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080. “i retrieved broken promises among the shattered pieces of glass, each sharp end pricked my soul as tears & blood flowed down to the ground, forming muddy mirrors i saw what could have been, what should have been & what must have been. i traced back the past only to find the one that i have lost in the beginning..” 081. it’s hard to run from a feeling that haunts you every now and then. it’s painful to tell your heart that you don’t need it. you keep on pretending that you are better to be alone, when in fact you feel so empty… but why take chances if you see no hope? why try if there’s nothing to win for? sometimes, it pays to wait. never hurry. let infatuation die a natural death & give birth to true love when its time..
082. when i was in grade school, they told me to write down what i wanted to be when i grow up.. i wrote down “happy” they told me i didn’t understand the assignment. i told them they didn’t understand life. “it’s easy to get something by means of hard working.. but it does not necessarily mean that you’ll find happiness on it..086. one cannot question the existence of feelings. they are there - raw and undeniable. but one can choose not to nurture what is really felt. yet no matter what they say, what has been felt will always be more honest than what was chosen. hence, true realties are not built by the mind but by the heart..090. sometimes you feel you’re done waiting & holding on. but its amazing how feelings are gone one moment, & later renewed by a simple song that reminds you of his voice. the way he makes you smile and you’re completely clueless why. the way you look away once you realize his staring back at you. & then d hurt comes back all over again & again… 109. never say that someone completes you. we have to feel whole even we are by ourselves. for needing a certain someone is not love but dependency. wanting a person to become a part of our life is the best reason for having them. and you can only want when you know you have enough. so rather than search for that someone who will complete you, wait for the person who will compliment your completeness…118. its the silence that tells it all. sometimes its not about the yelling and the tears. all it takes is for two people to site beside each other and feel that something is wrong, that what was there before isn’t there anymore,, that they’re miserable when they’re apart but they’re worse when they’re together.. and that there are only two options left..either they sit still and ignore the pain,or one of them gathers enough courage to leave..119. Loveless? just wait. sooner or later there will be someone you will call you prince or princess.Brokenhearted? that’s the cycle of loving. everyone needs to pass the stage of healing.Single? no attachment; no commitments; no pains. but its sad to be alone..In Love? just continue loving. who knows someday the one you have right bow is the one whom you will spend your whole life with..
123. sometimes we regret words we said or left unsaid. we are sorry for that had bitter endings. for chances we threw away. for choices we should not have made. for signs we ignored, people we hurt and wounds inflicted on them. the past can’t be rewritten, but it can teach lessons. be thankful for every challence life has thrown at you. for every heartbreak. for every scar. some pages were turned. some bridges were burned. hopefull the lessons you learned made you a better person..
141. a perfect partner in life is someone you can be with & talk about anything without realizing that the day was over. someone who will always listen & feel twice the joy or pain you’re going thru. when you start to feel that “connection”, never let it go. coz there is more to companionship than to love only. because in the end, when all else fails & are consumed, you will always hold on to those times you don’t even need to hear the words “i love you…”143. Learn .. that when you plan to get even with someone, you’re only letting that person continue to hurt you.Learn.. that ignoring the facts do not change the factsLearn .. that the easiest way to grown as a person is to surround yourself with people smarted than you areLearn .. that no one is perfect untill you fall in love with them And Learn.. that life is tough, but you can be tougher..
160. “soulmates can never be found by grasping every hand you see and testing if your hands fit together. its that someone who stare back at you at the other side of life when you stare into space and lose consciousness of everything around you. then feeling a few seconds of what eternity means..”
161. if you’re in doubt with what you feel, better not express it. otherwise, no one would take you seriously.so if you’re mad, be mad, or people might think you’re fooling around.if you’re sad, be sade, or people might think you’re just seeking attention.if you’re happy, forget about worries or people might thing you’re pretentious.165.in life, there are lots of people watching our next move, desperately waiting for us to fail and even praying for us to give up.. but don’t mind them, it just doubles the fun of living and surviving.. let’s keep in mind that failures and problems are not things we should be scared of. they could lead to breakthroughs and great discoveries. see life as an adventure and enjoy every moment of it!167. Love isn’t about attraction, not about infatuation, not about lust, not about gifts and the length of time you spent together.bottom line?there’s no reason at all true love is having to wake up each day feeling so deeply inlove and overwhelmingly happy whenever this person is around you without even knowing why.making you forget the past.. cherish the present..and wishing the future would be spending the entirety of your lives together..
170. “When a woman buys a pair of shoes, she goes to 8 shops to compare style, color, fit and price. In each shop, she’ll probably try a dozen pairs - holding it, touching it, smelling it, wearing it, walking it - before she actually buys the shoes. She also usually brings a friend or friends, always conferring and asking for comments. But when it comes to love, a woman will love the first jerk that will make her blush.”
171. “There will come a point in your life when you’ll get tired of chasing everyone, trying to fix everything. It’s not giving up, its just a realization that you don’t need all those you went after, because what you need are those who stood by you even if you never needed them.”
173. its difficult to turn your back to someone whom you really wanna be with; to let someone feel neglected when in fact important; to show someone that you don’t mind when in fact you care a lot; to avoid someone when you wanna take a stolen glance; to treat someone as an ordinary being when in fact really special… too hard to be in the same place with the people you used to be with yet you don’t have a chance to have a word with them.. & laugh when you wanna cry your heart out.. too hard..1
178. if you can’t have the best of what you want, learn to make the best of what you have. “a vision without action is a daydream; an action without a vision is a nightmare.” happy people are those who don’t have many things in life but they don’t know how to make the best of the few things they have..
179. The Hebrew says: “Be very careful if you make a woman cry because God counts her tears. Every tear a woman shed is equivalent of man’s sacrifices in life. The woman came from a man’s rib, not on his feet to be stepped on; not on his head to superior, but on his side to be equal. Under his arms to be protected and near his heart to be loved..
183. sooner or later, start taking yourself seriously. know when you need a break, know what to get worked up and about & what to get rid of. do something that makes you stronger & more complete. because it’s never too late to have a life. & never too late to change one..
86.Thevowissimple,really.Those who take it promise to stay together for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness & in health, to honor & to cherish, forsaking all others until death do us part.Yes, the vow is simple.Finding someone worthy of such a promise is the hard part.
194. “sometimes you just have to put a period on something that has to end, and not just settle on a comma, you’ll realize that it’s nicer to see a complete sentence, rather than seeing a phrase that’s completely hanging and doesn’t even make any sense”
.”197. if you have forgiven a CHEATING MAN a couple of times, they are more than likely going to CHEAT AGAIN. because they already know that if they plead enough, you will forgive them198. “people say that bad memories cause the most pain, but actually, it’s the good ones that drive us insane..”199. A big jar full of water gets emptied by just a small hole..Meaning?A single pain could drain all the happiness of a loving heart.
210. Find someone:..who isn’t afraid to admit that they miss you who knows that your not perfect, but treats you as if you are..whose biggest fear is losing you.who says i love you & means it lastly, someone you wouldn’t mind waking up with in the morning, seeing your wrinkles & gray hair but still falls in love with you all over again..211. still bothered by what happened yesterday? sit down and relax.. no matter how bad yesterday was, it now belongs to the past.. don’t let it worry or stop you from pursuing many possibilities TODAY.. today is a gift you can unwrap and share with all, that’s why it’s called PRESENT.. :
216. Men are the scariest monsters made by God.. they are great liars, cheaters, too proud and they simply love too many. But when a man loves truly, he will lie at your arms, cheat death to be with you, he will forever be proud of you.. & love you in too many ways no one else can do.
217. she said: “i’m breaking up with you.”he said: “give me reason why.”she said: “i just don’t love you anymore, sorry.”he said: “no, you shouldn’t be sorry, coz that’s what i’m planning since last month. thanks for making it easier for me…”boy walked away & she finally said: “i thought you’ll find my joke funny,
.225. “according to the ancient, the engagement ring is place on the fourth finger of the left hand.. essence? because it has a vein leading directly to the heart
..”226. Trust is very important in any relationship. It allows us to enjoy a certain freedom without having to worry about jealousy and insecurity issues. It allows us to love without having to wrap our arms around someone all the time. Unfortunately, trust that is broken by infidelity is hard to earn back especially if you would keep asking why you were betrayed inspite of your faithfulness.
233. i’ll wait for that morning when my first thoughts are no longer for him. then i would realize that i had already let him go. it may not be the best sunrise, but i will go through the day knowing that my sunset will be better - for i know, i am no longer hurting.. 234. “people say they love you at the right moments of their lives.. then disappear at the wrong moments of yours.. people do the sweetest things when their love is new, then one day, they just turn bitter & cold.. people fall in love and eventually, somehow, one day, they just … fall out of it.”239. i won’t waste my time caring about the people who don’t like me - chances are i don’t like them too..i won’t waste my time worrying if people are talking about me - i affect their lives, they didn’t affect mine..i waste my time with friends - those that accept me for being me..if some people don’t like me - it’s because i’m not living my life their way..
i am always thankful for the few friends i have for they show me that in some way or another, real friends are still there & will be there..Tanx
241. “we barely notice it but we lose a piece of ourselves by being unhappy. and those little pieces are priceless because they can no longer be recovered once lost. we aren’t living a true life if we don’t live happy. there are lots of things to be happy about. it’s just a matter of appreciation & knowing..”
243. “You’ll never find anybody that achieves great success in life without a give-up story. Nothing comes free & there will come a time when you will find that you too will have to give up something good if you want something better..”
 255. Life is a constant change. Love is the greatest surprise.Friendship is your best defense.Maturity comes with responsibilities.& death is just around the corner.So expect little, assume nothing. Sometimes be selfish, learn from your mistakes, listen to your heart. Take care of your friends, treasure your family, achieve your goals. Cry because of laughter, laugh because of pain, eat your pride & throw up all the anguish in you. & always remember that LIFE is the best gift coz not everyone gets the chance to have it..
256. Mind Teaser:Don’t ever let yourself get so busy that you miss those little but important extras in life.. - the beauty of a day- the smile of a friend- the serenity of a quiet moment alone.For it is often life’s smallest pleasures & gentlest joys that make the biggest & most lasting difference.
257. you fail to understand a few things. you even at times close your mind from matters you never want to face. you get depressed. you mess up when you can’t manage everything coming by. you cry when you can’t help yourself anymore, you mourn, you become sad. you try to transform your emotions into something else, just to forget.you lie. you make mistakes. you get jealous & upset.you feel down like a toy being dumped.your hurt. but you still choose to exist.just because YOU LOVE..259. On holding on:have you ever wondered why even if someone is too numb to feel you, or insensitive to notice you, you still choose to stay?It’s because beyond what others see in that persn, you feel a tiny chance that maybe, just maybe if you hold on a little bit tighter, he/she will learn to value you..263. You yearn for someone not because you want to be complete. but because you want to add more color into your life. That person must not necessarily break thru your busy sched. That person must inspire you to manage your time well instead. You see, its not a matter of distance & time. It’s more like friendship on a higher level. Its smiling alone every once in a while, knowing that somehow, someone smiles at the thought of you.
272. Be realistic.If the person you love doesn’t love you, then pray for someone who will. Don’t rush things as they say: The best part of life is having someone “worth waiting for”
273. There are people who keep what they feel. They still smile even though it hurts. They pretend to be fine even if they’re not. They seem to be strong even if inside they are melting. Know what’s hard to say at this moment? Sometimes, we are one of them

.275. in love, you have to expect absence at some point, but that doesn’t mean an end. all you have to do is to wait for the time, give the person space. because true love is proved when a person has seen the best people in the world, but still turns back to where you are, reaches for your hand, & chooses you above the world’s best….277. Its harmless to be with a person who has that special spark for you, laughs around with you, flirts a little with you. After all there’s no commitment involved, it’s actually fun, if fun is really all your after. But believe me; it gets confusing in the long run & you just sit in a corner wondering.. IS THIS ALL?
278. you can never teach a guy to love a girl the way she wants to be loved. you have to wait for him to do it in his own way, in his own time. that’s the saddest part of being a girl. BUT you can never teach a girl to love the guy back the she did before if she already grew tired and fed up, understanding and waiting to be appreciated and love the way she deserves to be loved. that’s the saddest part of being an insensitive man.279. i just want that one boy who i could be myself around, the reason why i smile is because he put it there, and the reason why i’m done looking for the right one is because i would have him right infront of me.
281. If you can’t get someone off your mind, it’s maybe because he/she is supposed to be there. Rember, the mind can recognize what the heart’s trying to deny.282. Fall in love? That’s a hard thing to do. I’d rather have beer, it makes you warm inside, much like love. Then when you had too much to drink, you fall hard. Same thing. But when you have too much to love and get hurt, it takes so long to recover while with beer, just sleep then it’s over..284. PAIN is the mentor..REALIZATION is the lesson..but how can it be applied,WHEN YOU STILL LOVE THE PERSON?285. Ponder on this: sometimes its not LOVE..sometimes you’ve just become so attached..that you’ve developed a need for that person..just a need..and not LOVE
286. i have come to realize that his just a guy that i like and i truly love.but his not mine. and i don’t need to do things to make him love me. coz if he wanted to..HE WuD..
287. have you ever noticed that the more special you treat someone, the more that someone takes you for granted.. know why? coz they think.. . YOU WON’T EVER CHANGE..
290. when you have found the reason to walk away, never look back. just keep on walking, even if the destination is unclear. it will take a lot of courage for every step you make, but it will save some pride and honor for yourself. its better to get lost moving on, than being stranded and broken after all..
291. People said I’ve changed so much,.. well here’s the honest truth; I grew up.I stopped letting people push me around,I learned that you can’t always be happy;I accepted reality.
292. “you weren’t going to let go. i could see that. i didn’t want to do it - it felt like it would kill me to do it - but i knew that if i couldn’t convince you that i didn’t love you anymore, it would just take you that much longer to get on with your life. i hoped that, if you thought i’d moved on, so would you.” - Edward Cullen..
300. I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken - and I’d rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken pieces as i lived.
302. they say if love becomes painful, its time to let go and save yourself.. but just keep in mind, if love is true, pain is never a reason to let go. happiness can’t be found when you seek it for yourself..but when you give it to others, it will find its way to back to you.that’s the mystery of happiness, it grows when SHARED
305. Barry Manilow was wrong when he said.. ‘we had the right love at the wrong time..”It is simply an excuse for not making better decisions while in love. It’s an excuse in not standing up for what you feel and most of all, it’s an excuse for not being brave enough to stand by your love..308. Things i’ve just learned…..”in this world, its hard to tell who’s true and who’s not; people may be good at the beginning and cruel in the end;..never allow somebody to be your priority when in fact you’re just her/his option..Sometimes, it just feels good to fall in love but most of the times, it hurts,,
314. How would you know if you’re happy?It’s when you’re alone yet you don’t feel lonely or incomplete. Its when everything is wrong yet you find simple reasons to smile. Its when you wake up every morning without any regret from yesterday.
316. What could be nicer than seeing your loved one smile at you so sweetly for no reason? What could be more flattering than hearing him/her say you look good in whatever you wear? What could be more heartwarming than sharing with him/her an umbrella under the cold rain? …It’s to hear him/her say, “I’ve fallen in love with you more than I planned & I know for sure, there’s no way I’ll ever let you go..
322. Question: “can LOVE really last a LIFETIME?”Answer: scientist found out that romantic loves involves chemical changes in the brain that last 12-18months. after that, you and your partner are on your own..-love can absolutely last for a lifetime as desired to be maintained. meaning, its both your choice,,Bottomline: IT WILL LAST, if you know how to commit
 324. we also have the science to tell us exemplary love stories..Photosynthesis - the relationship of the sun and the leaves. where you meet someone who gives you all his love and never expects anything in return.Magnetism - where you meet your opposite, just the right one for you, and never got separated since then..and the Law of Gravity - where you’re destined to fall and ultimately meet the one you truly deserved without pitstops..334. A love should not be just words & talk;it must be true love, which shows itself in action.Relationships take time & effort, and the best way to spell love is TIME..Attention says: i value you enough to give you my most precious asset.. my time.Whenever you give your time, you are making a sacrifice & sacrifice is the essence of love. You can give without loving, but you cannot love without giving..
337. If people have to leave us in one way or another, it would be best if they’ll do it 100% lie-free and just slap the truth in our faces. We all do deserve something better than just lame excuses because lies in all sort do make us appear stupid.
350. more often than not, a relationship sucks. it could crush you, it might even kill you….so would you go for Scofield’s advice: “stay free. stay out. stay alive.” or would you go for Dr. House’s words of wisdom: “if i do this surgery, you might die. but don’t you think being normal is worth the risk?”
364. how do you know you’re happy again? it is when you’re alone yet you don’t feel lonely or incomplete.
it is when everything is wrong yet you find simple reasons to smile..
it is when you wake up every morning without any regret from yesterday..and it is when you feel beautiful after every awful thing that happened..365. Facts about friends:-50% of them know you and like you coz of the favors you do for them..-30% of them have seen you at your best..-15% of them share your pain but only 5% knows the real story of your entire life….”375. when you’re out there looking for that perfect person.. keep this things in mind: people change no matter how hard they try not to..as you grow older, you mature & with each new level of maturity comes different ideas, different needs and wants. the person who was perfect for you at 20’s could be the person you hate at 30’s.you have to find someone who will: grow old with you, change with you, laugh with you & cry withyou…..remember that there is no such perfect person in this world but there will always be someone who will complete u
380. If your friend is too frank that what she/he says hurts you. don’t get mad. Because Donkey once told Shrek: “Only true friends can be cruelly honest..”
383. ’seduction isn’t about forcing someone to do something which they don’t wanna do, its about pushing someone to do things which they secretly wanna do..’
389. Two kids playing in a park began to argue.One said: I hate you! I’ll never play with you again!For a few moments they played separately. Then later they’re playing together again. How do kids manage to be so mad one minute and best of friends next?Simply because it’s more important for them to be happy than to be right.. Sometimes we think we’re part of someone’s life.We share things with them, spend time with them & gather good memories with them.Then suddenly, they’ll show you that no matter how much you want them to be part of you, it can’t happen..Inspite of what you’ve been through together, you’ll realize that you’re still strangers, as you always have been..392. i was walking over a tall tree when suddenly its fruit fell down on my head & it did hurt me. i then looked up at the tree and a sudden thought hit me. .”do i need to be hurt first, before i look up above?”–make sense, 397. almost everyone’s asking why some people don’t want to have relationships again.simple answer…..they wouldn’t go for a relationship which they know will not grow. why bother being being with someone just for the sake of being with someone. they are not afraid to take the risk of falling in love.. they are not just dumb to be with someone they don’t see spending years with…..it may be hard and painful but it’s for the better.404. If we contemplate on the past for too long, we pass up the chance to change and grow.. Whether we like it or not, it takes extra effort to accommodate changes in our lives…we have to make choices..we have to make space..we have to let things go..we have to let things change!409. a true friend helps you discover a lil more about yourself everyday, because they always encourage you to share who you are and what you are feeling….they accept you at all times, they love you not only BECAUSE, but they love you IN SPITE OF…they care about your happiness as much as they care about their own…a true friend stands beside you when others walk away. they never stop believing in you, even if you stop believing in yourself..they have the smile that hugs you, the laughter that heals your heart
413. You’ll never find anybody that achieves great success in life without give-up story. Nothing comes free. And there will come a time when you will find that you too will have to give up something good if you want something better..
422. it’s not always right to stay in pain when you know you’ve already had too much and it’s not always wrong to be happy, when you know it’s about time that you deserve tobe..
428. “Life is not about searching for the things that could not be found..It’s about letting the unexpected happenand finding things you never searched for..”Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being ‘in love’ which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itsefl is what is left over when being in love has burned away..”  .Sometimes all we need in life is to tell whatever it is that we have inside.We just need to let it out then let it go.Whatever the consequences - we just have to be brave enough to stand up with our feelings. No one said life is easy but we should not make it a lot harder. Besides, life is too short. So do what your heart tells you. Stop thinking, stop worrying.Just keep this in mind: you might not have a second chance - so spill it out then embrace the result.. “Just don’t give up trying to do what you really want to do. When there is love and inspiration, I don’t think you can go wrong.” = Ella
446. “it was like that feeling being outside in the rain without a raincoat or umbrella. you prevent getting wet for a while and then YOU just surrender totally and YOU realize it feels pretty nice.. then YOU wonder, why do we fight the things we fight for when giving into them isn’t so bad at all?
465. why do we MISS someone..either we realize that we never treasured the moments when they’re around & it left us wishing we could turn back time.. OR .. we wertoo happy & we enjoyed every moment with them, that we became so used to there presence.. ..BUT when we finally walked separate lives, we realized that a moment spent without them is like a night sky slowly loosing its stars.. EMPTY .
474. whatever you give a woman, she’s going to multiply. If you give a sperm, she’ll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she’ll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she’ll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she’ll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So if you give her any crap, you can expect a ton of crap..
492. Love is not always a fairytale. There are people who give so much love to those who don’t love them back. There are some people who feel so loved and find out in the end they are fooled. There are some who’s into mutual love but can’t call as there partner as their own ‘coz someone already holds the title. There are some who gave so much love but the others won’t believe ‘coz they always consider your past. There are some who received so much love but can’t seem to move on from the previous relationship or the others just want to play game and choose their playmate. Now which story is yours?
Edward: “Do you want me to sing to you? I’ll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away.”
500. If people have to leave us in one way or another, it would be best if they’ll do it 100% lie-free and just slap the truth in our faces. We all do deserve something better than just lame excuses because lies in all sort do make us appear stupid.
“If you know anything that hurtful and untrue,do not say it. If you know anything that helpful but untrue do not say it. If you know anything that is hurtful but true, do not say it. If you know anything that helpful and true, find the right TIME!” For a moment i thought i could forget her.I thought the past could no longer haunt me or hurt me.I was wrong!For the past, no matter how distant, is as much part of me as life itself and she is part of that life.how I wish I’m still part of her life  be wh0 y0u want t0 be! cuz n0 0ne in this w0rld can dictate what y0u sh0uld d0 0r say! be happy and be in l0ve!!!”  
ALONE
I was staring at your photograph I was looking at you, the one I once haveYou’re so beautiful, my only oneBut now you’re gone and left all alone As I look at you my heart bleeds Wounds begin to heal but the pain never leavesThe scar it left behind reminds of youReminds me of someone that teach me things i never knewYou teach me how to love you How to trust in youHow to share my life with you But you never teach me how to live my life without youLove isn’t perfect. Love is overcoming obstacles, facing challenges, fighting to be together, holding on and never letting go.”Love isn’t perfect. It isn’t a fairytale or a storybook, and it doesn’t always come easy. Love is overcoming obstacles, facing challenges, fighting to be together, holding on and never letting go. Love is work, but most of all, love is realizing that every hour, every minute, every second of it was worth it because you did it … together.” “”As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it’s harder every time. You’ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You’ll fight with your best friend, and you might even fall in love with them. You’ll blame a new love for things an old one did. You’ll cry because time is passing so fast, and you’ll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too hard, and love like you’ve never been hurt, because every minute you spend mad or upset is a minute of happiness that you’ll never get.”" It was never meant to be.Just like fighting off impossibility.I wish for this rain to stop now.And it would stop right now. “once you let go of someone, have the courage to accept that you never see that person again, coz goodbyes are not made to happen for nothing; they really END g”I don’t pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.”"A heart is the strongest thing about you when it’s broken. It heals and becomes stronger than you think. All you need is time and the right person to help you put it back together.”"You never asked me to wait for you – and I don’t even know if you want me to. Heck, I don’t even know if I want to … but something is telling me that when you come back I’m going to be exactly what you want and you will realize I have been here all this time and you will wonder why you didn’t want me all along. And somehow, that will bring us to our happily ever after.”"The hurt began to fade and it was easier to just let go. At least I thought it was. But in every boy I met in the next few years, I found myself looking for you, and when the feelings got too strong I’d write you another letter. But I never sent them, in fear of what I might find. By then, you’d gone on with your life and I didn’t want to think about you loving someone else. I wanted to remember us like we were that summer. I didn’t want to ever forget that.”i kakulitan and i miss how you would annoy me all the time. i miss your voice. i miss your fat self. i miss it when you sing to me. i miss hearing your voice before i sleep at night. i miss talking to you for hours. i miss sleeeeeping with you on the phone. i miss your i miss yous. i miss your i love yous. i miss your corny letters. i miss our quiet conversations. i miss those nights when you make me cry because you wouldn’t stay up with me. i miss your sleepy head. i miss your stupid laugh. i miss how you were always there for me. i miss it whenever you cheer me up. i miss our asarans. i miss that feeling whenever im with you. i miss it when you stare right into my eyes. i miss your hugs and kisses. i miss waiting for your calls. i miss it when my phone vibrates knowing that it’s you calling. i miss being your girlfriend. i miss your smile. i miss how you act so shy. haha. i miss it. i miss how you’re so scared talking to my brother. i miss playing word racer and scrabble and battleship with you. i miss your messages and comments on myspace. i miss sharing my everyday life with you. i miss the feeling of being in love and being loved by you. i miss those days when you were still mine. i miss you. i miss you so bad. i really do. … miss youIt’s crazy to pretend that I don’t think of you The more this feeling just seems to grow and growI miss you Oh how much longer can I hold on to Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too Miss you…All I want is for this love to last forever You walked away, never came back, oh I tried to recoverI can’t bear it boy alright When I hear a song that we had used to share I’ll try as I might to hide the tears, and when the pain is over I’ll wish that you are near
“Someone will be here.SOON.”
It seems to be a connivance betweenthe happily in relationships to makeus[ s i n g l e s  envy..but that was before.I just proved that when someone grows up,his principles mature too.I dont have to envy them for they have someone to celebrate it with. I suddenly saw that i have these what you call friends.Who said that VD is only for lovers?well..i love my friends.I just figured out that they matter most than having a guy in my life.its true that guys matter but who would exchange the chuckles and laughters of friends over JUST A GUY? ]there’s no need to rush thingsyou want to deal with forever.It will come,take it from me.someone will be here soon,someone that will join me inriding swingsinplaygrounds.someone who’ll stand besidethe tree im standing to.someone who’ll sit by me on bleachers at parks.SOMEONE WILL BEHERE SOON.x]and he’ll make me see why he’s worth the wait.311. just when you’ve moved on and thought you’ve finally gone far enough, something brings you to a touchstone. and that’s when you realize, love has a habit of coming back..Love is like a lost object. If you search too hard, you won’t find it.But if you just forget about it It will show up in the most unexpected way.. the “you” has change countless of times and its still on the hunt on changing again…it scares me when i hear/see the words iloveyou…i think it gave me a phobia…their are some people who say those words too early in a building relationship
and make the recipient shy away from it…it takes time for those to sink in after a few losses…but its still ironic that when you finally ready to say those sweet wordsthe giver doesn’t want it anymore….what a life…make it better
.whO caN wresTle me aNd LeT mE wiN… wHO cAn taLK to AbOUt anYthiNG… wHO puTS mY cOld HAn in a wArm hoodiE poCkets… whO leT me uSe soFt coTTon thinG foR a piLLow, whO sayS i LOve YOU♥ & mEanS it… whO wiLL kiSs me iN thE raiN, in tHE suNshiNE, & in tHE sNOW… wHos calls uNexpEctedlY… wHO realIzes tHAt i SaY thiNGS buT doNt alwAys meaN thEm… wHO i CAn Go swiMMinG wiTH hOt daYs… whO caN teLL me pRobLEms aNd lEt mE hELp… wHO wiLL kiSs mE and teLL me i’M tHe grEAtesT persOn i eveR meT… anD wHO siMPly be miNE to hoLd. ♥i WaNT sOMEoNE wHo wiLL neeD me Like tHE aiRwebREaTHE♥EvryOne sEes whO i appeAr tO be bUt Only a fEw knOw thE reAL me, yOu can Only sEe me whAt i chOose tO shOw there’s sO muCh mOre yOu just dOnt knowI’d rAtHeR nOt tO Be In lOvE, fOr a rEAsOn that I DoN’T WanT To Be LeFt BeHiNd, I’d ratHer nOt tO bE iNlOvE,BeCaUsEsOmEdAY,sOMehoW I’lL Be sAtIsFiEd ♥♥♥if a person gives u advices,it doesn’t mean he’s/she’s not capable of doing any mistakes..if a person doens’t show any signs of wikness,it doesn’t mean his/her not AFRAID of anything..if a person always displays a smile,it doesn’t mean he/she doesn’t know how 2 be sad & cry &if a person tells u he’s okey after ahartBreak,it doesn’t mean he/she finally moved on rember that having a facade ofclown,doesn’t mean ur really HAPPY & NUMB for all the pain the world gave u..coz u have this one thing that sets u apart from a stone…a HEART theRE aRE a Lot oF stoRed dreaMS..donT caRE if soMeone sTEals them..i onLy feeL onE thiNG.. iM reaLLy reaLLy hurT.. uSIng a uNique keyword..i searCH the world..i waNT to fiND a pLAce.. to decoRATe my announcement… tHE darK nighT, tHe upwinD,, the driZZLIng raiN, the dream, the paSSion and me.. painFuL yet sweet..wHy shouLD i care at aLL??  ..tRapped iN a jaR..fLutteRing-beaUtiFul aNd siMpLe..But,goiNg n0WheRe!!!. iTs noT about being wHo everyone else wants u 2 be… iTs about being yourself….and finding someone hu loves every bit of it. confession Yeah I was torn….For what do I really feel This is something I couldn’t seal
Yet, you can question the immaturity But not my immense sincerity However, I’m grateful….For inspiring me in a weird way For putting my ignorance at bay For extracting out my immaturity nYou’ve ignited my engulfed identity Now i would say…. have done my part to win it But nothing to lose,indeed!You re such an exceptional And forever will be special Then I quote.There is a reason for expiration But the bitterness should leap away from regression Co’z I thought I made a right decision To scratch a paper for a motion!well I won’t let you remember the bad after taste,    you know what I mean. so i guess what i am trying to say to    you,  my friends, is that love and friendship is a    rare, unique and wonderful thing….don’t let    either pass you by just because you are blinded    by your own expectations. You haven’t found the right person if you can live with them,  you’ve found the right person if you can’t live without them
Ask…listen…let go
…D0nt be bitter and full of hatred when the 0ne you l0ve d0esn’t love y0u the way y0u l0ve him/her… D0n’t f0rce y0urself to undestand when y0u cant, to fight hard when obvi0usly its over,and play deaf to the nagging truth  that what y0u’ve had d0esn’t w0rk anym0re…Instead…Say…”i had l0ve y0u m0re than y0u think i w0uld,but i feel s0rry that y0u’ve l0st y0ur chance  to be l0ve m0re than y0u w0uld ever feel in y0ur life after this…” The most hurtful kind of lies are the ones delivered by the people you care about the most. It makes you doubt everything you know & makes you wonder why you care so much & worst of all, it puts you in the position of deciding whether to tell them you know they’re lying or act like you’re too dull to even know the difference.Keep this in mind, the next time you lie to someone who cares about you because more often than not, they know & it hurts a lot.”I don’t pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.”s a lil girl i believed n wands, fairies, fairytales..den u came en i believed n prince charming..but u made it hard 2believe n hapi ever after..\so i decided 2leave, nt coz i dnt luv u, bt bcoz..lil girls grow up 2.. minsan, ang pag-ibig parang habulan.. kapag siya ang taya, gagawin niya ang lahat para mahabol ka..pero pag napagod na siya, at ikaw na ang taya,wala na pala.. aywan na..what has passed will never come back…Remember that there was a time when you could live without that thing or that person..Nothing is irreplaceable..A habit is not a need..Closing cycles are not because of pride,incapacity or arrogance..But simply because..It no longer fits your life.. “and it doesn’t always come easy. Love is overcoming obstacles, facing challenges, fighting to be together, holding on and never letting go. Love is work, but most of all, love is realizing that every hour, every minute, every second of it was worth it because you did it … together .There’s no combination of wordsI could put on the back of a postcard No song that I could singBut I can try for your heart, our dreams, and they are made out of real things like a shoebox of photographsLove is the answer at least for most of the questions in my heart, like Why are we here? And where do we go?And how come it’s so hard?It’s not always easy and sometimes life can be deceivingI’ll tell you one thing, it’s always better when we’re together: “do you know what happens when you hurt people?” they may begin to love you less and begin to forget that they loved you once “sweetness of a person will make you happy.. but it will bring confusion if you will see the same person with the same sweetness with someone
Elsee verydayEveryday until you forget the things that hurt I hate the thing that make you hurt And how I wish I could take them away If only it could be done,I do t for sure… - I love you and I will tell you everydayEveryday until you forget the things that hurt And how I wish I could take them awayIf only it could be done But it cannot be done.I cant do it Because you wont let me. TriciaI just made a choice nyou chose to break my heart baka kaya tao iniiwan ng taong mahal natin kasi baka my bagong darating na mas okay. na mas mamahalin tayo yung tao hindi tayo sasaktan at paasahin. yung nagiisang tao na magtatama ng mali sa buhay natin nang lahat ng mali sa buhay mo  Nasaktan ka ang dahil hindi maluwag sa puso mo na ibigay sa kanya ang hinihiling nya sayo When it comes to relationships, don’t be the person who has to look back and wonder what they could’ve had. Forget about the risk and take the fall. If it’s really love, it’s worth it all. The secret of loveI thought IunderstoodThe way its supposed to beI never imagined you couldBlow my theory apart But now youre running away with my hart “. Sometimes if a string gets too tangled and messed up to solve. Its better to cut it out to start a new one and save the untangled part. i used to wonder why i can’t seem to find the right person. i even ask god why he wouldn’t allow me to commit myself to anyone. it took me years to know the answer. god wanted me to wait for you  you alone. Give My Thanks To God For Having You  He Could Of Put You With Another Dude Girl I Wanna Make Home With You Spend My Life Get Grown With You put These Words in stone For uYou came into my life, thinking you could shake me down ’cause I’m just some spoiled rich brat who needed his daddy’s protection.’ Trust me; when I make things disappear, they stay buried.. Love is having the ability to walk away, yet lacking the desire to ever want to. My envy can’t describe how I loathe you for having all the stars leaving my eyes to marvel the sky knowing it should be mine yet it’s you I see wasting the dream that only I deserve, I’ll tear off your face to see your smile.You might find out that the thing you hate so much..Might be the very same thing you’ll miss when it’s gone..The worst thing you’ve ever done, the darkest thought you’ve ever have, I will stand by you through anything.because I love youI’m in a deep pain I didn’t know where this pain came fromIt suddenly erected on my heartThis pain makes me weakI feel so hollow insideA bit of despairThe feeling of being unwanted,unloved, and uncaredNow i’m licking my wounds Trying to heal it on my ownHope it will be heal before my clock stop tickingIt’s not about being able to live without you..It’s knowing i could..But choosing not to.. There is nothing sadder in this life than to watch someone you love walk away after they have left you. To watch the distance between your two bodies expand until there is nothing left but empty space… and silenc
Paintbrush
I keep my paintbrush with me
Wherever i may go,Incase I need to cover up So the real me doesn’t show. I’m so afraid to show you me,
Afraid of what you’ll do-that
You might laugh or say mean things
I’m afraid I might lose you.
I’d like to remove all my paintcoats
To show you the real,true me,
But I want you to try and understand,
I need you to accept what you see.So if you’ll be patient and close your eyes,I’ll strip of my coats real slow.Please understand how much it hurts To let the real me show.Now my coats are all stripped off.
I feel naked, bare and cold,
And if you still love me with all that you see You are my friend pure as gold. I need to save my paintbrush though, And hold it in my hand,I want to keep it handy Incase somebody doesn’t understand.So please protect me, my dear friend
And thanks for loving me true,
But please let me keep my paintbrush with me
Until I love me, too.sometimes we hide what we really feel with laughter and smiles…
my heart and me
here iam again  trying to hide in my own sanctuary hoping to find the peace i wanted on my heart and me
i sit back, trying to recollect
of all the things that came flashing back on me just then i remember… all of those hurts and love
that i have….all of the pains that my heart feels mesmerizing over it makes me feel lonely only to find out , i was lost only to find that iam like a soldier losing his fight
only to find out that iam all alone
i thought i could hold back those memoriesi thought i could temper my woesand heal those hatreds in me with the passing of times
i thought i could be in temperance with my heart and me
and thought i could be better
but then again…it came up once againbringing me to a stupor
feeling aghast… i sit back once again
feeling my heart and me
A boy and a girl were playing together.The boy had a collection of marbles. The girl had some sweets with her. The boy told the girl that he will give her all his marbles in exchange for her sweets. The girl agreed.The boy kept the biggest and the most beautiful marble aside and gave the rest to the girl. The girl gave him all her sweets as she had promised.That night, the girl slept peacefully. But the boy couldn’t sleep as he kept wondering if the girl had hidden some sweets from him the way he had hidden his best marble. Moral of the story: If you don’t give your hundred percent in a relationship, you’ll always keep doubting if the other person has given his/her hundred percent.. This is applicable for any relationship like love, friendship, employer-employee relationship etc., Give your hundred percent to everything you do and sleep peacefully.
Forever I’ll Wait
I sometimes feel my heart will burst
from wanting you so much I can’t explain in words of how
I long to feel your touch
There is no way I can convey
this emptiness insideThat seems to tear my soul to shreds
as time goes swiftly by
If I could merely hold you near
for just a little while
If I could simply talk with you
or only see you smile
To have you look into my eyes
and wait to hear you say
Something that would help me
to take this pain away
If I have to wait forever
I guess that’s what I’ll do
For me, it will be worth it
to finally be with you

BRAZEN LIES
i thought you were my adonis
and thought you were my rock
with whom i can lean in times of troublesto be my knight in a shining armorthought you will the one who will light up everythingbut alas!!! i was wrong to think of thosei was wrong in believing in all your words you utterthat seems to be the sweetest music to my own ears
i was carried away by your sweet nothings that your guily tongue talks
yet, without a word you leftwithout explanations…without saying goodbye..just then, i know that you are leaving me for good
to belong to someone else forever..
.There’s no combination of wordsI could put on the back of a postcard No song that I could singBut I can try for your heart, our dreams, and they are made out of real things like a shoebox of photograph
MemoRieS oF yEsteRdaY
I missed those times when you arethere Those times when your classmates and friends,Kept on teasing me to you,telling me ’bout your attitude.I missed the day when you said that you have feelings for me;though your too shy to approach and I just don’t know why.If you only knew…..I felt the same way too;but time did not came  For leeting you know what I feel.Wish I could turn bakthosetimesButthen,it’simpossibleI need to face the present and continue to move on.I’llalways treasure those moments’coz it has a plce in my heart;and it will forever remain,as MemoRieS oF yEsteRdaY
thE rEtuRn oF thE cOmEbAcK… XDthat love isn’t all just chocolates and roses..It’s not supposed to be always sweet, happy, touching, and warm..Love could be cold and strict when it needs to be alone..When space needed..And sad when it has to be..Don’t expect love to always make you feel good..But do expect it to make you grow..HE CONFLICTThe one whO Loves me oR thE onE I LoVETHE COMPARISON The OnE I LovE wiLL kEep me HoPinG…But ThE OnE whO Loves me wiLL offer me eVerYtHinG…ThE oNE I LovE CaN giVe me a MoMenT…WHiLe ThE OnE whO Loves mE caN giVe me EtErnitY…ThE oNE I Love caN eAsE mY pain,..yeT thE one whO LovEs me CaN take DaT pain& own it…instead..& thE oNe I LovE CoULd bREaK mY hEart & thE onE whO LovEs mE wiLL do anYthinG to rEbuiLD it…Distance is a dagger in the heart of two lovers? “NOW IT’s YOUR CHOICEsometimes we bliv dat life has to move on.. we reminisce abwt d past, but realize dat gud things never last.. but somehow in smway we silently wish to hold on to d one we once had.. In ways you never thought you would..
let go
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.Write, for example,’The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.’The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.Tonight I can write the saddest lines.I loved him, and sometimes he loved me too.Through nights like this one I held him in myarms
I kissed him again and again under the endless sky.he loved me sometimes, and I loved him too.
How could one not have loved his great still eyes.Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have him. To feel that I have lost him.To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.What does it matter that my love could not keep him.The night is shattered and he is not with me.This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.My soul is not satisfied that it has lost him.My sight searches for him as though to go to him.
My heart looks for him, and he is not with me.The same night whitening the same trees.We, of that time, are no longer the same.I no longer love him, that’s certain, but how I loved him.My voice tried to find the wind to touch his hearing.Another’s. he will be another’s. Like my kisses before.His voide. His bright body. His inifinite eyes.I no longer love him, that’s certain, but maybe I love him.Love is so short, forgetting is so long.Because through nights like this one I held him in my arms
my soul is not satisfied that it has lost him.Though this be the last pain that he makes me suffer
and these the LAST verses that I write for him.though I’m quietly bleedingmy heart still choose to love you even more
I’ll just let all those tears drop as a walk byWilling to continue the path that i had chosen-CONTINOUS
i mAy nOt bE thE giRl thaT u drEam..buT stiLL uR thE guY that I aLwayS drEam…