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i also love beaches,,,i love nature,
i love listening to music, texting, chatting with my friend,
i like watching movies-i really like twilight.....
i ,ove collecting kowts, writing, reading pocketbooks, books
im happy im just me... being real... is wat i want to be,,,
““tHoSe niGhTs WeN u cOuLdn`T sLeEp, iT mIgHt Be BeCaUsE u`rE AwAkE In SuM1 eLsE`s DrEaMs….. im over staying up late Perfect. You give your best, your time and care but, It was not new to you.. Hurt by a man,, that I learn to love. For time that i was mending my broken heart. You came along for the reason that you enjoy my company.. Selfishness, betrayal and so many things you made. Why now it hurts again. I build my dreams and hopes in to you, that maybe this time it will turn out right. Plans are made and promises too. Now I am facing the cross roads of loosing you. Yes, I rather try to forget you than fighting back for my love to you. For the promise to be there if you needed me is such a question,,,,, ‘coz love,,love of my life,, you hurt me. 
Love therefore—the most beautiful phenomenon in the soul-filled creation, the omnipotent magnet in the spiritual world, the source of devotion and of the most sublime virtue—Love is only the reflection of this single original power, an attraction of the excellent, grounded upon an instantaneous exchange of the personality, a confusion of the beings. When I hate, so take I something from myself; when I love, so become I so much the richer, by what I love. Forgiveness is the recovery of an alienated property - hatred of man a prolonged suicide; egoism the highest poverty of a created being.
you can start picking and packing up
this time im through with all the lies
this time im over of your fooling around
just to wait for your call
that dont exactly arrive
through giving you my all
For I am hurting right now.
All was almost perfect when I met you.
Honesty was all that I ask.
that even before I was hurt.
and even share your shoulder so that I can turn to cry on.
More hurting than ever before.
Loosing everything about you.
UNFAIR is
when i had given my best
and still left behind..
UNFAIR
is when i had been
true to him
and all i had were lies
and false promises..
UNFAIR
is when i choose him
over anybody else
and he choose another one
over me..
UNFAIR
is when he found someone
new and i also did but choose
to love him still..
UNFAIR
is when someone comes again
but my heart refuses to see
for the fear of getting
hurt again..
thought i have learned da art of forgetting him…
believe im perfectly ok…
but
da moment i’ve heard…he’s coming…got da chance to have a glimpse on him…i’d realized…da feeling haven’t change at all…i’m still da same old me…stupidly in love with him…four years is not enough to master da art of forgetting,,,i don’t know how long i need to be completely over him…
so stupid…
he has his own world & i absolutely have no place der….i simply don’t exist…
too stupid….
hate dis feeling!!!
its been awhile since i last talked to you and it seems like forever had passed. you know, i really missed you. i’m striving everyday, trying to bring back the impossible glow that only you could give. i know we made mistakes so right now im saying sorry for everything that you didnt like and i hope you understand the pains that i gave. its common in a relationship to have problems. the two will always work hard to be together for life. im afraid to say that right now, i realized that our love isnt enough so we would always try our best to satisfy each other, spend some time together. you smile at me…..i remember your smile..its perfect… anyone can be in love with your smile.. i always love yoursmile but that smile was the reason why we are not together now…
back then you smiled at me and said..” i love u no more”
yes, i cried all night, though the next day, i was quiet, i felt my heart shattered into million shards. it seems so hard to rebuild the pieces together… glue will not be able to help nor anything else…
so right now, i wanna say goodbye. im moving on though its hard… thank you for spending your days with me, sorry if i wasted it.. thank you for always speaking to me, sorry if i didnt listen… thank you for loving me, even though i knew u didnt love me at all you only loved yourself..
i just want you to know that i’ll always be your best friend and you’ll always be my true love…
i hope you will be happy with your new found love…
i hope he will not give you pains… i love you…goodbye…
