i also love beaches,,,i love nature,
i love listening to music, texting, chatting with my friend,
i like watching movies-i really like twilight.....
i ,ove collecting kowts, writing, reading pocketbooks, books
im happy im just me... being real... is wat i want to be,,,
its been awhile since i last talked to you and it seems like forever had passed. you know, i really missed you. i’m striving everyday, trying to bring back the impossible glow that only you could give. i know we made mistakes so right now im saying sorry for everything that you didnt like and i hope you understand the pains that i gave. its common in a relationship to have problems. the two will always work hard to be together for life. im afraid to say that right now, i realized that our love isnt enough so we would always try our best to satisfy each other, spend some time together. you smile at me…..i remember your smile..its perfect… anyone can be in love with your smile.. i always love yoursmile but that smile was the reason why we are not together now…
back then you smiled at me and said..” i love u no more”
yes, i cried all night, though the next day, i was quiet, i felt my heart shattered into million shards. it seems so hard to rebuild the pieces together… glue will not be able to help nor anything else…
so right now, i wanna say goodbye. im moving on though its hard… thank you for spending your days with me, sorry if i wasted it.. thank you for always speaking to me, sorry if i didnt listen… thank you for loving me, even though i knew u didnt love me at all you only loved yourself..
i just want you to know that i’ll always be your best friend and you’ll always be my true love…
i hope you will be happy with your new found love…
i hope he will not give you pains… i love you…goodbye…
You understands me so well…
You appreciate me and my feelings..
You accept me as who I am and not trying to change me..
We make fun about every single topic we had and laugh at it
’cause.. you’re just like me..
whisper iluv u
Why, why do I want to do everything for you?
And why, why do I feel I always want to be with you?
My dream is to hold you in my arms
For only your picture is in my hands
I hope that I can be with you
Brave enough to whisper, “I love you…”
Hey I’m (I’m)
So glad we’re friends (So glad)
Your true comfort never ends (Comfort never ends)
And I’m (I’m)
So glad you’re here (So glad)
With you there’s nothing to fear
I can feel a magic in your wings
I can fly
Just do anything
I can be myself with you (I can be myself with you)
Can I just whisper, “I thank you?”
Every day in every way I only want to be with you
Every day in every way I want to whisper, “I love you…”
I’m sure that you’re the one for me
I’m sure that you’re the best for me
And why, why can’t you see
That I’m so in love with you? (So in love)
Why (Why?)
Why not say yes? (Yes)
So I can be much closer to you
I’ll even run around the world
I will swim across the sea just so I can be with you
Near enough to whisper, “I love you…”
Every day in every way I only want to be with you
Every day in every way I want to whisper, “I love you…”
Every day in every way I only want to be with you
Whisper, “I love you…”
’cause we have heart to heart connection..
And your always there with me in my good times and bad times..
’cause you know what i feel even before i say it..
its just amazing…how you know it..
so amazing.. you’re amazing.
and am Loving it
I didn’t want us to burn out
I didn’t come here to hold you
Now I can’t stop
I want you to know that it doesn’t matter where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
I want you to know you couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you’ll find another that doesn’t always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn’t keep this love alive
You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know that it doesn’t matter where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
I want you to know you couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone
I’m already gone
Already gone
You can’t make it feel right when you know that it’s wrong
I’m already gone
Already gone
There’s no moving on
So I’m already gone
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they’re haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
I want you to know that it doesn’t matter where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
I want you to know you couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone.
want you to know
one thing.
You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.
Well, now,if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.
If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.
But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.
Bulletin: Read this carefully.
Boy: (cutting her off) ugh i’m so mad
Girl: why? what’s wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game, parents flipped out on me
for no reason, and im catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games, you know it,take care of you when you’re sick, what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it a lot of money
Boy: but hey i don’t feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some…
Boy: can’t it wait till tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure, bye
Boy: bye
2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive …she goes…her friend swerved to avoid a truck….hitting a tree instead her
friend was killed instantly….she’s in critical condition
This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend
Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister…your gf was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ?????
Sister: she’s in critical condition
Boy: i’ll be there in 10 minutes
He shows up to the hospital room …standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump
Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this…
it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in lipstick
he opened it….. it said ….. “You’re everything to me….i love you with
everything i am and everything i have…i want to spend the rest of my life with you”
sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they went to and the first picture they took together. he kissed the picture as a
tear fell from his face onto the picture, it looked as if in the picture she was crying.
then the machines flatlined….3 minutes later she was pronounced dead
| I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
Write, for instance: “The night is full of stars,a The night wind whirls in the sky and sings. I can write the saddest poem of all tonight. On nights like this, I held him in my arms. He loved me, sometimes I loved him. I can write the saddest poem of all tonight. To hear the immense night, more immense without him. What does it matter that my love couldn’t keep him. That’s all. Far away, someone sings. Far away. As if to bring him near, my eyes search for him. The same night that whitens the same trees. I no longer love him, true, but how much I loved him. Someone else’s. He will be someone else’s. As he once I no longer love him, true, but perhaps I love him. Because on nights like this I held him in my arms, Although this may be the last pain he causes me, |
I thought you felt the same way.
When we held each other I prayed you would stay.
I loved the way you looked at me.
I guess it just wasn’t meant to be.
I thought you loved me undesirably.
Didn’t you know you were my everything.
You were all I thought about.
In my mind there was no doubt.
Now I see your not in love.
It wasn’t something from above.
You’re with her now and you’re happy.
I’m the one who’s mopey and sappy.
That’s ok though because if I had to pick the one to suffer
I’m glad it was me. I love you more than ever.
My love for you will never go away.
But to tell you that I would never say.
It’s so hard to let you go.
But it’s now time to move on slow.
So this is my goodbye.
My darling, my love, my only one.
This is the last time I will cry.
