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As I sit here watching the ocean, I do hope that on the other side, you are doing the same…








I miss you LOVE

I awake each day with a smile
And greet it with a laugh;
The world is a treasure to me
Because of you.

Every time I think of something sad,
I replace the thought- with you!
My mind is instantly changed
And my heart is filled with gladness.

Every breath I take is meant for you,
I live this life surrounded in joy
And I bathe in the promise of your love,
My soul belongs to you.

Each time I see something beautiful
I want to take it and bring it to you;
My life has so much meaning now
All because of you.

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“I just need something to happen, I need a sign that things are going to change. I need a reason to go on. I need some hope! And in the abscence of hope, I need to stay in bed a feel like I’m going to die today.” - Grey’s Anatomy
once, i had a dream..
of being strong and great..
i’ll be there someday..
i began my journey..
with only pieces of my strenght..
i dared to conquer my fears..
conquered different obstacles..
there are times that i almost gave up..
but then, i realized..
my journey is the reward itself..
and i won’t look back..
i can go the distance..
there’s nothing wrong with having your goals really high..
and trying to achieve them..
that’s the fun part..
you may come up short..
i’ve come up short on a lot of my goals..
but it’s always fun to try..
and achieve them..
greatness lies not in being strong..
but in the right use of strenght..
“Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare
after having the best dream”
no more sad scribbling
I know I no longer have to be sad,
When thoughts of you came rushing in.
For you left me with good memories,
That I’ll keep deep inside my heart.
And it’s a promise that I’ll forever keep.
Even though I can now go on without you —
Those memories are not something to be got over with.What have I done to make you think I love you? There are times that I felt that I have not done enough to make you feel special while you have done a lot for me. I want to have this moment to say thank you for the big things like Honesty, for being true to yourself and being true to me. For Patience, for withstanding my mood swings. For Understanding my imperfections; and for the small things like your Smile that brighten up my exhausting day, your GentleTtouch, and your Whispers of I love you unto my ears. Those were things I will forever be thankful. You’re the best things that happen to me. I remember you used to ask me, ano ba ang gagawin mo para maipagmalaki kita? You don’t have to do anything. I’m proud of you just the way you are and I love you for that. I love you for being you and I’m very very proud of you.im so happy
to have you in my life..so happy to be love by you…
i will give up everything just to breath
the air that you’re breathing…
i wont think twice to give this
life i have for you…coz my life is worthless without YOU
He used to be my first thing in the morning..
And the last at night..But now…..hes juz sum1 Who crossed my mind….
juz 4 now
I don’t want to move on just yet.
As I’d very much want to keep this love I have for you.
And I’m willing to stay here a little while longer.
I’m going to hold on as long as I can.
Even if it means holding out the last tiny bit of hope
that someday there would be another chance.
But you don’t have to promise me anything.
I’ll just wait, but I won’t expect.
a testimony
Sometimes,I wish you never looked at me that way.
I never thought
I would ever find that passion from anyone.
But I think
Nobody has ever made me feel the way you do.
So I gues
Nothing in this world I wouldn’t do for you.
see my scribble soon
How can I tell you goodbye?
If somehow, you complete me.
I’ve found my missing piece in you.
I’ll always remember the way it feels.
You’ll always be my heart’s desire,
But I wouldn’t be asking for more.
What you’ve done and shown me
are enough for me to be happy.
And I’m so glad that in my life,
you’ve always been a part of it.
I’ve no regrets to what happened.
And I’m not feeling sorry about it.
I don’t want to ask anything
For it would be uncalled for.
I don’t want to understand why.
Things just happen for a reason.
All I want to say right now is…
Thanks for that special moment.A queen without a king is like a queen without a crownBeside you, my light is always the dimmest
Anywhere else, I’m the brightest
Anywhere else, I don’t belong
Beside you, that’s where I should be.
wanting to shine the brightest– dying the quickest.
How can i call my palace a kingdom if i don’t have you as my king
You ask me how my day was as if it is same everyday
I say Im okay but you really dont know how I feel
Do you think Ill be okay without you?
Are you okay without me?
The world without you is so hard that I blame myself for still breathing
What should I do?
Even now, I live each painful days because of your words
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Are you living each day painfully like I am?
You and me
Are we too late?
Dow we not have a chance?
I still think about you and you might know this
Finally is it this?
Are we going to end like this? Is it okay with you?
I dont think I can do it.
The love I find with you, I wont find it anywhere even if I die
What should I do?
If it isnt you no one else can hold my heart
Please hold me.
And you know that even though the whole world tries to
No one can erase your memories.
So please hold me
What should I do?
Even now, I live each painful days because of your words
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Are you living each day painfully like I am?
You and me
Is it too late?
Do we not have a chance?
But me, I still think about you, and you might not know.

"13 things about you"

  “13 things about you”

1. Someone in this world Loves you , in some way.

2. A smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don’t like you.

3. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

4. You mean the world to someone.

5. Without you , someone may not be living.

6. You are special and unique , in your own way.

7. Someone that you don’t know even exists , loves you.

8. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

9. When you think the world has turned it’s back on you, take a
look, you most likely turned your back on the world.

10. When you think you have no chance at getting what you want,
you probably won’t get it, but if you believe in yourself,
you probably sooner or later will get it.

11.Always remember complements you received, forget about the rude remarks.

12.Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel much better when they know.

13 If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know
that they are great. If you choose, send this letter to as
many people as you care about, you’ll brighten up someone’s
day, and might change their perspective on life, for the better
MY TOTS

i dont believe in soulmates
but i do believe that everyone has the right to be happy with someone who loves them equally

i dont believe in destiny
but i do believe that you should create your own

i dont believe in engagement
but i believe in commitment

i dont believe in divorce
but i believe that sometimes, its just time to let go

i dont believe in miracles
but i believe that good things happen to good people

i dont believe in angels
but i believe that somewhere, somehow, someone is watching over me

i dont believe in school
but i believe in learning

I BELIEVE IN YOU
BUT I DONT BELIEVE IN ME AND YOU.
i dont believe in soulmates
but i do believe that everyone has the right to be happy with someone who loves them equally

i dont believe in destiny
but i do believe that you should create your own

i dont believe in engagement
but i believe in commitment

i dont believe in divorce
but i believe that sometimes, its just time to let go

i dont believe in miracles
but i believe that good things happen to good people

i dont believe in angels
but i believe that somewhere, somehow, someone is watching over me

i dont believe in school
but i believe in learning

I BELIEVE IN YOU
BUT I DONT BELIEVE IN ME AND YOU.

"while i am sleeping"

 ”while i am sleeping”
I wake up each morning
ready to start the day
my first thoughts are of you
and how you are away.
I pull the covers back over me
and drift back off to sleep
because there in my dreams,
you’re there for me to keep
I don’t have to say goodbye
I don’t have to be blue
I don’t have to walk away
I can stay right there with you
We are happy and holding hands
smiling, looking at each other
knowing that this feels so right
and there will never be another
Yes, in my dreams you’re always there
and you always make me smile
so I’ll just sleep a little bit longer
so you can stay with me for a little while.
CONFUSE WHAT IS LOVE
When the first moment I saw you, my eyes couldn’t resist your charm.
When opened your lips and speaked so soft. I heard the sweet voice of an angel. I felt that I was floating in the air.
When you walked so smoothly towards me. I smelled your tantalizing fragrance. It made toxic and hallucinated.
When you looked at me so straight, my heart was bit so fast in different waves. I was having arrythmias.
When you grasped and hold my hands so gently. Your hands were so warmly and lightly. I felt an electrifying impulse rushing to my nerves and going through my brain.Why do I need to feel this way when I have still love somebody at this moment?Why can’t I sleep and keep thinking that we are together even I am beside with the one whom I promised to be loved forever?
Why keep you taunting the calmness of my heart and disturbing my peace of mind?Do I need to continue this love to make it spicy even I am still in the wonderful relationship of my present?
Should I entertain this feeling then let it blooms in result it may loss the love I have grown already for a long years?”
Now it is your time:If you were on this person shoes or status or dilemmas, who would you choose,the guy or girl who touched your heart indifferent and special feeling
or
the guy or girl that you have promised to be loved FOREVER with all of your HEART?Would it possible that “the STRANGE LOVE” may overcome “the PROMISED LOVE“?

sOmeOne aLways sayinG gOoDbyE

kambal

u & me

tristan,

I t’ll never be forgotten.
M emories to hold on to.
I t won’t be taken for granted .
S miles that can’t be hidden.
S ome things that we shared.
Y ou’ll always be remembered.
O n this day and everyday.
U ntil the chance is over.
 My Excruciating Pleasure
The reason why we can’t be together isn’t because what we feel isn’t true. I think we both know, that the moment we do, it will be the start of something that will be the end.
Think about it.Without the nonsense we share, then I am not sure how long we’d last. It’ll just be a matter of time before we mess it all up. I just think, either have the end, or wait. And maybe in the future
Just maybe.

 valuing scribbles
I finally found my happiness in ‘yesterday’.
It’s the only ‘past’ that I wouldn’t want
to leave behind in my entire life.
It doesn’t matter if it’s something that
won’t happen again in the future.
But at least I have those ‘memories’ that
I would allow to linger in my psyche foreve

one step at a time…

one step at a time…

If only tears could wipe away the pain I’m feeling inside…

It was too painful. I don’t know if I can still bear the pain I’m feeling inside. Is this the price of loving someone intensely? I feel lost without him. He means so much to me. I did never expect him to hurt me this way, as I’m feeling right now.

It’s been few months since it happened but still the wound was so fresh. The pain is undying.

***********

My story began after I’ve been through heartache. I met this guy when I was in College. I remember his face that day but I never expected I’d be falling in love again…with him. I’m falling in love with him as the days pass by and I don’t know why. It’s like, something’s drawing me near to him. It’s like magic. A year passed by but still he didn’t notice my mysterious feelings for him until a party came. He chose me as his partner. I gladly accepted his invitation. I thought it was just a friendly date but it was the start of a beautiful relationship I’d never expected to have. I can still remember the day when he proposed. I was shocked…. really really shocked. My face even turned red.

Days passed and eventually we became more than friends. My feelings for him grow as days passed by. He is everything to me. I never felt this wonderful feeling as before. I was so happy that I have him. I care a lot to him. I think of him often. I miss him every minute, every second. I have loved him more as I did before.

I never thought this would come to an end… until one day, I found myself crying. It was a surprise GOODBYE.

…”The journey has to end here”. My greatest fear happened on the sweet month of February… my birthday month, my favorite month and it happened on its 14th day – “Valentine’s Day”, the day when we should celebrate our love for others.

Gone are the days, which are so light and sweet. I couldn’t help it so I’d cry myself like what I’m doing now. It’s like I was broken into pieces. It was the most painful thing I had in my life. Never had I felt this before. I can’t believe it’s over. He is nowhere. He is no longer mine. We no longer belong to each other’s arms.

***********



I just want you to know that I miss you,
and
you have no idea how much I love you.

I know you don’t need another reminder because I tell you a thousand times a day how much I love you, but I do and that is my only way to show you.
I love the million ways you show me how much you love me, and I know my simple words can never compare.



I love every little thing about you

The way you laugh,
the sound of your voice,
the magic of your Kiss
the passion of your embrace



LOVE
i love you


I have had so many sleepless nights. I have lost my inner strength. I have lost my life. It’s like I have noone. I have nothing…. He left me.
posted by deeplyinlove (Jun 09, 2009 @ 10:46PM) views: 99

all i ever wanted

i try to forget
but its getting harder as it gets
i try to run away
but its getting harder everyday
one step forward
two steps backward
as i put a smile on my face
my heart breaks in many different ways
you put me through many emotions
and you didnt give me enough attention
you always make me feel i was taken for granted
your love and affection is all that i ever wanted

pen

it haS no vocal cOrds
yet it has the voiCe to say mY words
it cannOt thinK
yEt it has the power to bring my thOughts in liGht
it is lifeless
yet it alLows mE to cOmmunicate life
it has nO ear
yet it enabLes mE to reSpond to whUt i heaR


mY pen, was not cReated bY GOD
bUt camE intO being, throuGh mAn
it is bUt an invEntiOn
that gEts man attEntiOn
fRom a mAn who haS tongue
yet whistLes filthy words like a cLang
frOm a man endOwed with wisDom
yet thinkS with hollowness near hiS tOmb.


fRom a man possesing life
yEt walks in thE pathway of DeaTh
frOm a man blessed with eArS
yet cUd hardly heAr him whO breakS in teArs
mY pen is aRRayed with itS own limitationS & suBjeCt to many cOnditiOns
yEt it delightly revealS who I AM beneaTh mY sheeVes.


i sEe my pEn as an endeAring friEnd
it iS buT a pieCe of stiCk
yet it cAn do wonDers in jUst a cLick
and an ounCe of ink is whut it nEeds
to sow a bUnch of seeds.


sEed of tRuth that will remAin bY tomorrow
whEn u will sEe mE nO more…

crying

There was a time
When I was so broken hearted
Love wasn’t much of a friend of mine
The tables have turned, yeah
‘Cause me and them ways have parted
That kind of love was the killin’ kind
Now listen
All I want is someone I can’t resist
I know all I need to know by the way that I got kissed



It’s down on me
Yeah I got to tell you one thing
It’s been on my mind
Girl I gotta say
We’re partners in crime
You got that certain something
What you give to me
Takes my breath away
Now the word out on the street
Is the devil’s in your kiss
If our love goes up in flames
It’s a fire I can’t resist

‘Cause what you got inside
Ain’t where your love should stay
Yeah, our love, sweet love, ain’t love
If you give your heart away


I was cryin’ when I met you
Now I’m tryin’ to forget you
Your love is sweet misery
I was cryin’ just to get you
Now I’m dyin’ cause I let you
Do what you do to me

better together

There’s no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart,
our dreams, and they are made out of real things
like a shoebox of photographs
with sepia-toned loving
Love is the answer
at least for most of the questions in my heart, like
Why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it’s so hard?
It’s not always easy and
sometimes life can be deceiving
I’ll tell you one thing, it’s always better when we’re together

Mmmm, It’s always better when we’re together
Yeah we’ll look at the stars and we’re together
Well, it’s always better when we’re together
Yeah it’s always better when we’re together

And all of these moments
just might find their way into my dreams tonight,
But I know that they’ll be gone
when the morning light sings
and brings new things
for tomorrow night you see
that they’ll be gone too,
too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
into my day to day scene
I’d be under the impression
i was somewhere in between
With only two,
Just me and you,
Not so many things we got to do
or places we got to be
We’ll sit beneath the mango tree, now,

Yeah It’s always better when we’re together
Mmmm, we’re somewhere in between together
Well, it’s always better when we’re together
Yeah, it’s always better when we’re together

mmmmmmm

I believe in memories
they look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
you look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
There is no, no song I could sing
and there is no combination of words I could say
but I will still tell you one thing
We’re Better together

i am