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January 4, 2010

Didn’t mean to hurt you badly
Don’t think that I am fooling around with you
So sorry for the time you’ve wasted on me
So sorry for the things that you went through
But I know that the problem’s within me
You’re so nice but your love don’t deserve me
Or maybe I’m just so scared to fall in love again

I can still remember the days
So many times, I’ve been hurt
So much trust I put on a relationship
So much suffering I got and the pain still remain
Know I like you but I don’t wanna take the risk
So confused and I don’t know how to deal with it
Need some time for awhile before I give my heart away

Don’t say goodbye
Don’t say goodbye
I need some time for awhile before I give my heart away

Don’t say goodbye
Don’t say goodbye
I need some time for awhile before I give my heart away

Now, I know I wasn’t thinking before
That’s why I’m always ending up with Mr. Wrong
Learning from the past, don’t wanna make a mistake
You could be Mr. Right or could be a fake
You know I like you but I don’t wanna take the risk
So confused and I don’t know how to deal with it
Need some time for awhile before I give my heart away


I am in pain, every time I look at her, every time I look at him,
he says he loves me more and yet he also loves her…
Im his best friend he say’s and she’s just my friend and yet he say’s he wants to get to know her I said then if you do you could love her more right? he say’s he doesn’t know… that’s impossible, I said to him date her, get to know her, you’ve been texting each other night and day… he say’s she’s to good for her
and I said do that’s why your stuck with me?
I hurt because i know his slipping away, I know this day would come the time that he would no longer say that he loved me more than a friend…

I told him to court her so that I would know where to go!
he said no,
I told him to let me go!
he said no,
I told him he’s a selfish Hypocrite
he said nothing,
I told him he doesn’t love me
he said no,
I told him he loves her
he said YES!

Im in so much pain….
if it was another girl it will be ok
but she’s different because I know she’s better than me
that hurts me more because my jealousy is coupled with awe for her, I ADMIRE! her and I know she will make him happy
that’s another hurt because I could not make him happy…
he will not stay with me, it’s hard to be best friend’s with the person you love the most…

Im in so much pain.

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