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December 21, 2009

I can not take the pain away
Agony grows stronger day by day
A life of loneliness and sorrow
With every hope to see you tomorrow

I am left with thoughts of you
Forever proving our love is true
Imagination comes into play
Holding me in your arms, you take me away

My heart always aches now that you’re gone
Constantly asking what it did wrong
Night after night I howl and cry out
Wanting you more without a doubt

This is the price I pay for such a love
But I promise you this, I will never give up
As our days leapt by, my love for you grew
I want you to know.. I miss you too

in pain 

he is my closest friend sa work
he is the nicest person i’ve ever met
lagi syang nandyan when i needed help
kahit kelan di sya nagsawang makinig sa magulong lablayp ko

everyone thought, more than friends kami
yeah, one time i wished that was true
i like this man, his attitude, hi loyalty and everything about him
kaya lang i’m afraid to love him co’z he seems to be so fragile

then last month he told me, he is not really ok
his one great love is getting married
i know he was devastated
i offered my friendship, but he rejected

pleur de la nuit…….cry of the night….
posted by xavier (Dec 21, 2009 @ 9:17AM) views: 51

in this time of pain everything is unbearable
beyond word, beyond someone can fill and endure
life would seem so worthless and useless
life would seem to slowly fade into a blackhole of darkness

i wish i would just walk away without remembering anything from you
i wish i would just walk, and every step i make would lead me to forgetting you
i wish every minutes that i spent without you would lessen what i feel for you
i wish that longing for you would just like be dreaming for something that money can buy..

i did what i’m suppoesd to do…. you are worth more than this world can buy..
you are worth dying for, you are worth a person’s life
you are worth one’s life, for if God give me one chance to be with you
I’ll give everything, but He didnt.. i wish God would just take me away to stop this pain

i once told you i’m going away from you
for even if i’m away i can feel the pain.. i can feel you..
Oh God , why did you give me this girl..
why did you let her breathe into me.. and be the reason why i’m slowly dying..fading..
forgive me LOrd…give her back to me…lead her back to me..i’m waiting…crying..

this is so much that a player can bear..i wish i’m just playing the game..
i wish i’m just a robot.. that if i wish to terminate one of my programs i can do it…
but this fucking heart just can’t do it…
this would just be one of my ungranted wish to Him.. to just cease me..just cease me..

Blame it all to you my angel for being so real..
blame it all to you for being so imperfect..
blame to you for being who you are….
i hate it….for letting me see the real you..God knows how i hate it..
how i did fall for being who you are..

Gosh why cant i say no to you..
while you always say No to me..
Everything is blurry and its hurting my eyes..my soul.. my heart…
Please make it better, clearer…coz i need you to hold me harder..

come back to me…i’m losing my senses..
come back to me while i can still feel you..
please…just forget what reasons you have..
just let me feel i’m worth it…jet ‘aime..
you know i would always feel the same…

———–15 mins worthless shit, cant stop thinking…
i’m going crazy.. and you don’t even care…

My Unfaithful Heart
posted by _pain_ (Dec 21, 2009 @ 8:22AM) views: 66

Sitting infront of the computer,
thinking what does really matter.
Is it the smile I see in you,
or the smile I see in me?

I was staring out in the sky,
waiting ’til it turns gray.
Wondering maybe at night I could cry,
and maybe nobody would notice when I lie.

Perhaps I could cut myself into two,
the first half would be with you,
the other half however would be,
lying on the sand while making out with him.

The man in my dreams is still in my mind.
Calling out my name and I can not deny,
that I love him so much, but then you see,
he couldn’t be with me.

I streched out my hands to you,
you took me like I’m all brand new.
Even if you knew about my wounded past,
you chose to believe that we would last.

I chose you ’cause I’m afraid to cry,
but in the end I might just die,
because my heart is torn between the two of you,
and none of you has a clue.

My heart is beating for two men,
One belives that he is all that I am,
the other thinks that I’m already gone,
but none of them knows what I am.

Part of my heart says I love you,
but part of it doubts if it’s true.
Confused as I am, I couldn’t see,
the future that’s ahead of me.

I’m sorry but I would continuously lie,
Until the day that you would cry,
until the day that you’d see through my hollow heart,
that it’s him that I really want.

Maybe you could show me how,
to love a man with all I got,
Maybe you could also show me,
to forget that man who’s been living in my dreams.

 

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