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December 22, 2009
 

I wish I could tell you everyday
How I love you so much
How happy I am to love you with all of me
But I can’t. I just can’t.

Every time I tried not to think of you
My mind keeps on reminding me
I have to, I have to..
Though it hurts a little.

You’re so preoccupied with your past
But what can I do?
I’m dying every single moment you feel pain
The ghost of your past that haunts you
Stabs you with wounds that can’t be cured with love alone

Life comes in many shapes
You think you know what you got
Until it changes

And life will take you high and low
You gotta learn how to walk
And then which way to go

Every choice you make
When you’re lost
Every step you take
Has it’s cause

After you clear your eyes
You’ll see the light
Somewhere in the darkness
After the rain has gone
You’ll feel the sun come
And though it seems your sorrow never ends
Someday it’s gonna make sense

Tears you shed are all the same
When you laughed ’till you cried
Or broken down in pain

All the hours you have spent in the past
Worrying about
A thing that didn’t last

Everything you saw
Played a part
In everything you are
In your heart

After you clear your eyes
You’ll see the light
Somewhere in the darkness
After the rain has gone
You’ll feel the sun come
And though it seems your sorrow never ends
Someday it’s gonna make sense

Someday you’re gonna find the answers
To all the things you’ve become and all they’ve done
At your expense
Someday it’s gonna make sense

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emotionally disable

when i first saw you
it felt like i was staring through medusa’s eyes
i was petrified by your beauty
i was mesmerized by your smile
like a picture in the magazine all i can do is stare

my heart has been broken in two
and crying is all i can do
emotionally disabled again
i am broken once again

i try to grasp all the strength left in me
even ask god why he did this to me
i dont deserve to be hurt like this
all i ever wanted is to be loved and to live in peace

i am weak and i am so stupid
committing the same mistakes again and again
regretting those things i wish i never did
they only bring sadness and pain

i will be ok someday
and i will smile like i never did
but that smile is not for you
its for someone that i love and loves me in return

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