confused,

I miss you.
I know we’ve said our good-byes,
and I know we’ve gone our
separate ways,
but I still miss you
I wish that people were like chalkboards,
and we could wash our memories clean.
But we’re not.
And we can’t.
Yet despite the anger that I feel sometimes,
I still miss you.
We were happy once,
and I remember those times.
I remember how we smiled and laughed,
and how you held my heart
in your hand.
I remember the tears and the fights
and how I took my heart back,
bruised and slightly wilted.
But still, somehow,
I miss you,
and I just wanted you to know that

>>>>How do i sAy gOodbye to SomeOne i nEvEr haD? Why dO TearS Fall 4 Someone whO wAs nEveR mIne? wHy iS it Dat i MisS SOmEone I wAs neVer wIth & wHy dO i LoVe SOmEone Whose lOve wAs nevEr MINE…?!?< <<<

>>>>I don’t want to admire you anymore
i did my best to forget you
just to ignore d’ pain inside
but i didn’t make it,I failed

WHY?!

why did we meet
only to make me feel this way?
why did we became friends
only to bring close to u as i am today?

why did we i learn to like u
only to show me how it is to be left in the rain?
why did i learn to love u
only to realized that it would bring so much pain?

how i wish that i never fell inlove w/u
for i know i’d be living in blue
u may not notice coz i choose to live in u
but the truth is deep inside i slowy die.

i’ve tried to neglect this feeling
& admit to myself that i can do nothing
that u’ll never learn to love me
coz a friend is what u want me to be.

i wonder why god above allow this to happen
why this thing have to occur again?
it has been always a one sided love affair
which make me feel thar nobody seems to care.

I guess our friendship won’t last forever
coz for u, we aren’t meant for each other
but u’ll always remain in my heart
even if we’re already far apart.

Now, i still dont think i’m ready to set u free
though i have to accept
the fact that u don’t love me
i’m awareb eventually, i have to say GOODBYE……

and yet i keep on asking myself…
WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYY?!?

i Until now,you’re still here
bothering and confusing my mind
and making my heart beat
faster than before

I hate myself for dreaming of you
that someday you’ll love me too
and hoping that we’ll be together

When the ryt tym come
I am hoping 4 ur attention dat hurts me a lot
cause i know ders someone in ur heart
how i wish i didn’t met u before

cause i didn’t know how to handle myself
how to control this feeling that grows
but still i will just pretend
that i didn’t like u anymore

But here in my heart you have a space
cause i never forget you and i never will.,..

i learned 

 I have learned that no matter how happy you are, things still might not last. Both partners have to give and take equally or the relationship will not work.

There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved.
You can’t “fix” people only support them. What you see is what you get.
 “It’s not what you always say that counts…but what you don’t say.”
 how to truly love someone
* how to be a friend and lover at the same time
* to truly be happy, you have to first be happy with yourself
* communication is the key
* get to know someone first before jumping straight in
* you can’t change a person or be changed unless its wanted
* don’t look for love…let it find you
* when you give your all and it still don’t work…you can walk away knowing that you tried
* just because one person did something (cheat,lie, etc) doesn’t mean all are going to
* when you truely love someone you want them to be happy even if that means walking away
* time heals all wounds…and scars can be covered
* when you really love someone…the material things don’t matter…money house car,etc..as long as you have each other and love

It’s been a while since we broke up
but until now my heart is screaming your name out
I don’t know how to move on
Coz the love you’ve shared with me is so hard to let go

Have I told you that after all these years we’ve known each other you became my angel?
an angel who will always be in my heart forever…

MY LAST GOODBYE

..You Understand….

You understand the importance of true,
Friendship between a woman and a man.
You understand that being with me,
Is a challenge for most any man