y it is xO hArd 2 Love sUm1 sEcrEtLy?
aNd y it iS xO hArd 2 pRetEnd dAt u JUz waNna bE fRiEndz
bUt dAh tRuth is ur LongiNg 4 hiS Love.
if you’ll intend to break my heart,
just please,
do it in the rain…
so the tears can be masked,
and i can hide the pain.
ALONE may be lonely
but at least, they have no one to lose.
… so put your hands up : g r i n :
I know I can be so awkward at times
I can be insecure
You can call me naive, you can say I’m a child
You can say I’m so immature
For me to say that I love you now
But you’ll see I will prove somehow
I can be so much more
Someday there’s gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you’re gonna see
An updated version of me
And there would be no reasons then
To tell me that I’m just a friend
I’ll be a much better person, you’ll see
An updated version of me
Maybe I should grow a much nicer nose
A much prettier set of eyes
Maybe I should wear more colorful clothes
If it’d help you to realize
I’ve never been this in love before
Never wanted to change at all
Now I’m willing to try
LESSON IN LIFE……
Don’t compare yourself with any one in this world
If you compare, you are insulting yourself
No one will manufacture a lock without a key.
Similarly God won’t give problems without solutions.
Life laughs at you when you are unhappy…
Life smiles at you when
you are happy…
Life salutes you when you make others happy…
Every successful person has a painful story.
Every painful story has a successful ending
Accept the pain and get ready for success.
Easy is to judge the mistakes of others.
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes.
It is easier to protect your feet with slippers than to cover the earth with carpet
No one can go back and change a bad beginning;
But anyone can start now and create a successful ending.
If a problem can be solved, no need to worry about it.
If a problem cannot be solved what is the use of worrying?
If you miss an opportunity don’t fill the eyes with tears.
It will hide another better opportunity in front of you
“Changing the Face” can change nothing.
But “Facing the Change” can change everything.
Mistakes are painful when they happen.
But year’s later collection of mistakes is called experience, which leads to success.Don’t complain about others;
Change yourself if you want peace.
Be bold when you loose
and be calm when you win.
Heated gold becomes ornament. Beaten copper becomes wires. Depleted
stone becomes statue. So the more pain you get in life you become more valuable.
Some signs that your ex is still not over you
When we remain in contact with an ex, we may sometimes receive hints of attraction from that person that border past friendship. The truth is, we can never truly erase all feelings shared with someone we previously were intimate with. If you’re wondering whether your ex still might have feelings for you, here are some signs you may want to look for.
1. Your ex makes an effort to stay in contact with you.
When your ex is consistently putting effort into maintaining contact, they not only care about you but think of you on a regular basis. Showing genuine interest in your life is a sign they have your well-being at heart, and their desire to stay close means they enjoy your company and welcome your opinion.
2. You can still rely on your ex when in need of help.
It says a lot if your ex is willing to help you when you most need them. Of course, that doesn’t mean they should be willing to help you every time you have even the tiniest problem, but knowing they have your back when you really need them tells you they still hold you close to their heart.
3. Your ex envisions you in their future.
When your ex talks of the future and assumes you’ll still play a role close to them, it could be a sign they still hold onto the possibility of getting back together in the future. Of course, it might not mean that, and certainly you shouldn’t hold onto false hope. It does mean your ex sees the relationship between the two of you as special, and they should not be ditched just because of a bad break up.
4. Your ex still sends you a card or present during special holidays.
This is a fairly big clue that they are still not over you, especially if their present is something meant to be used or worn. Why? Because if they want you to use something they gave you, it means they don’t want you to forget them. If their fear is that you’ll forget about them, then clearly they still think you’re very important in their life.
5. Your ex has brought up your past relationship in a positive light.
Your ex might also bring up certain regrets relating to your relationship. As long as they are NOT intoxicated while they’re reminiscing about the past, it could be a sign they are testing your reaction to this. First to see if you still indeed care, and second to see if you care as much as they do about you.The more these signs are evident in your relationship, the more likely your ex is still not over you. However, simply going off these clues alone will not be good enough to know for sure if your ex has romantic feelings for you. The best way to be sure in that case is simply to ask them yourself. It’s also a good idea to look at why it is you want to know how they feel in the first place. If you find yourself showing similar signs as above, ask yourself if you still have feelings for your ex. If not, then is it possible they might not either?
is it rily der
I used to be afraid of change.
For I thought it was equated with
losing something important in my life.
But then I’ve learned to embrace it,
live with it and accept the fact
that nothing lasts forever.
Through experiences, I’ve also learned
to let go of things that are beyond my control.
I can’t hold on to something that
seems totally subjective or undefined.
I can’t also hold on to someone who
doesn’t want to be held on to at all.
If it’s not meant to be, then I guess
it’s just not meant to be
you said that things between us just happen and it was unexpected
their are no reasons for loving me and that it just simply is…
but you know what
it didn’t just happen
coz i know
i have reasons why i chose you
but
i am sure
that some other girl will eventually find what i have like and love about you….
ll about.. all about.. all about emotions…
We met but a few times, on rare occassions when he happens to have some spare time for trips (though i cant say its pleasure-related) on his hometown TACURONG….and whenever he’s home, i go tugging along.
Before he left for Manila for his residency, we have managed to see each other often too…he goes to Davao and in a way, we try to paint the town RED…or simply hangs out to where he is staying…most of it I consider memorable.
Indeed, I AM WITNESS TO SOME OF THE CHAPTERS OF HIS LIFE.
On these cuddly encounters, I discovered bits of the kind of man that he is….It is when he starts opening himself up, that my fascination rose to heights….seeing the other facets of him that is not yet known….for most times, i even wanted to reach out.
I am not much of a talker but he has his way of making me TALK…from nonsense to nonsense…that somehow, IT made sense at the end (weird as it is).
Like a jigsaw puzzle, i started analyzing every piece of him..the little bits of facts I discovered turned into something bigger than the “MAN” himself….A MAN of humility…simplicity…yet with a certain hint of ambition…perhaps, borne out of life’s frustration - having lost his dad at a young age and working his own way to get an education.
He use to say that his destiny comes by accident….one couldn’t be a doctor by chance, right? I would always say, it goes with too much hardwork….and in turn, getting the most bonuses from life (to quote him).
But, the way is not all that sugar-coated for him…he has to sacrifice “somethings”…like family..like happiness….It was really a heart-wrenching struggle he had treaded…i have witnessed every pains, heartaches, downfalls - more like a convulsing spasm of a desperate man, for a time, i can tell hat he’s nearing-death.
That was years ago.
Now, he stands (almost) triumphant…the traces may have been still there but not as evident like the two years that passed.
Still hanging out with him all these years and noticing his new air of cynicism, I cant help but reflect for the man’s transformation….can’t blame him, after all that he’s been through….But, i would like to think of it as an improvement on his part…he has learned to be tougher…even turned out to be the biggest philosopher of the millennium…what i mean is, namimilosopo na po sya! (hey, just kidding).
But, kiddingly aside, the pages are yet to be flipped while HE continues to SAIL ON.
Until this time, he has my RESPECT.
(and missing the cuddles still
-Sometimes two people decide to be just friends even if they still love each other.
And I often wonder why? I suppose it’s not the love that’s so hard to sustain.
But the commitment that complicates everything.
ur my qwn secret
Being in love with you is perfect bliss and fun
never had a day that i thank HIM for having you
your my heart’s secret
secret crush and love
” THE PATH OF CURIOSITY
LEADS YOU TO THE TOWER OF MYSTERY
you’re my life
my every breath,,,
the beat of my heart..
the one that makes me feel complete
my happiness
my sadness
my tears..
my laugh
the one who makes me sigh..
my inspiration..
my voice..
every song that song that i sing
every music that i play
every melody that i hear,,,
simply you’re everything that I AM…
” in the eye of storm
you’ll see a lonely dove.
the experience of survival is the key
to the gravity of love.. “
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