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HARTS & CHOCOLATES

March 17, 2009
though I’m quietly bleeding
my heart still choose to love you even more
I’ll just let all those tears drop as a walk by
Willing to continue the path that i had chosen-CONTINOUS


i mAy nOt bE thE giRl thaT u drEam..
buT stiLL uR thE guY that I aLwayS drEam…

Heartaches And Chocolates
posted by brownskin (Mar 01, 2009 @ 11:01PM) views: 35

You open your eyes in the morning and realize everything has changed. You are in love. You’ve got the right love, the right place, the right time, and then poof! you’ve got the wrong person!

You go down to the kitchen and decide to make yourself a cup of coffee, but then you don’t know how because you’ve never made one in your whole life.. So you go out, hail a cab and go to starbucks.. Order an espresso, smell it and admit to yourself that you never really like coffee..

So you leave the coffee on the table and order Coke! Ahh, there! The most refreshing thing in the world!

After an hour you sit there with six empty coke cans, and your tummy aches like hell..

So you go home and sit on the john cursing the coca cola company..

On the other side of the bathroom is the bathtub. No, you can’t drown in there. You look up the ceiling, and then remind yourself that mom wouldn’t like you hanging yourself to death.

Then you go to bed remembering how you said it to him and why. Your tummy still aches but the moments flashbacking in your already aching head are unstoppable. Everybody (and whether you like it or not you belong to “everybody”) knows that he is dating someone, and it’s not you! The wedding is scrupulously elaborated by others than by himself. So how could you profess (or confess) your love to him? That makes you the stupidest creature ever existed in the cosmos!

Yesterday his smile seemed ridiculous and you almost thought he was laughing at you at the back of his (well, you insignificantly say senseless) head. But now you think that smile could have meant something. You just can’t figure out what.

And being your immature self, you go down to the kitchen again to get a bar of snickers and actually think it can help you forget.

And to prove your infamous lack of sense of differenciation, you wish you have more chocolates rather than think of how you can actually live up to your stupidity from yesterday.

There you are, crying, not because there’s world war III in your stomach, but because you are trying to eat your heartaches away..

Heartaches and Chocolates.
/meldita.

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this is the first time i wished i were someone else. why is it that sometimes
when we love someone
we dont show it?

we dont let that special someone feel it?
is it because of our pride?
self denial?
fear of rejection?
or

is it because of the simple fact that we tend to deny
ourselves of the things that make us happy
just to play it safe and eliminate the possibility of getting hurt

well well well
posted by gitaraboi (Mar 01, 2009 @ 12:08PM) views: 55
it has been a while its been sometimes, since i last mess with you guys. : l o l : 
and it has been a quiet while to find out that, you cant trust no one but yourself. no not your friends, not even those hu tries to get in your way.

it has been a long long while….. it has been so far and longing to believe that you wud recognize my face again when i show up..

and most of all it was quite while that every morning then i f c k i n g stay awake.

its getting worst i must move on

 

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