probably the last person you should ask.
Its hard to be attached to be somebody like your used to all the routines he does to you every single day as if you’ll not live without it then suddenly it will be stopped without apparent reasons. The worst part of it is that you can’t blame him because in the first place, you’re not even lovers.
Whenever everything falls into place
Whenever everything falls into place, feels just how it should and it’s all up to my expectations, there always feels like there’s something missing. But I can never put my finger to it. I’ve got a lot of wonderful things in my life, yet, it just feels so incomplete. And then I realize that it’s you, you’re not with me.
Why ruin the perfectly beautiful petals of a flower
Why ruin the perfectly beautiful petals of a flower when you knew from the start that he loves you not.
Love is like drinking a wine.
Love is like drinking a wine. Once you have too much of it, you begin to act stupid. Love moderately.
For every girl with a broken heart
For every girl with a broken heart, there’s always a boy with a scotch tape. Adhesive is nice but time will come when the paste would wear off and the roll of tape would be empty. Then the broken pieces of her heart would start falling again. What she really needs is a man who would lovingly take the time to gather the fragments, put them in a pot to melt and reshape it with his heart as the mold so it won’t fall into pieces again.
Go on, hurt me some more till I can feel no more
Go on, hurt me some more till I can feel no more. Once, you left me all alone, I cried and died, I took it all. Now, what would I do, in front of me, you’re loving someone new?
There are times when I dream you’re holding my hand
There are times when I dream you’re holding my hand, whispering sweet words in my ear and that you’re loving me. But while I’m here dreaming, you’re with someone else making my dreams. Her reality.
Since the day you said goodbye
Since the day you said goodbye, I’ve been counting the days when hopefully you’ll be back in my arms again, but something scares me, ‘cause I might be counting for the rest of my life.
There’s a light in your eyes
There’s a light in your eyes, but its too bright to see, the pain in my heart where you used to be. I guess I was wrong to believe you were waiting for me, coz there’s a light in your eyes but not for me.
Somewhere in your heart try to find a place for me
Somewhere in your heart try to find a place for me, somewhere in your heart I won’t care where it would be. one little corner may not mean so much to you, but one little corner is all I ask of you.
i never asked him to be what he is when he’s with me.. but then again, i never would have wanted him any other way..
he is not perfect- suppose him to be the last i should think of falling in love with.. but who am i to pretend that love can easily be swayed?
if only i had been more unfeeling, more hardhearted, and a lot less idealistic that our love, which, since the beginning, has been known to both of us, and everybody else, to be wrong, can actually grow and eventually overcome its flaws and unrelenting struggle to be accepted by all, then i never would have had this agony of constantly bracing myself from all the world’s scruples and discrimination..
i was no one, needed no one, until he came and changed everything..
Let me be the one who can take you from all the things you’ve seen
And if you trust in me I can be there for anything you need
Give it all to me, baby
Don’t you run from me, baby
I’ll give you every little piece of me
No, I won’t leave out a thing
Cause I know
I know you’ve seen a lot of things in your life
It got you feeling like this can’t be right
But, I won’t hurt you; I’m down for you baby
I know you’ve seen a lot of things in your life
It got you feeling like this can’t be right
But, I won’t hurt you; I’m down for you baby
Let me show you, love can be easy
If you just let it be
Nothing is promised, but I believe it
If you give it everything (TRUST)
And I’ll give you everything that I’ve got
And I won’t stop until you get it right
All the trust, and all the love
You know we got a lot baby.
 _it’ll be worth the wait_
I don’t want to be sad when you’re sad.
I wanna be your strength for you to go on.
I’m trying to hold myself together as well,
It seems so hard now that I’m without you.
Days seem to have been long and tedious.
Nights seem to hae been darker and dull.
But I know in time, things will get better.
Please hang on in there if you possibly can.
I promise, I won’t ever turn my back on you.

july

pAst s nOt aLwayZz a pAst..
bcUZ pAst cAn b uR fUtUre..isNt it?
Words can’t possibly explain
anything close to what I feel now.
I can’t even seem to find any words to
describe the magnitude of how I feel for you.
Even though I can’t hold you close to me,
You’ll always hold a special place in my heart.
And you know I just can’t stop thinking about you.
YOU are perfect in every way..
Happiness describes every moment we share
there are 70 ways to win a man’s heart:1st LOVE him.
Quote from Dr. House
I’ve found that when you want to know the truth about someone that someone is probably the last person you should ask.
Its hard to be attached to be somebody like your used to all the routines he does to you every single day as if you’ll not live without it then suddenly it will be stopped without apparent reasons. The worst part of it is that you can’t blame him because in the first place, you’re not even lovers.
Whenever everything falls into place
Whenever everything falls into place, feels just how it should and it’s all up to my expectations, there always feels like there’s something missing. But I can never put my finger to it. I’ve got a lot of wonderful things in my life, yet, it just feels so incomplete. And then I realize that it’s you, you’re not with me.
Why ruin the perfectly beautiful petals of a flower
Why ruin the perfectly beautiful petals of a flower when you knew from the start that he loves you not.
Love is like drinking a wine.
Love is like drinking a wine. Once you have too much of it, you begin to act stupid. Love moderately.
For every girl with a broken heart
For every girl with a broken heart, there’s always a boy with a scotch tape. Adhesive is nice but time will come when the paste would wear off and the roll of tape would be empty. Then the broken pieces of her heart would start falling again. What she really needs is a man who would lovingly take the time to gather the fragments, put them in a pot to melt and reshape it with his heart as the mold so it won’t fall into pieces again.
Go on, hurt me some more till I can feel no more
Go on, hurt me some more till I can feel no more. Once, you left me all alone, I cried and died, I took it all. Now, what would I do, in front of me, you’re loving someone new?
There are times when I dream you’re holding my hand
There are times when I dream you’re holding my hand, whispering sweet words in my ear and that you’re loving me. But while I’m here dreaming, you’re with someone else making my dreams. Her reality.
Since the day you said goodbye
Since the day you said goodbye, I’ve been counting the days when hopefully you’ll be back in my arms again, but something scares me, ‘cause I might be counting for the rest of my life.
There’s a light in your eyes
There’s a light in your eyes, but its too bright to see, the pain in my heart where you used to be. I guess I was wrong to believe you were waiting for me, coz there’s a light in your eyes but not for me.
Somewhere in your heart try to find a place for me
Somewhere in your heart try to find a place for me, somewhere in your heart I won’t care where it would be. one little corner may not mean so much to you, but one little corner is all I ask of you.
i never asked him to be what he is when he’s with me.. but then again, i never would have wanted him any other way..
he is not perfect- suppose him to be the last i should think of falling in love with.. but who am i to pretend that love can easily be swayed?
if only i had been more unfeeling, more hardhearted, and a lot less idealistic that our love, which, since the beginning, has been known to both of us, and everybody else, to be wrong, can actually grow and eventually overcome its flaws and unrelenting struggle to be accepted by all, then i never would have had this agony of constantly bracing myself from all the world’s scruples and discrimination..
i was no one, needed no one, until he came and changed everything..
Let me be the one who can take you from all the things you’ve seen
And if you trust in me I can be there for anything you need
Give it all to me, baby
Don’t you run from me, baby
I’ll give you every little piece of me
No, I won’t leave out a thing
Cause I know
I know you’ve seen a lot of things in your life
It got you feeling like this can’t be right
But, I won’t hurt you; I’m down for you baby
I know you’ve seen a lot of things in your life
It got you feeling like this can’t be right
But, I won’t hurt you; I’m down for you baby
Let me show you, love can be easy
If you just let it be
Nothing is promised, but I believe it
If you give it everything (TRUST)
And I’ll give you everything that I’ve got
And I won’t stop until you get it right
All the trust, and all the love
You know we got a lot baby.
 _it’ll be worth the wait_
I don’t want to be sad when you’re sad.
I wanna be your strength for you to go on.
I’m trying to hold myself together as well,
It seems so hard now that I’m without you.
Days seem to have been long and tedious.
Nights seem to hae been darker and dull.
But I know in time, things will get better.
Please hang on in there if you possibly can.
I promise, I won’t ever turn my back on you.

quote

Girl: LAm mo b ikaw lng naiiba s lahat ng nanli2gaw skin?

Boy: Talaga??

Bkit naman?

Girl: kc ikaw lng ang wlang pag-asa

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Girl: Sna d ikaw ung taong sa2ktan ako at iiyakan ko, sna d ikaw ung taong lo2kohin ako..

Boy: wak kng mgalala d nmn da2ting ung panahong mamahalin kta.

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Khit nga words eh, kylangan ng space pra maintndhan

Tao pa kya?

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A good frend will tell u everything. As in NO atempt at lies..

but a real friend know when to lie to u, and wat to lie about.. for d sincerest reasons.

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Der r tyms wen i wish dat i was limted 2 certain emotions. so dat il never hav 2 exprience pain, nver feel betryed or disapointed, & nver get my frgile hart broken.

bt d sme thing mins dat il nver know how it feels 2 luv & b loved in return..

d thought of it kind of scares me..

2 hav a heart dats whole but numb..

or a heart dats broken but real.

rules

 have learned not to worry about love; But to honor its coming with all my heart. -”There hasn’t been one day since you left where I haven’t fought the urge to put you back in my life.”
Alice Walker “

31 Rules for us girls

Rule #1: If you want to ask a guy out, go for it! You can survive a no.

Rule #2: Just because he’s hot it doesn’t mean he’s for you.

Rule #3: Don’t spill your guts on the first date.

Rule #4: Enjoy the date. Don’t keep taking on its temperature.

Rule #5: Don’t expect him to pay for everything.

Rule #6: Don’t go in the corner to giggle with your girlfriend when you’re out with a guy.

Rule #7: Don’t let your date grief about your curfew. Those are your rules, not his.

Rule #8: If he always asks you out at the last minute, tell him to think again.

Rule #9: If you and your best friend like the same guy, talk it out.

Rule #10: Don’t eat like a bird on a date.

Rule #11: Don’t flirt if you’re not really interested.

Rule #12: Playing it cool is a waste of time, if you like him, let him know!

Rule #13: If you have a crush on an older guy, don’t try to grow up fast.

Rule #14: You don’t have to bungee jump to impress a guy.

Rule #15: Don’t be afraid to call it quits.

Rule #16: If he says he doesn’t want a serious girlfriend, believe him.

Rule #17: If you know your friend’s boyfriend is cheating, let her know. . . gently.

Rule #18: If you sense your crush is too shy to kiss you first, go for it!

Rule #19: Don’t confuse forbidden love for something it isn’t: REAL.

Rule #20: Don’t tell a boy you don’t like how he kisses. Instead, try a little show-and-tell.

Rule #21: If you know he’s already taken, leave him alone.

Rule #22: Never cancel your plans with your girlfriend for a boyfriend (unless its an emergency).

Rule #23: A kiss does not have to be a prelude for anything else.
Rule #24: Don’t ask a boy if he loves you.

Rule #25: When a guy says he wants to spend time with his friends, he isn’t saying that he doesn’t want to spend time with you.

Rule #26: Don’t be afraid to argue.

Rule #27: If he keeps teasing you in public, tell him to stop. . . in private.

Rule #28: Even if he shoved you a little, understand its abuse.

Rule #29: Don’t ever tell your boyfriend, “Why can’t you be more like…”

Rule #30: Never hide a boyfriend from another. You’ll end up with no boyfriend at all.

Rule #31: After a break-up, don’t dive into a serious relationship with the next guy who comes along.

TAKEN FROM: The rules for teens by Meg Schneider

quotes, post

y it is xO hArd 2 Love sUm1 sEcrEtLy?
aNd y it iS xO hArd 2 pRetEnd dAt u JUz waNna bE fRiEndz
bUt dAh tRuth is ur LongiNg 4 hiS Love.
if you’ll intend to break my heart,
just please,
do it in the rain…
so the tears can be masked,
and i can hide the pain.
ALONE may be lonely
but at least, they have no one to lose.
… so put your hands up : g r i n :
I know I can be so awkward at times
I can be insecure
You can call me naive, you can say I’m a child
You can say I’m so immature
For me to say that I love you now
But you’ll see I will prove somehow
I can be so much more
Someday there’s gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you’re gonna see
An updated version of me
And there would be no reasons then
To tell me that I’m just a friend
I’ll be a much better person, you’ll see
An updated version of me
Maybe I should grow a much nicer nose
A much prettier set of eyes
Maybe I should wear more colorful clothes
If it’d help you to realize
I’ve never been this in love before
Never wanted to change at all
Now I’m willing to try
 LESSON IN LIFE……
Don’t compare yourself with any one in this world
If you compare, you are insulting yourself
No one will manufacture a lock without a key.
Similarly God won’t give problems without solutions.
Life laughs at you when you are unhappy…
Life smiles at you when
you are happy…
Life salutes you when you make others happy…
Every successful person has a painful story.
Every painful story has a successful ending
Accept the pain and get ready for success.
Easy is to judge the mistakes of others.
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes.
It is easier to protect your feet with slippers than to cover the earth with carpet
No one can go back and change a bad beginning;
But anyone can start now and create a successful ending.
If a problem can be solved, no need to worry about it.
If a problem cannot be solved what is the use of worrying?
If you miss an opportunity don’t fill the eyes with tears.
It will hide another better opportunity in front of you
“Changing the Face” can change nothing.
But “Facing the Change” can change everything.
Mistakes are painful when they happen.
But year’s later collection of mistakes is called experience, which leads to success.Don’t complain about others;
Change yourself if you want peace.
Be bold when you loose
and be calm when you win.
Heated gold becomes ornament. Beaten copper becomes wires. Depleted
stone becomes statue. So the more pain you get in life you become more valuable.
 Some signs that your ex is still not over you
When we remain in contact with an ex, we may sometimes receive hints of attraction from that person that border past friendship. The truth is, we can never truly erase all feelings shared with someone we previously were intimate with. If you’re wondering whether your ex still might have feelings for you, here are some signs you may want to look for.
1. Your ex makes an effort to stay in contact with you.
When your ex is consistently putting effort into maintaining contact, they not only care about you but think of you on a regular basis. Showing genuine interest in your life is a sign they have your well-being at heart, and their desire to stay close means they enjoy your company and welcome your opinion.
2. You can still rely on your ex when in need of help.
It says a lot if your ex is willing to help you when you most need them. Of course, that doesn’t mean they should be willing to help you every time you have even the tiniest problem, but knowing they have your back when you really need them tells you they still hold you close to their heart.
3. Your ex envisions you in their future.
When your ex talks of the future and assumes you’ll still play a role close to them, it could be a sign they still hold onto the possibility of getting back together in the future. Of course, it might not mean that, and certainly you shouldn’t hold onto false hope. It does mean your ex sees the relationship between the two of you as special, and they should not be ditched just because of a bad break up.
4. Your ex still sends you a card or present during special holidays.
This is a fairly big clue that they are still not over you, especially if their present is something meant to be used or worn. Why? Because if they want you to use something they gave you, it means they don’t want you to forget them. If their fear is that you’ll forget about them, then clearly they still think you’re very important in their life.
5. Your ex has brought up your past relationship in a positive light.
Your ex might also bring up certain regrets relating to your relationship. As long as they are NOT intoxicated while they’re reminiscing about the past, it could be a sign they are testing your reaction to this. First to see if you still indeed care, and second to see if you care as much as they do about you.The more these signs are evident in your relationship, the more likely your ex is still not over you. However, simply going off these clues alone will not be good enough to know for sure if your ex has romantic feelings for you. The best way to be sure in that case is simply to ask them yourself. It’s also a good idea to look at why it is you want to know how they feel in the first place. If you find yourself showing similar signs as above, ask yourself if you still have feelings for your ex. If not, then is it possible they might not either?
is it rily der
I used to be afraid of change.
For I thought it was equated with
losing something important in my life.
But then I’ve learned to embrace it,
live with it and accept the fact
that nothing lasts forever.
Through experiences, I’ve also learned
to let go of things that are beyond my control.
I can’t hold on to something that
seems totally subjective or undefined.
I can’t also hold on to someone who
doesn’t want to be held on to at all.
If it’s not meant to be, then I guess
it’s just not meant to be
you said that things between us just happen and it was unexpected
their are no reasons for loving me and that it just simply is…
but you know what
it didn’t just happen
coz i know
i have reasons why i chose you
but
i am sure
that some other girl will eventually find what i have like and love about you….
ll about.. all about.. all about emotions…
We met but a few times, on rare occassions when he happens to have some spare time for trips (though i cant say its pleasure-related) on his hometown TACURONG….and whenever he’s home, i go tugging along.
Before he left for Manila for his residency, we have managed to see each other often too…he goes to Davao and in a way, we try to paint the town RED…or simply hangs out to where he is staying…most of it I consider memorable.
Indeed, I AM WITNESS TO SOME OF THE CHAPTERS OF HIS LIFE.
On these cuddly encounters, I discovered bits of the kind of man that he is….It is when he starts opening himself up, that my fascination rose to heights….seeing the other facets of him that is not yet known….for most times, i even wanted to reach out.
I am not much of a talker but he has his way of making me TALK…from nonsense to nonsense…that somehow, IT made sense at the end (weird as it is).
Like a jigsaw puzzle, i started analyzing every piece of him..the little bits of facts I discovered turned into something bigger than the “MAN” himself….A MAN of humility…simplicity…yet with a certain hint of ambition…perhaps, borne out of life’s frustration - having lost his dad at a young age and working his own way to get an education.
He use to say that his destiny comes by accident….one couldn’t be a doctor by chance, right? I would always say, it goes with too much hardwork….and in turn, getting the most bonuses from life (to quote him).
But, the way is not all that sugar-coated for him…he has to sacrifice “somethings”…like family..like happiness….It was really a heart-wrenching struggle he had treaded…i have witnessed every pains, heartaches, downfalls - more like a convulsing spasm of a desperate man, for a time, i can tell hat he’s nearing-death.
That was years ago.
Now, he stands (almost) triumphant…the traces may have been still there but not as evident like the two years that passed.
Still hanging out with him all these years and noticing his new air of cynicism, I cant help but reflect for the man’s transformation….can’t blame him, after all that he’s been through….But, i would like to think of it as an improvement on his part…he has learned to be tougher…even turned out to be the biggest philosopher of the millennium…what i mean is, namimilosopo na po sya! (hey, just kidding).
But, kiddingly aside, the pages are yet to be flipped while HE continues to SAIL ON.
Until this time, he has my RESPECT.
(and missing the cuddles still
-Sometimes two people decide to be just friends even if they still love each other.
And I often wonder why? I suppose it’s not the love that’s so hard to sustain.
But the commitment that complicates everything.
ur my qwn secret
Being in love with you is perfect bliss and fun
never had a day that i thank HIM for having you
your my heart’s secret
secret crush and love
” THE PATH OF CURIOSITY
LEADS YOU TO THE TOWER OF MYSTERY
you’re my life
my every breath,,,
the beat of my heart..
the one that makes me feel complete
my happiness
my sadness
my tears..
my laugh
the one who makes me sigh..
my inspiration..
my voice..
every song that song that i sing
every music that i play
every melody that i hear,,,
simply you’re everything that I AM…
” in the eye of storm
you’ll see a lonely dove.
the experience of survival is the key
to the gravity of love.. “

unhappy truth

cute

“Some people come into our lives and quickly go. While others stay and leave footprints in our hearts and we are never the same again.”

‘l keep on waiting.
for me your
promise
means
everything

i’ll be waiting on the same spot where u left me

I love you
is all I can say
that my heart tells
I know we can never be as,
is all almost a year that when the first time
that i say to you that i love u most,
I know we had a different paths we go,
I hope someday that our path will cross again..
uhm,..
I miss lots of moments we used to be
the crazy moments we shared
the moment we talk to phone
the sweet text that I received,
I hope i had a chance to go back that moment..we started as strangers,,
then days later we bcme frends.
its strange on how we get along wid ich other
coz first,we only met up once,
but still its fun,exciting,,and
at the same tym there’s the adventure…

YES. There are girls who are prettier than you are
YES. There are also some who are smarter than you are
YES. They even have some better qualities than you have

NO. Those were not enough reasons for me to fall out…
Coz I have seen something WITHIN you that they don’t have

Its easy to convince yourself that your not in love with someone until you see that person one day and then the heart damn whispers, “Here we go again.”

ala lang

i try to be sensitive
i try to be tough
i try to walk away
i try to be innocent
i try to be rough
but i just wanna play
….

People who avoid commitment
are people who know what a big thing it is.
i try to forget
but its getting harder as it gets
i try to run away
but its getting harder everyday
one step forward
two steps backward
as i put a smile on my face
my heart breaks in many different ways
you put me through many emotions
and you didnt give me enough attention
you always make me feel i was taken for granted
your love and affection is all that i ever wanted

one step at a tym 

If only tears could wipe away the pain I’m feeling inside…

It was too painful. I don’t know if I can still bear the pain I’m feeling inside. Is this the price of loving someone intensely? I feel lost without him. He means so much to me. I did never expect him to hurt me this way, as I’m feeling right now.

It’s been few months since it happened but still the wound was so fresh. The pain is undying.

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My story began after I’ve been through heartache. I met this guy when I was in College. I remember his face that day but I never expected I’d be falling in love again…with him. I’m falling in love with him as the days pass by and I don’t know why. It’s like, something’s drawing me near to him. It’s like magic. A year passed by but still he didn’t notice my mysterious feelings for him until a party came. He chose me as his partner. I gladly accepted his invitation. I thought it was just a friendly date but it was the start of a beautiful relationship I’d never expected to have. I can still remember the day when he proposed. I was shocked…. really really shocked. My face even turned red.

Days passed and eventually we became more than friends. My feelings for him grow as days passed by. He is everything to me. I never felt this wonderful feeling as before. I was so happy that I have him. I care a lot to him. I think of him often. I miss him every minute, every second. I have loved him more as I did before.

I never thought this would come to an end… until one day, I found myself crying. It was a surprise GOODBYE.

…”The journey has to end here”. My greatest fear happened on the sweet month of February… my birthday month, my favorite month and it happened on its 14th day – “Valentine’s Day”, the day when we should celebrate our love for others.

Gone are the days, which are so light and sweet. I couldn’t help it so I’d cry myself like what I’m doing now. It’s like I was broken into pieces. It was the most painful thing I had in my life. Never had I felt this before. I can’t believe it’s over. He is nowhere. He is no longer mine. We no longer belong to each other’s arms.

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I have had so many sleepless nights. I have lost my inner strength. I have lost my life. It’s like I have noone. I have nothing…. He left me. 

The road we are taking now
is and will forever be hard to take..
but as long as you’re with me I won’t care.

Its amazing how rain symbolizes fearless love
rain just keeps on falling not knowing where it would land
yet it still fall…

This is beautiful. Read it to the end…the message is awesome!!!

Let it go ..

By T. D. Jakes

There are people who can walk away from you.

And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.
I don’t want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone.

When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.

The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for
us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19]

People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can’t make them stay.

Let them go.

And it doesn’t mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you’ve got
to know when people’s part in your story is over so that you don’t keep trying to raise the dead.
You’ve got to know when it’s dead.

You’ve got to know when it’s over. Let me tell you something. I’ve got the gift of good-bye. It’s the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. It’s not that I’m hateful, it’s that I’m faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He’ll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat I don’t need it. Stop begging people to stay.

Let them go!!

If you are holding on to something that doesn’t belong to you and was never intended for your life,

then you need to……

LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains ……

LET IT GO!!!

If someone can’t treat you right, love you back, and
see your worth…..

LET IT GO!!!

If someone has angered you ……..

LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge……

LET IT GO!!!

If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction……

LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents

LET IT GO!!!

If you! u have a bad attitude…….

LET IT GO!!!

If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better……

LET IT GO!!!

If you’re stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him……

LET IT GO!!!

If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship…….

LET IT GO!!!

If you keep trying to help someone who won’t even try to help themselves……

LET IT GO!!!

If you’re feeling depressed and stressed ………

LET IT GO!!!

If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling yourself and God is saying “take your hands off of it,” then you need to……

LET IT GO!!!

Let the past be the past. Forget the former things. GOD is doing a new thing NOW !!!

LET IT GO!!!

Get Right or Get Left.. Think about it, and then.

LET IT GO!!! Thank you for loving me the way you do.

let go 

what have i done
to ruin the relationship we had once
i thought were gonna make it
i am starting to feel great
i’ve known you for so long
and so am i to you
that’s y i took right away the opportunity
of knowing more about you
but if i were to be asked
it’s just a simple reason
with just a fone call issue
you’ve changed that soon
im just proud to let my friends know
that you were calling me
though what we have is forbidden to show
i want to show them that i am happy
i’d love u for real,hope in that u were aware
coz wen we parted i shed some tears
and later i found out,u have someone new
yet the most shocking part,
my goodness she’s my friend too
though it has been months since we broke up
u cant stop me from feeling the pain i have in my heart
i thot it was ok,i thot its nuthing…
then wat the hell,is this shit that im feeling.
but i woke up and learning to let go
though it hurts,it is the ryt thing to do.
my friend loves you
and i know ur happy too
i’ll just wish u the best
wish u both the happiness
though i truly wish i was the girl who’s with u
its ok,and it’s alright, i still have u for keeps
i want u back,coz still i love you,
but for the sake of others…
i will let go.

1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing till your stomach hurts.
3. Enjoying a ride down the country side.
4. Listening to your favorite song on the radio.
5. Going to sleep listening to the rain pouring outside.
6. Getting out of the shower and wrapping yourself with a warm, fuzzy towel.
7. Passing your final exams with good grades.
8. Being part of an interesting conversation.
9. Finding some money in some old pants.
10. Laughing at yourself.
11. Sharing a wonderful dinner with all your friends.
12. Laughing without a reason.
13. “Accidentally” hearing someone say something good about you.
14. Watching the sunset.
15. Listening to a song that reminds you of an important person in your life.
16. Receiving or giving your first kiss.
17. Feeling this movement in your body when seeing this “special” someone.
18. Having a great time with your friends.
19. Seeing the one you love happy.
20. Wearing the shirt of a person you love and smelling his/her perfume.
21. Visiting an old friend of yours and remembering great memories.
22. Hearing some telling you “I LOVE YOU”

“True friends come in the good times when we tell them to, and come in the bad times…..without calling.”

Now each of us from time to time, has gazed upon the sea,
and watched the warships pulling out, to keep this country free.
And most of us have read a book; or heard a lusty tale,
about the men who sail these ships, through lightin’, wind and hail.

But there’s a place within each ship, that legend fails to teach,
it’s down below the water line; and takes a living toll;
a heated metal living hell,
that sailors call ‘the hole”.

It houses engines, ran by steam; that makes the shaft go ’round.
A place of fire, noise and heat, that beats your spirits down.
Where boilers are the hellish heart, with blood of angry steam,
are molded gods without remorse, and nightmares in a dream.

The roaring fires pose a threat, like living life in doubt,
for any minute without scorn, could escape and crush you out.
Where turbines scream like tortured souls, alone and lost in hell,
with orders from somewhere above, they answer every bell.

The men who keep these fires lit, and make the engines run,
are strangers to the world of light, and rarely see the sun.
They have no time for man or God, no tolerance for fear;
their aspect pays no living thing, the tribute of a tear.

There is little that men can do, that these men haven’t done,
beneath the decks, deep in the hole, to make the engines run.
And every hour of every day, they keep their watch in hell,
for if the fires ever fail, their ships’ a useless shell.

When ships converge, to have a war, upon an angry sea,
the men below just grimly smile, at what their fate might be.
They’re locked below, like men ‘for doomed, who hear no battle cry.
It’s well assumed that if they’re hit, the men below will die.

For every day’s a war down there, when the gages all read red
twelve-hundred pounds of heated steam can kill you mighty dead.
So if you ever write their son’s, or even try to tell their tale,
the very words will make you hear, the fired furnace wail.

These “Men of steel” they are the best, though the public never gets to know.
So little’s known about the place that sailors call the hole.
But I can sing about this place, and try and make you see,
the hardened life of men down there, ’cause one of them is me.

I’ve seen those sweat soaked heroes fight, in superheated air,
to keep the ship alive and right, though no one knows they’re there.
And thus they’ll fight for ages on, ’till steamships sail no more,
amid the boilers mighty heat and the turbines hellish roar.

So when you see a ship pull out, to meet a warlike foe,
remember faintly, if you can, the men who sail below.

cutee

I asked Oldman once “How do you hold love?

..yet you just can’t.

u

i just wanted to let you know
my smile is always sparkling
and my heart will always glow
even though you may not be here
right next to me
i do not fear
what may come to be
you are my man
and i will always be by you
i’ll do what i can
be strong for us to
no matter what people may think
no matter what strangers may say
my heart will never sink
you’ll always have my idolatry
i love you more then ever
i shall never close my eyes
you are my lover
and true love never dies
so remember this when you think of me
let it run through your mind
let it have alacrity
i will never be someone else find
i am yours eternally
no matter what people think
i am yours finally
our love shall not sink
it will not go down like titanic
i know that will not be
i will not panic
our love is at float between you and me
we will not go down
those violins will not play
no one will make us drown
your my strength for each passing day
: s m o o c h : : s m o o c h : : s m o o c h : : s m o o c h : :sm ooch:
 ”missing you”
What makes some people dearer is not just the happiness that we feel when we meet them but the emptiness we feel when they are not around us. I Miss U!
• Sometimes I forget 2 say hi, sometimes I forget 2 reply, sometimes my msg doesn’t reach u, but it doesn’t mean I forget u. I’m just giving u time to Miss me.
• Don’t u ever wonder y people txt u but hv nothing imp to say! It’s 4 the simple reason… u r such a nice person 2 think of, like the way I’m thinking of u now.
• Knowing a person like u, has made me happy in a million ways and if ever I have to let u go… I would find a million reasons to make u stay. I miss you.
• I heard someone whisper ur name, but when I turned around to see who it was, I notice I was alone, then I realize it was my heart telling me that I miss u.
• I hv learned how to luv, to smile, to b happy, to b strong, to work hard; to b honest, to b faithful, to forgive but I couldn’t learn how to stop missing u.
• I may seldom tell u how special u are, I may not b able to reach u coz we’re both busy, but in spite of all, u know u are someone I really miss & care about.
• There’s no Special reason for this msg, I juz wanna steal a single moment out of ur busy life & hope I can make u smile n say: I Miss U.
• I always knew that looking back on my tears would someday make me laugh, but I never knew that looking back on my laughter would someday make me cry. Miss you
• My eyes are hurting coz I can’t see u, my arms r empty coz I can’t hold u, my lips are cold coz I can’t kiss u & my heart is breaking coz I’m not with u.
• U must b tired coz u hv been running through my mind, u gotta b a thief coz u hv stolen my heart n I must hv been a bad shooter coz I keep missing u.
• The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can’t have them.
• A hug for you means I need you. A kiss for you means I love you. A call for you means I’m missing you.
• Sometimes, I 4get 2 say hi.
Sumetimes, I even miss 2 reply.
Sumetimes, my msg doesn’t reach u. I m just givin u time 2 miss me!
• Last night I wanted to write you a letter but all I could write was - noh ss!W ! It doesn’t make sense until you read it upside down!
• God gave u 2 legs to walk, 2 hands to hold, 2 ears to hear, 2 eyes to see. But why did he give u only 1 Heart?
Probably bcoz he wants u to look for the other. 

new

“I just need something to happen, I need a sign that things are going to change. I need a reason to go on. I need some hope! And in the abscence of hope, I need to stay in bed a feel like I’m going to die today.” - Grey’s Anatomy
once, i had a dream..
of being strong and great..
i’ll be there someday..
i began my journey..
with only pieces of my strenght..
i dared to conquer my fears..
conquered different obstacles..
there are times that i almost gave up..
but then, i realized..
my journey is the reward itself..
and i won’t look back..
i can go the distance..
there’s nothing wrong with having your goals really high..
and trying to achieve them..
that’s the fun part..
you may come up short..
i’ve come up short on a lot of my goals..
but it’s always fun to try..
and achieve them..
greatness lies not in being strong..
but in the right use of strenght..
“Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare
after having the best dream”
no more sad scribbling
I know I no longer have to be sad,
When thoughts of you came rushing in.
For you left me with good memories,
That I’ll keep deep inside my heart.
And it’s a promise that I’ll forever keep.
Even though I can now go on without you —
Those memories are not something to be got over with.What have I done to make you think I love you? There are times that I felt that I have not done enough to make you feel special while you have done a lot for me. I want to have this moment to say thank you for the big things like Honesty, for being true to yourself and being true to me. For Patience, for withstanding my mood swings. For Understanding my imperfections; and for the small things like your Smile that brighten up my exhausting day, your GentleTtouch, and your Whispers of I love you unto my ears. Those were things I will forever be thankful. You’re the best things that happen to me. I remember you used to ask me, ano ba ang gagawin mo para maipagmalaki kita? You don’t have to do anything. I’m proud of you just the way you are and I love you for that. I love you for being you and I’m very very proud of you.im so happy
to have you in my life..so happy to be love by you…
i will give up everything just to breath
the air that you’re breathing…
i wont think twice to give this
life i have for you…coz my life is worthless without YOU
He used to be my first thing in the morning..
And the last at night..But now…..hes juz sum1 Who crossed my mind….
juz 4 now
I don’t want to move on just yet.
As I’d very much want to keep this love I have for you.
And I’m willing to stay here a little while longer.
I’m going to hold on as long as I can.
Even if it means holding out the last tiny bit of hope
that someday there would be another chance.
But you don’t have to promise me anything.
I’ll just wait, but I won’t expect.
a testimony
Sometimes,I wish you never looked at me that way.
I never thought
I would ever find that passion from anyone.
But I think
Nobody has ever made me feel the way you do.
So I gues
Nothing in this world I wouldn’t do for you.
see my scribble soon
How can I tell you goodbye?
If somehow, you complete me.
I’ve found my missing piece in you.
I’ll always remember the way it feels.
You’ll always be my heart’s desire,
But I wouldn’t be asking for more.
What you’ve done and shown me
are enough for me to be happy.
And I’m so glad that in my life,
you’ve always been a part of it.
I’ve no regrets to what happened.
And I’m not feeling sorry about it.
I don’t want to ask anything
For it would be uncalled for.
I don’t want to understand why.
Things just happen for a reason.
All I want to say right now is…
Thanks for that special moment.A queen without a king is like a queen without a crownBeside you, my light is always the dimmest
Anywhere else, I’m the brightest
Anywhere else, I don’t belong
Beside you, that’s where I should be.
wanting to shine the brightest– dying the quickest.
How can i call my palace a kingdom if i don’t have you as my king
You ask me how my day was as if it is same everyday
I say Im okay but you really dont know how I feel
Do you think Ill be okay without you?
Are you okay without me?
The world without you is so hard that I blame myself for still breathing
What should I do?
Even now, I live each painful days because of your words
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Are you living each day painfully like I am?
You and me
Are we too late?
Dow we not have a chance?
I still think about you and you might know this
Finally is it this?
Are we going to end like this? Is it okay with you?
I dont think I can do it.
The love I find with you, I wont find it anywhere even if I die
What should I do?
If it isnt you no one else can hold my heart
Please hold me.
And you know that even though the whole world tries to
No one can erase your memories.
So please hold me
What should I do?
Even now, I live each painful days because of your words
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Are you living each day painfully like I am?
You and me
Is it too late?
Do we not have a chance?
But me, I still think about you, and you might not know.