"Find someone who you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. You have to try, because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived.But to tell you the truth, i wouldn't mind having someone walk me home. i wouldn't mind wanting to look good or trying to be better for someone. i wouldn't mind letting someone hold me when im just too weak to go on.",c...
winksparkle

Home » Tags

STUFF

March 17, 2009

‘The tears we shed, fall onto the pool called life. The surface is tainted by the pain and hurt shed from before. Why must it ignore these feelings? Then again, why must we ignore our own?’

-Number one Itachi fan-girl quotes-

And I am proud to say, I no longer know when to update or how. So be patient. Because it now seems as I dont know what I am doing. Never have..And never will.

 

Quotes/sayings:

An angel crys softly, trails of blood in her wake. The song of death beckons, but she stands tall and says, ‘Life is mine, and I’m willing to fight for my beliefs.’ As light and warmth surround her, the song and blood dissolve. Only to fall into anothers fate.

‘Life is only worthy to those of us that are actually willing to fight for it..’

‘No matter how dark the path, I will forge ahead…Into the light, I walk…No matter what, I must gain that power…’

‘The tears you shed, they sparkle with innocence. But your hands, the poision from your blood, they only leave trails of misery and anger in ‘wake.’

‘Darkness may be closing in, and the light may be fading away. But remember one thing my friend, this life was worth living.’

‘While the spirits sleep somewhere cold, and while we are fading away. Live. And remember how it feels to be alive.’

‘Dont shed thy tears on thy life nor soul, but instead, shed thy tears on love and peace, for we all must cry…’

‘I told you not to give up, not to let your life play into someone else’s hand. And don’t you see, your fading away? You let your mistakes burn through your mind and soul…and now your gone forever…’

‘A fallen dream, is proof that someone was not willing to fight to keep it alive.’

‘I am a fallen angel, I didn’t believe.’

‘A rose sits quietly on the stem, waiting, watching, wondering. Are we so different?’

‘Why do you sit quietly? For the world is perishing around you… Oh, because you no longer have a soul..’

‘Life sucks, then you die. Yeah, I should be so lucky.’

‘What do I look like? The Wizard of Oz? You need a heart? You need a brain? What about courage? Go ahead. Take mine. Their all I have left…’

‘Take these broken wings and learn how to fly…’

‘I know how it feels to be ignored, shunned or broken hearted…Know why? Because I could never save myself…’

‘Don’t mind if you see me cry…for I am not sad…I am forgotten…’

‘I knew my life was forsaken, but I knew even more so when he left me standing…
His last words knept stinging my heart and soul; no more than others had…
“Go…and leave me be…” ‘

‘If only my heart would stop bleeding, maybe I could go on with my life. But you tore it open as you left, and now it shall never heal.’

1) you accidentally enter your password on a microwave.

2) you haven’t played solitaire with real cards in years.

3) the reason for not staying in touch with your friends is that they don’t have a screen name or a myspace.

4) you’d rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the button on the TV.

6) your boss doesn’t even have the ability to do your job.

7) you read this list, & keep nodding and smiling.

8) as you read this list, you think about sending it to all your friends.

9) and you were too busy to notice number 5 wasn’t there.

10) you actually looked up to check if there was a number 5.

11) and now you’re laughing at your stupidity.

Last night by Skillet…

You come to me with, scars on your wrist,
You tell me this will be the last night, fellin’ like this…
-Just came to say goodbye,
Didn’t want you to see me cry; I’m fine–
But I know it’s a lie!

This is the last night you’ll spend alone,
look me in the eyes so I know you know,
I’m every-where, you want me to be–
The last night you’ll spend alone,
I’ll wrap you in my arms and I won’t let go,
I’m every-thing, you need me to be–

Your parents say everything is your fault;
But they don’t know you like I know you
They don’t know you at all–
-So sick of when they say,
‘It’s just a phase you’ll be okay..Your fine–’-
But I know its alright–!

This is the last night you’ll spend alone,
Look me in the eyes so I know you’ll know,
I’m every-where, you want me to be–
The last night you’ll spend alone,
I’ll wrap you in my arms and I won’t let go,
I’m every-thing, you need me to be–

The last night–
Away from me…
I still know when,
everythings wrong and,
Give me your hand,
I will help you hold on–
To-night…
To-ni-ght!

This is the last night you’ll spend alone,
look me in the eyes so I know you know,
I’m every-where, you want me to be–
The last night you’ll spend alone,
I’ll wrap you in my arms and I won’t let go, ,
I’m every-thing, you need me to be–

I won’t let you say good bye–!
There be no reason why…–!
The last night, away from me…
away from me…

Never too late by Three Days Grace..

A song to pick you up when your down,
and make you realize exactly WHAT you have…
I know It’s helped me.

This world will never be, what I expected..
and if I don’t be-long, who would have guessed it..
I will not leave a-lone, everything that I own..
to make you feel like, It’s not too late,
It’s never too late…

Even if I say– It’ll be al-right–,
I still hear you say– you want to end- your li-fe–
Now and again we try–, to just stay- al-ive,
Maybe we’ll turn it around, cause it’s not too late,
It’s never to la-te…

No one will ever see– the side reflected-,
and if there’s something wrong-, who would have guessed it–
And I ever left a-lone, everything that I own–,
to make you feel like, It’s not too late
It’s never to late–…

Even if I say– It’ll be al-right–,
I still hear you say– you want to end- your li-fe–
Now and again we try–, to just stay- al-ive,
Maybe we’ll turn it around, cause it’s not too late,
It’s never too late–

Whoa, we will– not- come- back–,
time, we’ve lost– can’t- get- back-.
Life, we– have, open–ed up,
ag–a–in, yea..!

This world will never be-, what I ex-pect-ed–.

And if I- don’t be–long–

Even if I say, it’ll be al-right–,
I still hear you say– you want to end- your li-fe–
now and again we try–, to just stay al-ive,
maybe we’ll turn it around, cause it’s not too late,

It’s never to late-

maybe we’ll turn it around, cause it’s not too late,
It’s never to late–

(It’s never too late…!)

It’s not too late, It’s never too late…

He made her jealo​us
on purpo​se he tried​.
When the girl asked​,​​​ “Do you love me?”
on purpo​se he lied.

He playe​d with jealo​usy
like it was a game.
Littl​e did he know
Thing​s would​ never​ be the same.

His plan was worki​ng
but he had no clue.
How wrong​ thing​s would​ go,
the damag​e he would​ do.

One night​ she broke​ down,​​​
feeli​ng very alone​.
Just her and the blade​,​​​
no one else home.

She diale​d his numbe​r,​​​
he answe​red,​​​ “​​​Hello​”​​​
She told him she loved​ him
and hung up the phone​.

He raced​ to her house​
just a minut​e too late.
Found​ her lying​ in blood​,​​​
her heart​
had no rate.

Besid​e her was a note,​​​
in it her confe​ssion​.
Her love for this boy,
her only obses​sion.

As he read the note,​​​
he knelt​ down and cried​.
Grabb​ed her knife​,​​​
that night​ they both died.

She was found​ in his arms,​​​
both of them dead.
Under​ her note.
his handw​ritin​g said:​​​

“I loved​ her
so, she never​ knew.
All this time I loved​ her too.”

Preface:

When she came into my life the change was permanent. And she changed me completely. Now I know what my family feels like when they look at the one they love at they’re side. How could a simple human girl make me feel like this?

Since I met her my world has revolved around her, everything was about her. And it still is. That will never change, not now not ever.

Since I died, since the day I was turned into a vampire I have never changed. But when a change come into our lives, it is rare, but it is forever. Nothing could or can change it.

I love her, yet I couldn’t do the right thing and leave her. I was not meant for her, fate was cruel to her. In an instant I could kill her. But although I knew that I stayed, I took any excuse so that I didn’t have to be away from her.

Staying, giving up to my less noble side was my mistake. Now I got her involved. I should leave, I should have left long ago. But now I don’t think that I can.

There is no way this tragic story between a vampire and a human could end happily. There is just no way. Or is there? Maybe, just maybe I could find a way for us.

I don’t want to lose her, but is it the only way…?


Been alone for far too long
seen the world from many angles,
yet none catch my eye.

Then there you are
you’re silent
nothing from you I seem to hear.

Curiosity flares inside,
I know there’s something hidden inside
hidden behind those wide brown eyes.

“Flaring Curiosity” by bloodygirlhttp://www.fanfiction.net/s/4554852/1/Midnight_Sun

 

Posted by winksparkle at 3:54 pm | permalink | Add comment

mar 16

March 16, 2009

“You are headed to the right direction.” : s m i l e : 

then I smiled and told myself,
‘heck yeahhh I am!’

Anyway, I was watching this movie last night. I couldn’t exactly relate to it but it somehow got into me after hearing these lines…

“Maybe it was just an illusion, turned to an obsession.”
“Memories may remain but eventually, the pain will dissipate.”I’m slowly letting go and I know I’m headed to the right direction.

no amount of regrets cud bring the past. once the apple starts to fall, no miracle cud stop it from hitting the ground. and when it happen, u wished the twig held on.. even it means the apples is rotten from the core.It’s okay to cry as hard and as long as you want to…

Just make sure that when you stop crying,

You won’t cry for the same reason anymore.nforgettable, thats what you are
Unforgettable though near or far
Like a song of love that clings to me
How the thought of you does things to me
Never before has someone been more


You need to feel a bit deprived at times
a bit lonely, and in a way incomplete…
coz if you’ve got everything here on earth

would you still look up to heaven? : w i n k y : 
“If you just open your eyes and heart wider then you would know that I’m just here for you all along”

I am single definitely not because I have no choice.

I am single not because people don’t want to get along with me.

I am single not because I don’t receive love.

In fact, I am single because I am much loved

by the people around me that I

don’t need someone to complete me. In Three Words I Could Sum Up Everything I learned about….

- LIFE
it goes on….

- LOVE
it doesn’t last….

- PEOPLE
they change past

if someone is pushing you away, dats when the person needs you the MOST..

transformed 
For unknown reasons you’ve touched my life,
You’ve made me renew my pledge,
You’ve prepared my soul for a higher endeavor
You gave my being a new significance…..

I used to believe that love is all about happy thoughts,
But you have me realized otherwise,
You’ve let my heart be enveloped with different emotions,
Feelings of joy, sorrow, bliss and rapture…..

I trust that this happiness would last,
I pray that God would let his pass,
I hope to receive your compassion,
The ultimate joy of being in love…..

Love is like a violin. The music may stop now and then, but the strings remain forever.”

“Love doesn’t make the world go round, love is what makes the ride worthwhile.”

“Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.”

“Love stretches your heart and makes you big inside.”

“Love is friendship set on fire.”

Posted by winksparkle at 4:02 pm | permalink | Add comment

wala

March 12, 2009

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
- Captain Corelli’s Mandolin

i want to say i love you
i want to say i care,
i want to hug you tightly,
and know that you are there.

i want to make you happy,
i want you by my side,
i want your heart upon my sleeve,
and wear it full of pride.

i want to kiss you madly,
i want you for my own,
i want to give you my all,
and never be alone.

i want to say i treasure you,
i want for you to know.
i want to say my baby,
i miss you and i need you so…


I looked up
I saw a shooting star
I made a wish,
I made a wish to be with you

I looked down
I saw a penny
I made a wish
I made a wish to be with you

I looked to the right
I saw birthday candles
I made a wish
I made a wish to be with you

I looked to the left
I saw a dandelion on the lawn
I made a wish
I made a wish to be with you

I look straight ahead
I see you
I see you right here in front of me..
I made a wish,
I made a wish and it came true.

boy and girl talkin.. on the phone -
Girl: I love you. -
Boy: Yeah I know
everyone does!
-Girl: Really? -
Boy: Yeah…everyone of my friends that
are girls tell me that everyday.
-Girl: Oh…but am I only your
friend?
- Boy: No…you’re my
girlfriend…why?
- Girl: So when I
say I love you I really do mean it.
-Boy: Yeah I know you do mean it…its
just that you dont need to tell me that
you love me anymore cuz I know you love
me since the day we been together and i
love you more each and everyday.
-Girl: ……
- Boy: So wanna go
somewhere tonight for our 7th
anniversary?
- Girl: Yeah…where?
-Boy: I dont know…maybe movie then
dinner?
-Girl: Ok.
- Boy: Ill pick
you up after I get off and get ready
ok?
- Girl: Ok. What time do you get
off?
- Boy: In 2 hours and then I
gotta go home and yeah get ready which
takes about 15-20 mintues…
-Girl:hey…I thought you didnt have work
today…
- Boy: One of my co-workers
called in sick.
- Girl: Oh okay! So
ill see you around 7:30 then?
- Boy:Yeah! and babe?
- Girl: Yeah?
-Boy: I love you.
- Girl: I love you
too!
- Boy: Ok my manager is like
looking at me so yeah…. i gotta
go.
- Girl: Ok bye.
- Boy: Bye.
**************************** 2 hours
later…

The guy drives to his
girlfriends house and walks up to the
door and rings bell.

- Girl: Hey!
(gives a kiss to her boyfriend)
-Boy: Wassup…you ready?
- Girl:Um…wait…let me get my bag and we
can go ok?
- Boy: Ok.
They both watched a movie and ate dinner…once
they were done eating they head back to
the car but before she got into the
car…
- Boy: Wait! Can I blind fold
you?
- Girl: Why??!
- Boy: Its a suprise.
- Girl: What kind of
suprise?
- Boy: A big one.
- Girl:
Okay but only if you promise me that
you will hold my hand while we’re
driving.
- Boy: I promise.
- Girl: Ok blind fold me… So they drove
off………..and then they stoped.
-Boy: Ok we’re here!
-Girl: Where?
-Boy: Wait let me walk you to the
place!
- Girl: What place? - Boy:
Somewhere! (and gives a kiss to her on
the lips)
- Girl: Baby!… The boy
walks her to the place.
- Boy: Ok…let me take the blind fold off.
-Girl: Where are we? He takes it off
her and she opens her eyes and sees the
view of the city and at that same
spot…that’s where he first asked her
to be his girlfriend….
- Girl:Omg…(tears come down)
- Boy: Why are you crying?
- Girl: This is where you first asked me out…
- Boy: What are you doing the rest of your life?
(he asked on his knees and after he
says that…behind him…in the air it
says “Will you marry me?” in
fireworks)
- Girl: (tears come down faster)
- Boy: I wasnt at work when
you called me…I was planning this
whole thing!
- Girl: Get up!
- Boy: Yeah? - Girl: (kisses him)
- Boy:Is that a yes or a no?
- Girl: Yes.

 WEETEST THING A GUY COULD DO
 
1). Leave her cute text messages. 2). Kiss her in front of your friends. 3). Trust her over everyone else. 4). Tell her she looks beautiful. 5). Look her in the eye when you talk to her. 6). Tell her stupid jokes to make her laugh. 7). Let her mess with your hair.
8) . Just walk around with her. 9). Include her in pretty much everything you do. 10). When she crys do whatever to make her
smile. 11). Forgive her for her mistakes. 12). Look at her like she’s the only girl you see. 13). Tickle her even if she says stop.
14). When she starts swearing at you tell her you love her. 15). Let her fall asleep in your arms. 16). Get her mad, then kiss her.
17). Tease her and let her tease you back. 18). Stay up with her all night when she’s sick. 19). Watch her favorite movie.
20). Kiss her forehead. 21). Write her letters. 22). Let her wear your clothes. 23). When she’s sad, hang out with her.
24). Let her know she is important. 25). Let her take all the photos of you she wants. 26). Surprise her with flowers for no reason
27). Kiss her in the rain. 28). And when you fall in love with her, tell her. 29). And when you do tell her.. Love her like you
never loved before.

What’s a Meantime Girl?

She’s the one you call when you’re bored because she makes you laugh. She’s the one you talk to when you’re feeling down because she’s willing to lend an ear and be a friend. She’s not the one you call when you need a date to your company’s Christmas party, or to go dancing with on a Saturday night. She’s the one you spend time with between girlfriends, before you find “The One”. You know, the one who you keep around in the meantime.

She’s not one of the guys, not a tomboy, but you don’t look at her as a “real” woman, either. She’s not bitchy enough, moody enough, or sexy enough to be seen in that light. She’s too laid-back, too easily amused by the same things your male buddies are amused by. She’s too understanding, too comfortable – she doesn’t make you feel nervous or excited the way a “real” woman does. But she’s cool, and nice, and funny, and attractive enough that when you’re lonely or horny and need intimate female companionship, she’ll do just fine. You don’t have to wine and dine her because she knows the real you already, and you don’t have any facades to keep up, no pretenses to preserve. You’re not trying to get anything of substance out of her. She’s not easy, but you know that she cares about you and is attracted to you, and that she’ll give you the intimacy you need. And you know you don’t have to explain yourself or the situation, that she’ll be able to cope with the fact that this isn’t the beginning of a relationship or that there’s any possibility that you have any real romantic feelings for her. It won’t bother her that you’ll get up in the morning, put on your pants, say goodbye, and go on a date with the woman you’ve been mooning over for weeks who finally agreed to go out with you. She’ll settle for a goodbye hug and a promise to call her and tell her how the date went. She’s just so cool . . . why can’t all women be like that?!

But deep down, if you really think about it (which you probably don’t because to you, the situation between the two of you isn’t important enough to merit any real thought), you know that it’s really not fair. You know that although she would never say it, it hurts her to know that despite all her good points and all the fun you two have, you don’t think she’s good enough to spend any real time with. Sure, it’s mostly her fault, because she doesn’t have to give in to your needs – she could play the hard-to-get bitch like the rest of them do, if she really wanted to. But you and she both know that she probably couldn’t pull it off. Maybe she’s too short, or a little overweight, or has a big birthmark on her forehead, or works at Taco Bell. Whatever the reason, somehow life has given her a lot of really great qualities but has left out the ones that men want (or think they want) in a woman. So she remains forever the funny friend, the steadfast companion, the secret lover, and you go on searching for your goddess who will somehow be everything you ever wanted in a woman.

You’ll joke to her that she should be the best man at your wedding : s a d :  , and she’ll laugh and make a joke about a smelly rental tux.

She doesn’t captivate you with her beauty, or open doors with her smile. Mainly she blends in with the crowd. She’s safe. She doesn’t want to be the center of attention and turn the heads of everyone in the room. But she wants to turn someone’s head. She wants to be special to someone, too. We all do.

She has feelings. She has a heart. In fact, she probably has a bigger and better heart than any woman you’ve ever known because she’s had a front-row seat to The Mess That Is Your Life, and she likes you anyway. She obviously sees something worthwhile and redeeming in you because although you’ve given her nothing, absolutely no reason to still be around, she is.

Anyway, yeah. I’m a Meantime Girl. Been one more times than I care to admit. I don’t know the reason, really, and at this point I don’t even care. I just want to let every guy know who’s ever had the good fortune to have a Meantime Girl that we may be a lot of fun, but we cry, too. A lot. And someday we won’t be around.

http://www.tristancafe.com/forum/111916

d player

He’ll meet you and sweep you off your feet
he’s nice and funny..so cute and so sweet
surprisingly, he likes the same things as you
he does all the things that you love to do

He’s the perfect guy, the one of your dreams
you belong together or so it seems

He looked into your eyes and play with your hair
he tells you that he’ll always be there
his touch is so soft, his hold is so tight
his words are so soothing, his kiss is just right.

You ditch all your friends for your new obsession
you don’t realize your future will be full of deception
you think you love him, and you give him your heart
little did you know he’ll tear it apart

You do what he wants: you know its not good
you told him to slowdown, & you think he understood
you let it slide by, he’s just having fun;
you’ll learn to like it, because you & him are one

He’s taken your heart & locked it away
you see him w/ a different girl, the very next day
you cry & you grieve, but then you forgive
he won’t do it again. for as long as he lives

At this point, you have fallen into his trap;
he has control when you’re in his lap
you believe he was sorry- you’re together again
you give him another chance- he’s your only friend

You’re right where he wants you, he molds you like clay
and you see him with girl no. 3, the very next day
he got what he wanted, accomplished his goal;
he still has your heart, w/c he evilly stole

He’s taken your purity, you still can’t believe
you feel hurt, cheap and extremely naive
if only your hair was nice & straight,
if only you looked like you lost some weight

If only your clothes were a little bit tighter
if only your teeth were a little bit whiter
you know he’s an ass but you still want him back
and you grieve about the qualities you lack

All you wanted was to have some fun
now you wish this whole thing had ever begun
you wish that someday he would see you cry
that one day he’ll know how he killed you inside

But you know he won’t, because he’s numb to pain
he’ll be with some other girl while you cry and complain
beware of the Players - they will steal your heart
and give it back - once it’s all torn apart

Don’t let them suck you into their game
because once you lost… you’re never the same
The Poem

I knelt to pray but not for long,
I had too much to do.
I had to hurry and get to work
For bills would soon be due.
So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,
And jumped up off my knees.
My Christian duty was now done
My soul could rest at ease…..
All day long I had no time
To spread a word of cheer
No time to speak of Christ to friends,
They’d laugh at me I’d fear.
No time, no time, too much to do,
That was my constant cry,
No time to give to souls in need
But at last the time, the time to die.
I went before the Lord,
I came, I stood with downcast eyes.
For in his hands God! held a book;
It was the book of life.
God looked into his book and said
“Your name I cannot find
I once was going to write it down…
But never found the time”
One Last Sunset by: Yanna

It was nearly summer. You dig your toes into the sand, watching as the sun sets across the ocean. You glance at her, leaning on your shoulder. The dying sunlight casts a glow on her face that you just can’t describe. You catch your breath as you watch her, blinking softly at the sunset before you. She was smiling.

She catches your glance. “What are you looking at?”

You smile at her and say, “You. Why, have you got something to say about it?”

She laughs softly and slaps your arm. “You talk back now, huh?”

You respond by putting an arm around her and kissing her forehead. She has always been quite the joker, never taking things too seriously. Finding time to laugh even in times like these.

“Hey look. I found another shell,” she whispers, as she hands you a small one.

It was the seventh piece today. It was just the size of the palm of her hand, with an off-white color. It was pretty, but it had broken edges and empty ridges. Brittle. You were almost apprehensive to hold it.

Beautiful… But fragile. The shell was like an epitome of her. You stare at the small piece in your hand as your feel her warmth by your side. Suddenly, you feel a dull ache, as if steel hands clamped the insides of your heart. It hurts you to know that something so beautiful has to be so frail and weak. You wrap an arm around her and hold her close. She senses your sadness, even in a mere touch.

She looks up. “What’s wrong?”

Looking into her eyes, you feel the pain dig deeper as it sinks into you how much you love her. You run out of words, lost in her glance.

“Nothing. I just love you so much.”

She just smiles widely and burrows her head into the crook between your neck and your shoulder.

“I love you too. But you know that already.”

“Of course I know. I just want to tell you over and over again.”

The sun sets deeper into the horizon. You both watch, holding each other, as the darkness slowly bleeds into the sky, leaving the sun with faded stray lights. It was the sunset as you have never seen it, more beautiful than anything else.

She was unusually quiet for a while now. You strain your head down to look at her face. She fell asleep. Her mouth was slightly open, with still a hint of a smile in the corners of her lips. She looked so peaceful.

You chuckle softly. She was always like this. Always falling asleep so easily, even in the middle of a conversation. Once she feels like sleeping, she will. No matter whenever, or wherever she is.

You figured you’ll just wait for her to wake up, in a couple of minutes. You look around… Nobody else but the two of you on the beach. The sun had gone down, and the lamp posts on the beach boardwalk had gone on now. The lamps shared a faint glimmer of light with the ocean. You stare at the ocean water, remembering it was just the same as it looked three years ago, the first time you were here.

It was the middle of summer. By May, there were fewer visitors to disturb the tranquility of the beach, so you figured then that it would be the perfect time to take her there. It was sunset.

You turn off the car engine, smiling as you see the look on her face. You knew she loved the beach, and that she adored the sunset. What else could you ask for? Everything was perfect.

She was itching to get out of the car.

“Come on, man, we haven’t got all day!” she yells at you, laughing. You pretend to move slower, still not unlocking the car.

“Damn it,” she says, pouting.

You laugh at her face. “Where’s my hug?”

She gives you a hug for a split second. “Fine! Can we move now?”

You both get out of the car, savoring the sudden brush of the ocean breeze against your skin. The beach was… breathtaking. There was no other word for it. And the sunset just makes it all better. You walk past the boardwalk, and you take her hand. She looks at you and smiles, squeezing your hand a little. She didn’t want to walk around yet, insisting that you both sit first and watch the sunset.

You had a sudden idea. “How do you feel right now?” you ask her.

She looks at you and raises an eyebrow. “Is that your first question?”


You laugh at yourself. Twenty Questions, again.

The two of you go on and on, asking every random question after another random question. The sun sets lower and lower, as the questions get all the more serious. You knew you were both waiting for the last questions.

“Okay,” you take a deep breath. “This is my last question.”

“Bring it on,” she says, with a smug look on her face.


“You love me, right?”

“Of course I do. Is that it—?”

“No, no, no… I’m not finished yet.”

“Fine.”

“I love you. I love you more than anything else in the world. There’s nothing that anyone can offer me that I could exchange for what we have right now. Everything with you is… perfect. Just perfect. I couldn’t really ask for anything more except for one thing, just one tiny, single thing. Just an answer to my question.”

She looked at me expectantly. “Yes…?”


You slide a shaking hand into your pocket, and pull out this small, silver ring. Her eyes widened.

“Will you be my girlfriend?”

The look on her face was priceless. It was the perfect cross between joy and surprise. She smiled the prettiest smile you’ve ever seen on her face, and then bowed her head down.

When she looked up, she had tears in her eyes.

“I thought you’d never ask.”

You just smile, feeling the greatest happiness you’ve ever felt in your life. You couldn’t compare it to anything else, as you slip the ring onto her finger. You look into her eyes, and before you could say anything more, she throws her arms around your neck and hugs you.

You’ve been to this beach countless times for the past three years, every single visit more memorable than the last. Those were the days, you think, as you mull over all the memories. Those were the days when we had nothing to worry about except college assignments. Those were the days when she could still run with you on beach for hours. Those were the days before she was diagnosed with cancer.

Right now, you just sit, holding her and praying to God that there will be another after this one.

You feel her suddenly jerk awake, looking at you with a wide-eyed look on her face.

“Whoa. I fell asleep,” she whispers, not believing it.

“So you did,” you say, amused.

“Why didn’t you wake me up?”

“Because you looked so peaceful.”

“I have a lot of time after this to be looking peaceful,” she mutters, laughing quietly and shaking her head.

“Hey.” You raise a hand up to touch her face. “Don’t say that, okay?”

“Okay… I’m sorry.”

She looks away, but before her face turned, you see her eyes brimming with tears. You reach out to take her face into your hands.

“Listen to me,” you start. “Everything will be okay. I promise. We can get through this. You can get through this. I know you’re strong, and I’m trying with all my life to be strong for you too. So don’t let me down, okay?”

She smiled. “I promise. I love you.”

It was getting late, almost eight in the evening. You’ve been sitting there with her for hours. She looks at you and tells you that it’s time to go. You nod, standing up, kissing her softly before going to the car to get her wheelchair. Every step you took made your heart feel heavier, even more so as you glance back at her, sitting there on the sand, waiting for you.

The trip back to the hospital will be very painful.

It was the end of summer. You dig your toes into the sand, watching as the sun sets across the ocean.

You think of the last time you were here, as you watch the small boat nearby. There were two men on it, scattering dust into the ocean. Fulfilling the last wish of the girl you ever loved, before she took her last breath three days ago.

You look down at the small, brittle shell clutched in your hand.

“I just love you so much.”

“I love you too. But you know that already.”

“Of course I know. I just want to tell you over and over again…” 

Posted by winksparkle at 3:12 pm | permalink | Add comment

4ward

And im still wating for the rain to fall
Pour real life down on me
‘Cause i can’t hold on to
Anything this good enough
Am i good enough for you to love me too?
I hope so, : k i s s :  : h m m :  : l o l : 

its alaways ben you,,,

Once upon a time There lived a king. The King had a beautiful daughter, the Princess. : g o r g e o u s : 

But the kingdom was a sad place. There was no laughter, and no joy. The problem was, that everything the Princess touched would melt. No matter what, metal, wood, plastic…anything she touched would melt!!

Because of this, men were afraid of her. Nobody would dare marry her. The king despaired. What could he do to help his beautiful daughter? He consulted his wizards and magicians.

One wizard told the king, “If your daughter touches one thing that does not melt in her hands, she will be cured.”

The King was overjoyed. The next day, he held a competition. Any man who could bring his daughter an object that would not melt at her touch, would marry her and inherit the King’s wealth. Three young princes took up the challenge.

The first Prince brought a very hard alloy of titanium. When the Princess touched it, it melted. The Prince went away sadly.
: c r y : 
The second Prince brought a huge diamond, thinking that diamond is the hardest substance in the world and will not melt. But, alas, once the Princess touched it, it melted. He too went away disappointed.
: c r y :  : c r y : 
The third Prince approached. He told the Princess, “Put your hand in my pocket and feel what is in there.” The Princess did as she was told, though she turned red. : b l u s h : 

She felt something hard. She held it in her hand…and it did not melt!!

The King was overjoyed! Everybody in the kingdom was overjoyed!
: g a l e n g :  : b a l l e t :  : t a z : 
And the third Prince married the Princess and the both lived happily ever after. The question is?!?!?!?

What WAS the object in the Prince’s pocket??? : c o n f u s e d : 

They were M&M’s, of course. THEY melt in your MOUTH, NOT in your HAND!!
: r o l l :  : r o l l :  : r o l l : 

(What were YOU thinking?) : n a u g h t y :  : l o l : 

the bus

]You know, love is just like someone waiting for a bus. When the bus comes, you look at it and you say to yourself “eeee…so full…. cannot sit down”. “I’ll wait for the next one”. So you let the bus go and waited for the second bus. Then the second bus came, you looked at it you ay,”eeee…this bus is so old…so shabby!” So you let the bus go and again, decided to wait for the next bus.

After a while another bus came, it’s not crowded, not old but you said, “eeee… not air-conditioned …better wait for the next one”. So again you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus. Then the sky started to get dark as it is getting late. You panicked and jumped immediately inside the next bus. It is not until much later that you found out that you had boarded the wrong bus! So you wasted your time and money waiting for what you want! Even if an air-conditioned bus comes, you can’t ensure that their-conditioned bus won’t break down or whether or not the air-conditioned will be too cold for you.

So people… wanting to get what you want is not wrong. But it wouldn’t hurt to give other person a chance, right? If you find that the “bus” doesn’t suit you just press the red button and get off the bus! (as simple as that!???) Hey who said life is fair??? The best thing to do is be observant and open while you scrutinize the bus. If it doesn’t suit you, get off. But you must always have an extra something, which you could use for the next bus that comes.

But wait… I’m sure you have this experience before…You saw a bus coming (the bus you want, of course) you flagged it but the driver acted as if he did not see you and zoomed pass you! It just wasn’t meant for you!

The bottom line is, being loved is like waiting for a bus you want. Getting on the bus and appreciating the bus by giving it a chance depends totally on you. If you haven’t made any choice, WALK! Walking is like being out of love. The good side of it is you can still choose any bus you want… the rest who couldn’t afford another ride would just have to be content with the bus they rode on, ugly or not. One more thing…. sometimes its better to choose a bus you are already familiar with rather than gamble with a bus that is unfamiliar to you. But then again, life wouldn’t be complete without the risks involved.

BUT THERE’S ONE BUS THAT I FORGOT TO TELL YOU ABOUT - THE BUS THAT YOU DON’T HAVE TO WAIT FOR… IT WILL JUST STOP ON ITS OWN AND WILL ASK YOU TO COME INSIDE AND TAKE A FREE RIDE FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.

You Never Lose By Loving…You Always Lose By Holding : s m i l e : 

Posted by winksparkle at 3:05 pm | permalink | Add comment

Differrence Between Friend and Best Friend

Friend: calls your parents by mr. and mrs.
Best friend: calls your parents dad & mom or tito & tita.

Friend: has never seen you cry
Best friend: has always has the best shoulder to cry on

Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink
Best friend: opens the fridge & makes herself at home

Friend: asks you to write down your number.
Best friend: they ask you for their number (cuz they can’t remember it)

Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff

Friend: only knows a few things about you
Best friend: could write a biography on your life story

Friend : will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
Best friend: will always go with you

Friend: will ask where you’ve been (after going AWOL)
Best Friend: will say MISS YOU & goes on being your friend

Friend: would delete this letter
Best friend: will send this back to me and all of their online buddies

Friends Forever!

Written with a pen
Sealed with a kiss
If you are my friend,
Please answer this:
Are we friends or are we not?
You told me once, but I forgot.
So tell me now and tell me true,

So I can say, I am here for you.
Of all the friends I’ve ever met,
You’re the ones I won’t forget.
And if I die before you do,
I’ll go to Heaven
And wait for you.

Posted by winksparkle at 2:15 pm | permalink | Add comment

hate letter

Read this “HATE letter”. It is so funny and creative. This is a loveletter from a boy to a girl…. However, the girl’s father does not like him and want them stop their relationship……and so..the boy wrote this letter to the girl..he knows that the girl’s father will definitely read this letter..

1 “The great love that I have for you
2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3 grows every day. When I see you,
4 I do not even like your face;
5 the one thing that I want to do is to
6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
7 marry you. Our last conversation
8 was very boring and has not
9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
10 You think only of yourself.
11 If we were married, I know that I would find
12 life very difficult, and I would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14 to give, but it is not something that
15 I want to give to you. No one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17 able to care for me and help me.
18 I sincerely want you to understand that
19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20 if you think this is the end. Do not try
21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
22 things that do not interest me. You have no
23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25 I am still your boyfriend.”

So bad!! However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to “READ BETWEEN THE LINES”, meaning-only to read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13.15.17.19.21.23.25. (Odd Numbers) So..Please try reading it again! It’s so smart & sweet…. : ) 

Posted by winksparkle at 1:43 pm | permalink | Add comment

rose witnin

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eQ1IP4vG220&feature=related

- The Rose Within -

(Author Unknown)

A certain man planted a rose and watered it faithfully and before it blossomed, he examined it.

He saw the bud that would soon blossom, but noticed thorns upon the stem and he thought, “How can any beautiful flower come from a plant burdened with so many sharp thorns? Saddened by this thought, he neglected to water the rose, and just before it was ready to bloom… it died.

So it is with many people. Within every soul there is a rose. The God-like qualities planted in us at birth, grow amid the thorns of our faults. Many of us look at ourselves and see only the thorns, the defects.

We despair, thinking that nothing good can possibly come from us. We neglect to water the good within us, and eventually it dies. We never realize our potential.

Some people do not see the rose within themselves; someone else must show it to them. One of the greatest gifts a person can possess is to be able to reach past the thorns of another, and find the rose within them.

This is one of the characteristic of love… to look at a person, know their true faults and accepting that person into your life… all the while recognizing the nobility in their soul. Help others to realize they can overcome their faults. If we show them the “rose” within themselves, they will conquer their thorns. Only then will they blossom many times over.

 

Posted by winksparkle at 1:41 pm | permalink | Add comment

wat’s ur name?

*********************************** *********************************** *********************

♫ R: funny

♫ I: very good kisser

♫ Z: can be funny and dumb at times

♫ Z: can be funny and dumb at times

♫ I: very good kisser

♫ L: is really sweet

♫ O: has 1 of d best personalities ever

♫ U: is loved by everyone

 

♫ A: hot

♫ B: loves people

♫ C: good kisser
♫ D: can kick ur butt
♫ E: has gorgeous eyes
♫ F: loves people wild and crazy adore
you
♫ G: very outgoing
♫ I: very good kisser
♫ H: stick to one
♫ J: is very sexual
♫ K: crazy
♫ L: is really sweet
♫ M: Makes dating fun
♫ N: loves to laugh and smile

♫ O: has 1 of d best personalities ever

♫ P: popular with all types of people
♫ Q: a hypocrite
♫ R: funny
♫ S: makes people laugh
♫ T: smile to die for
♫ U: is loved by everyone
♫ V: not judgmental
♫ W: very broad minded
♫ X: never let people tell you what to
do
♫ Y: is loved by everyone
♫ Z: can be funny and dumb at times

Posted by winksparkle at 10:25 am | permalink | Add comment

balck and white

March 9, 2009


This is my World.
: k n i t : 
You probably don’t have the idea how it started
When u became a part of my world.
But I don’t have any plans to let you know.
For you may not see the importance of it.
You may not understand the difference since you came.
Yet I can feel the warmth radiated from you when you’re near.
You’re there for me ‘coz you can only see me through your eyes
While I see and feel you deep inside my soul.
You listen to my voice when I speak
But you don’t hear the cry of my heart.
When I’m gone, it would still be the same for you.
Nothing seems going to change.
You hardly even notice that I exist.
But somehow, because of you, I stay,
For I can’t seem to afford to lose yet a part of you.
But I know this won’t take for long.
For time will come, I’ll have to leave you.

no matter how foolish it may seem,
i am still to write this down..

for whatever reasons…
either for the sake of writing..
or for the sake of my feelings..
i only want to let you know –
You’re the reason why I’ve got another reason to write..

 

 


  

Posted by winksparkle at 2:55 pm | permalink | Add comment

melodies of life

Alone for a while I’ve been searching through the dark,
For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart.
To weave by picking up the pieces that remain. Melodies of Life-Love’s lost refrain.

Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why,
We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said good-bye,
And who’ll hear the echoes of stories never told?
Let them ring out loud till they unfold.

In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me.
Though you’re gone, I still believe that you can call out my name.

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine.
Adding the layers of harmony,
And so it goes, on and on.
Melodies of life.
To tha sky beyond the flying birds-forever and beyond.

So far and away, see the bird as it flies,
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in sky,
I’ve laid my memories, do you remember loving me?
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings.

In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me?
Was it fate that brought us close and now leaves me behind?
A voice from the past, joining yours and mine.
Adding the layers of harmony.
And so it goes, on and on.
Melodies of life.
To the sky beyond the flying birds-forever and beyond.

If should I leave this lonely world behind.
Your voice will still remeber our melody.
Now I know we’ll carry on.
Melodies of life.
Come circle round and grow deep in our hearts, as long as we remember.

Posted by winksparkle at 1:25 pm | permalink | Add comment

read this…amazing

Honestly try to read this,
you’ll be
amazed.

Cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd
waht I was rdgnieg THE PAOMNNEHAL PWEOR OF THE
HMUAN MNID Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at
Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn’t mttaer in
waht
oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny
iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat
ltteer
be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl
mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit
porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not
raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a
wlohe.

Amzanig
huh? : l o l : 

Posted by winksparkle at 1:09 pm | permalink | Add comment

power to choose

The wind changes every direction
a hundred times or more a day..
It has no goal or focus to be
anything more than itself.
The wind is free to come and go as it pleases
But people, on the other hand,
have an inner desire to accomplish,
to achieve, to be productive.
It is a human quality that enables people
to select which way they want to go
and to determine how fast or how slow
their journey will be.
People have the power to choose
the roads they will travel.
They must never forget that
they are in control of their lives.

So let the wind blow in your face
and circle around you
as you live day-to-day
but know in your heart
that you are the one
who really knows which way
the wind blows
for you. : s m i l e : 

Posted by winksparkle at 12:59 pm | permalink | Add comment

kip believing..Tristancafe.com

There may be days when you get up in the morning and things aren’t the way you had hoped they would be.
That’s when you have to tell yourself that things will get better. There are times when people disappoint you and let you down, but those are the times when you must remind yourself to trust your own judgements and opinions, to keep your life focused on believing in yourself and all that you are capable of.

There will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life, and it is up to you to accept them. Constantly keep yourself headed in the right direction for you.

It may not be easy at times, but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger sense of who you are, and you will also see yourself developing into the person you have always wanted to be.

Life is a journey through time, filled with many choices; Each of us will experience life in our own special way. So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibilities, remember to believe in yourself and all you want your life to be, because the challenges and changes will only help you to find the dreams that you know are meant to come true for you. : s m i l e :  ; )  8 - ) 

Posted by winksparkle at 12:57 pm | permalink | Add comment