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December 29, 2009

i was so lucky to having as my girlfriend
i never felt being loved this much
thank you for giving me a brand new world
i will try my best to make u happy
it may not be a perfect relationship
but i will try to make it last forever
as long as u believe it in
i love you and i miss you mine!
and i can’t wait till december comes
so i can be with you…

: k i s s :  : k i s s :  : k i s s :  : k i s s : 

keso ulet!

i was so lucky to having as my girlfriend
i never felt being loved this much
thank you for giving me a brand new world
i will try my best to make u happy
it may not be a perfect relationship
but i will try to make it last forever
as long as u believe it in
i love you and i miss you mine!
and i can’t wait till december comes
so i can be with you…

: k i s s :  : k i s s :  : k i s s :  : k i s s : 

keso ulet!

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sweet

Will it ever be?
I’ve tried so hard to find sweet serenity
Are you still afraid?
Just close your eyes and dream, and fear will fade away.

Time won’t flow, everyone knows
When the pain fades away
And dreams won’t die, with tears in our eyes
You’ve got to hold your head up high…
You’ve got to hold your head up high…
You’ve got to hold your head up high…

It’s taken some time,
And I’ve given up the will to change your state of mind
Try and understand,
It’s not so hard to see that I am just a man.

Time won’t flow, everyone knows
When the pain fades away
And dreams won’t die, with tears in our eyes
You’ve got to hold your head up high…
You’ve got to hold your head up high…
You’ve got to hold your head up high…

Will it ever be?
I’ve tried so hard to find sweet serenity
Try and understand,
It’s not so hard to see that I am just a man.

Time won’t flow, everyone knows
When the pain fades away
And dreams won’t die, with tears in our eyes
You’ve got to hold your head up high…
You’ve got to hold your head up high…
You’ve got to hold your head up high…
You’ve got to hold your head up high…

Porket ba one sided ang buhok at laging nka itim e EMO na?

-Jose Rizal

Hindi lhat ng party e msaya.

-Third Party. : l o l : 

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………………….

December 22, 2009
 

I wish I could tell you everyday
How I love you so much
How happy I am to love you with all of me
But I can’t. I just can’t.

Every time I tried not to think of you
My mind keeps on reminding me
I have to, I have to..
Though it hurts a little.

You’re so preoccupied with your past
But what can I do?
I’m dying every single moment you feel pain
The ghost of your past that haunts you
Stabs you with wounds that can’t be cured with love alone

Life comes in many shapes
You think you know what you got
Until it changes

And life will take you high and low
You gotta learn how to walk
And then which way to go

Every choice you make
When you’re lost
Every step you take
Has it’s cause

After you clear your eyes
You’ll see the light
Somewhere in the darkness
After the rain has gone
You’ll feel the sun come
And though it seems your sorrow never ends
Someday it’s gonna make sense

Tears you shed are all the same
When you laughed ’till you cried
Or broken down in pain

All the hours you have spent in the past
Worrying about
A thing that didn’t last

Everything you saw
Played a part
In everything you are
In your heart

After you clear your eyes
You’ll see the light
Somewhere in the darkness
After the rain has gone
You’ll feel the sun come
And though it seems your sorrow never ends
Someday it’s gonna make sense

Someday you’re gonna find the answers
To all the things you’ve become and all they’ve done
At your expense
Someday it’s gonna make sense

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emotionally disable

when i first saw you
it felt like i was staring through medusa’s eyes
i was petrified by your beauty
i was mesmerized by your smile
like a picture in the magazine all i can do is stare

my heart has been broken in two
and crying is all i can do
emotionally disabled again
i am broken once again

i try to grasp all the strength left in me
even ask god why he did this to me
i dont deserve to be hurt like this
all i ever wanted is to be loved and to live in peace

i am weak and i am so stupid
committing the same mistakes again and again
regretting those things i wish i never did
they only bring sadness and pain

i will be ok someday
and i will smile like i never did
but that smile is not for you
its for someone that i love and loves me in return

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new

December 21, 2009

I can not take the pain away
Agony grows stronger day by day
A life of loneliness and sorrow
With every hope to see you tomorrow

I am left with thoughts of you
Forever proving our love is true
Imagination comes into play
Holding me in your arms, you take me away

My heart always aches now that you’re gone
Constantly asking what it did wrong
Night after night I howl and cry out
Wanting you more without a doubt

This is the price I pay for such a love
But I promise you this, I will never give up
As our days leapt by, my love for you grew
I want you to know.. I miss you too

in pain 

he is my closest friend sa work
he is the nicest person i’ve ever met
lagi syang nandyan when i needed help
kahit kelan di sya nagsawang makinig sa magulong lablayp ko

everyone thought, more than friends kami
yeah, one time i wished that was true
i like this man, his attitude, hi loyalty and everything about him
kaya lang i’m afraid to love him co’z he seems to be so fragile

then last month he told me, he is not really ok
his one great love is getting married
i know he was devastated
i offered my friendship, but he rejected

pleur de la nuit…….cry of the night….
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in this time of pain everything is unbearable
beyond word, beyond someone can fill and endure
life would seem so worthless and useless
life would seem to slowly fade into a blackhole of darkness

i wish i would just walk away without remembering anything from you
i wish i would just walk, and every step i make would lead me to forgetting you
i wish every minutes that i spent without you would lessen what i feel for you
i wish that longing for you would just like be dreaming for something that money can buy..

i did what i’m suppoesd to do…. you are worth more than this world can buy..
you are worth dying for, you are worth a person’s life
you are worth one’s life, for if God give me one chance to be with you
I’ll give everything, but He didnt.. i wish God would just take me away to stop this pain

i once told you i’m going away from you
for even if i’m away i can feel the pain.. i can feel you..
Oh God , why did you give me this girl..
why did you let her breathe into me.. and be the reason why i’m slowly dying..fading..
forgive me LOrd…give her back to me…lead her back to me..i’m waiting…crying..

this is so much that a player can bear..i wish i’m just playing the game..
i wish i’m just a robot.. that if i wish to terminate one of my programs i can do it…
but this fucking heart just can’t do it…
this would just be one of my ungranted wish to Him.. to just cease me..just cease me..

Blame it all to you my angel for being so real..
blame it all to you for being so imperfect..
blame to you for being who you are….
i hate it….for letting me see the real you..God knows how i hate it..
how i did fall for being who you are..

Gosh why cant i say no to you..
while you always say No to me..
Everything is blurry and its hurting my eyes..my soul.. my heart…
Please make it better, clearer…coz i need you to hold me harder..

come back to me…i’m losing my senses..
come back to me while i can still feel you..
please…just forget what reasons you have..
just let me feel i’m worth it…jet ‘aime..
you know i would always feel the same…

———–15 mins worthless shit, cant stop thinking…
i’m going crazy.. and you don’t even care…

My Unfaithful Heart
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Sitting infront of the computer,
thinking what does really matter.
Is it the smile I see in you,
or the smile I see in me?

I was staring out in the sky,
waiting ’til it turns gray.
Wondering maybe at night I could cry,
and maybe nobody would notice when I lie.

Perhaps I could cut myself into two,
the first half would be with you,
the other half however would be,
lying on the sand while making out with him.

The man in my dreams is still in my mind.
Calling out my name and I can not deny,
that I love him so much, but then you see,
he couldn’t be with me.

I streched out my hands to you,
you took me like I’m all brand new.
Even if you knew about my wounded past,
you chose to believe that we would last.

I chose you ’cause I’m afraid to cry,
but in the end I might just die,
because my heart is torn between the two of you,
and none of you has a clue.

My heart is beating for two men,
One belives that he is all that I am,
the other thinks that I’m already gone,
but none of them knows what I am.

Part of my heart says I love you,
but part of it doubts if it’s true.
Confused as I am, I couldn’t see,
the future that’s ahead of me.

I’m sorry but I would continuously lie,
Until the day that you would cry,
until the day that you’d see through my hollow heart,
that it’s him that I really want.

Maybe you could show me how,
to love a man with all I got,
Maybe you could also show me,
to forget that man who’s been living in my dreams.

 

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ur guardian angel

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can’t replace
And now that I’m strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I’ll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It’s okay. It’s okay. It’s okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I’ll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you’re my, you’re my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don’t throw that away
Cuz I’m here for you
Please don’t walk away and
Please tell me you’ll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I’ll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

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nver knew i nided

December 17, 2009

for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)
for the ending of my first begin
(ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
and for the rare and unexpected friend
(ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
for the way you’re something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don’t wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)

you’re the best thing i Never Knew I Needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you’re the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it’s so clear i need you here always

my accidental happily (ever after) (oh oh oh)
the way you slime and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you’re the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)

you’re the best thing i never knew i needed (oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you’re the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
so now it’s so clear i need you here always

who’d knew that i’d be here (who’d knew that i’d be here oh oh)
so unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)
undeniablely happy (hey)
said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)

girl you’re the..
you’re the best thing i never knew i needed (said i needed oh oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you’re the best thing i never knew i needed (needed oh)
so now it’s so clear i need you here always
baby baby
: h a r a n a : 

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101 reasons why I love you…..

. I can be myself when I’m with you.
2. You fill up my senses, like the mountains in spring time.
3. You love me even with all my faults.
4. You are so beautiful to me.
5. I don’t have to vacuum before you come over.
6. You’re never boring.
7. Even when I’m grumpy, you still like me.
8. You let me give you a detailed description of how I spent my day.
9. Your idea of romance is dim lights, soft music, and just the two of us.
10. We both know that together we can work out anything.
11. You never make fun of me, even when I look like a clown.
12. Because you make me feel like I’ve never felt before.
13. I can tell you anything and you won’t be shocked.
14. You never say, “Are you going to tell that story AGAIN?”
15. We can talk about everything or nothing–it’s always okay with you.
16. You’re the light in my life, you’re the inspiration.
17. When you hold me tight, everything becomes alright.
18. I love sharing rainbow walks with you.
19. You always seem to know when things aren’t going great.
20. Your undying faith is what keeps the flame of our love alive.
21. You never intimidate me.
22. You know how to bring a smile to my face.
23. You’re always on my side.
24. We can talk over the telephone for hours together even if I’ve seen you the day before.
25. You’re so dependable and trustworthy.
26. When I need to cry, you lend me a shoulder and a tissue.
27. When I’m with you, nothing else seems to matter.
28. ‘Coz a smile from you can chase away all the blues.
29. When you listen, I know you’re really listening and not just waiting for your turn to talk.
30. You and me together…we can make magic.
31. When you’re around, everything’s fun.
32. We’re a perfect match.
33. We both really can’t do without each other.
34. Thinking of you add a wonderful touch of love to my every day.
35. You’ve taught me the meaning of love and sharing. Our world is more complete because of it.
36. You understand me…even when I’m sobbing.
37. Every moment spent with you is one filled with fun.
38. Your idea of a big night out is just the two of us.
39. Your love gives me the feeling that the best is still ahead.
40. With you I feel, as if in a single lifetime, I have known the joy of a thousand years.
41. You at least pretend you’re going to do what I suggest.
42. You never give up on me and that’s what keeps me going.
43. You’re as helpful as therapy, but you never charge me for it.
44. You’re simply irresistible.
45. Sometimes you call just because you’re thinking about me.
46. I can feel it, in the warmth of your touch, ’cause it touches my heart and soul.
47. For your sensitivity and support.
48. I love your smile…I really do. =)
49. Your terrific sense of humor…you know how to make me laugh.
50. I love you because you bring out the best in me.
51. You never get mad at me…even when I drive you up the wall.
52. ‘Coz you’re amazing, dazzling, and extra nice.
53. You understand if I forget something worth remembering.
54. In the story of my life, the best chapters are filled with you.
55. You always know just how to spoil me.
56. You’re a good sport even when I’m not.
57. Every heartbeat belongs to you.
58. It’s in the way you look at me and in your warm embrace.
59. Every time I look at you my heart misses a beat.
60. Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure.
61. You’re the one who holds the key to my heart.
62. I like sharing crazy times with you because you add the spice to my life.
63. When we’re together, time just comes to a halt.
64. You can read my innermost thoughts.
65. Your loving gaze is enough to carry me through a long day.
66. You bring to me joy beyond measure.
67. Your idea of fun is laughing really hard and playing practical jokes.
68. You never snore while I’m talking to you.
69. Honey, you’re that someone who makes happiness happen.
70. I feel so at ease in your arms.
71. Because of you, no matter what may come tomorrow, today my life is more complete.
72. Since the day you came into my life, everything’s perfect.
73. We share the right kind of love.
74. You always say what I need to hear.
75. All I need to do is look at you and….
76. You’re cool–no matter what the time, no matter what the place.
77. All the little things you do make such a big difference in my life.
78. I want to stay forever with you.
79. I can see my dreams come true in the ocean of your eyes.
80. You’ve taught me the meaning of love.
81. The softness of your voice is like satin on my soul.
82. You’re so cuddlesome.
83. I love all the ways you give.
84. I just can’t imagine being me without you.
85. You’re my anchor in life’s ocean and most of all, you’re my best friend.
86. You’re always on my mind. I just can’t do without you.
87. Just a touch…and I lose my heart all over again.
88. You’ve seen me at my worst and you still love me.
89. You’re so magnetic…I just keep coming back to you.
90. Love is what you mean to me…and you mean everything.
91. You are my theme for a dream.
92. You’re someone I can be goofy with.
93. I enjoy being with you.
94. You’d give up your favorite pastime to be with me.
95. I can ask you a dumb question without feeling dumb.
96. Whenever I need it most you’re there with your all-purpose hugs.
97. You excite me, delight me, ignite me.
98. You know all my secrets…and keep them.
99. You’re too hot to handle.
100. I’ve had the time of my life and I owe it all to you.
101. There are endless reasons why I love you but the most important is…darling, knowing you is loving you.

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